Moving Forward to the Beginning

Life after Tour begins now. With Jade and Niall's relationship moving forward as they move in with Bridget, Josh and little Kaitlyn how will they adjust and put the final touches on the house with Josh and Bridget still in the US? And will little Kaitlyn maintain good health and be able to fly back over to the UK?
And as the Christmas Eve wedding of Zayn and Natalie draws near will their nerves cause them to grow apart? Or will they come together to truely form the perfect couple.
Finally, Sammi is about to move in with Harry, furthering their relationship, but how is Louis doing on the sidelines? Is he truely over Sammi or will things heat up when Harry isn't home?
***** Sequel to Am I Really Good Enough*******


10. My Kaitlyn

Sammis P.O.V.
I was excused from the hospital Thursday afternoon. I had a concussion, but other then that no major injuries.
Harry had recording that afternoon, so Louis was the one to pick me up.
I slept the whole way home, but woke up to a kiss on my neck that somehow felt so familiar and so good.
I swore it was Harry. I could feel it. I let a small moan escape my lips," Harry stop it."
The lips quickly pulled away and I slowly realized I was still in the car, Louis sitting wide-eyed next to me.
He finally spoke," You.... You thought I was Harry... You do feel it!"
I could feel the red go to my cheeks," I don't. I can't. I love-"
" You do!!! I knew you did!! I can't believe-"
" No Lou. I was confused. Drop it."
" I can't!!! You.. You-"
" Just shut up!!!" I yelled
He fell silent, looking at me hurt.
" Louis I can't take this anymore. I can't love two people at once it doesn't work! I people I love around me keep getting attacked! I can't do this! I need to leave. I get away from you, and from Harry, and from everyone else!"
I got out of the car and ran inside. Harry was gone, so I just had to get past Louis and I'd be free. I couldn't let everyone else around me get hurt.
I loved Harry, but I knew I loved Louis too, and I couldn't bare to think about it.
I quickly packed up my clothes and got in the car. I knew with the medication I was on I shouldn't be driving.
I drove to a hotel about 10 minutes from the studio. That was the only place I'd see them for a while, at work.
I got so many calls and so many text messages, but I turned my phone off after I read the first couple. No one understood. This was best for everyone.

Natalie's P.O.V.
Friday morning came around and noone had found Sammi.
Bridget and Josh were planning Kaitlyn's funeral, and I believe Jade and Niall were searching. I was in recovery, but still kept up with Zayn on where they had looked.
Today was supposed to be the fitting, and my one chance to talk some sense into Sammi.
We got to the studio and I kissed Zayn goodbye as we went our seperate ways from recording.
Bridget wasn't there, but Jade and Sammi were. Both on their IPhones.
I locked the door and threw myself into Sammi for a hug.
" I didn't know if I'd see you again."
" You won't outside of work."
" Work? This is our dream. Sammi, are you ok?"
" No. I'd ask that you stay away from me Natalie, I don't want to get you hurt."
Jade spoke," Sammi this is not your problem. Did I tell you Paul is working to put full time security for all of us."
" What?"
" Yeah, Niall was talking about it the other day."
" See Sam," I started," You can't blame yourself for this. Now why all the avoiding Harry? You know he's been running crazy trying to find you.."
" He shouldn't."
" Why?"
" Because!!! I love Louis!," she paused, sighed, and then continued," I've tried and tried to push the feelings down, but they won't go away, and I know it's wrong."
" So... You don't love Harry anymore?" Jade asked.
" Of course I do! I love him with all of my heart!! I just don't know what to do..."
" Sammi, I may have told Harry we found you, and he's coming as soon as he gets here, with Louis. I think.... I think you should sit them both down and tell them exactly what you told us," Jade said.
All the color drained from her face," But... What if Harry doesn't want me anymore? I can't- I can't live without him." She was crying now...
I heard Harry down the hall, and I knew our time was limited," Sammi, listen. You have to tell them the full truth if you want this problem to be solved. Harry's here, good luck, and we will be outside if you need us." I felt bad for leaving her in a situation like this, but she needed to fix it on her own....

Bridget's P.O.V.
Days later.... I sat upstairs in my room, flipping through the little amount of baby pictures we had of Kaitlyn. I cried every time I reached the picture of Josh smiling and holding her. What would Josh want now? We didn't have a child, did he even see a reason to get engaged?
He hadnt said a word to me since we found out. I know he wanted to be strong for me, but he couldn't.
Having your little girl ripped from you isn't exactly something you get over in a couple days. And since Kaitlyn was finally starting to beat all of the reasons she wouldn't live we saw a bright future for her. Now, we will never get to hear her say her first word, walk, go to school, all the milestones parents look forward to and dread at the same time.
My Kaitlyn, rest in peace please, and know that mommy and daddy love you.
Josh came in the room to wake me up as I guess I dozed off. I had a headache from all the crying, and my body was stiff and achy for some reason.
Josh was laying on top of me, and his face was centimeters from mine.
" Hey babe," he said in a tone that wasn't too familiar with me... Was he trying to be-
" How long was I asleep?"
" A couple hours...." He had this grin on his face, and it wasn't a familiar one.
" What?" I asked.
" Niall and Jade won't be home for another 2 hours...."
" So?"
" So I figured..."
I realized now what he meant as I put the pieces together.
" Josh, I know why you want this. Your upset, and hurt, and you want your little girl back. I'm sorry I won't allow this to happen. We weren't ready for Kaitlyn, and I don't think now is a good time."
" What makes you think this has to do with Kaitlyn?" He moved closer, gripping my waist and pulling me as close to him as possible.
" Because my Josh wouldn't force me into something like this or be so forward."
" Oh? I'm forcing you to?" He raised his voice a little bit.
" A little considering you were on top of me!!" I yelled back. I stormed out of the room, not looking back at him.
" Wait!! Bridge come back!!!"
" Am I really just your toy? Because that's all you want me for isn't it?!"
" Of course not! I love you! I'm sorry, it was wrong and you were right. Happy?"
" Did you actually mean that?"
" Some parts of it yes, others I have my doubts on..."
" Oh my God Josh Devine!!!! So what part exactly then huh? I'm pretty certain by all the past events you don't love me. You were just stuck with me because of Kaitlyn!! Well now she's gone," I paused," So if you truly don't love me, tell me. Ill be downstairs. If I don't hear by the end of the night, ill take that as a clue to give you back the ring.
I started going down the stairs, still hearing," Bridge! Please listen!!!"
But I just kept walking. I didn't know if I was completely out of line or if he was. Or a little bit of both...
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