Two Worlds

When a misunderstood girl finally meets the boy of her dreams, Liam Payne, things she didn't want found out are exposed. But as he gets closer to her, can she really trust him with her deepest, darkest secrets. (BTW, THIS WAS WRITTEN BEFORE PAYZER WAS BACK TOGETHER... THIS IS COMPLETELY FICTION, I LOVE DANIELLE & WARNING: MAY BE TRIGGERING)


11. Under a Spell

Jade's P.O.V


I couldn't handle it anymore, I didn't deserve to even be near him, let alone to have him love me. I ran out, like I always do. Why did I have a habit of doing that? As I left, I felt his presence. I turned to see the most heart-wrenching sight, he had tear-stained cheeks and red eyes. I whispered goodbye and quickly got into the taxi, not wanting to see the hurt in his eyes. My heart had been pulled out of my chest and thrown across the room, but I knew he would be better off without me.

When I got home, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I ran to the bathroom, laid on the cold tiled floor, and cried. I cried and cried and cried, until there were no more tears left. I knew I had to do it. I found a new razor and steadied myself. I shivered as the cold metal touched my skin. I made jagged cuts along my arm, whatever space I could find. Drops of blood turned into puddles, and I slowly fell asleep, thinking about the perfect boy I just ran away from. Again.

* * *

As I woke, I gasped. I was covered in blood and tears. It's like I was in a dream last night, under a spell I quickly cleaned the floor and washed my clothes. I jumped in the shower and rinsed the dried blood off my arm, the steaming water stinging and making my eyes water. I know my life will never be the same, but he'll realize I'm too much work, too broken, and be happy again. As long as he has a wonderful life, I'll get on. 

I decided to have breakfast for once, as I had not eaten in days. I made toast and slowly eat it. I didn't want it but I felt like I was going to faint. After the toast I grabbed my cardigan and went for a walk. One Direction would have left for Melbourne by now, so it would be easy for them to forget me. As I crossed the street I saw someone I thought I would never see again. The reason for my nightmares. My heart raced as I whispered his name, unable to move.




Author's Notes

Do you guys like it? Don't forget to like, fave and comment any feedback. You're welcome to comment story ideas as I'm having a little writer's block :)

Bye for now,

Jade xo

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