The Memior of Lynn: Junior Year

Lynn is almost done with high school. She just has to make it though the next two years and then she is off to travel the world and explore the wonderful world of college and life outside of Virginia. She thought she had it easy but she must have been horribly wrong because now nothing is going the way that she planned. He mothers cancer returned just when they both thought all of that was out of their lives forever.

Then she meets Adam Wilson. He is nice, listens to her, and is an awesome friend. But then things get more serious and she doesn’t know how to deal with it all.

This is a typical story about a teenage girl finding herself in a confusing place, something that everyone can relate too. I am positive that you all will love it!

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7. “Each Morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most.” – Buddha

He didn’t even say he was sorry. I at least expect that. Don’t I deserve a sorry for what he did to me? Am I supposed to feel this way about a boy I have only been talk to since summer started? Summer is over. Maybe it was just one of those summer romances and he is realizing that now, so he decided to move on. Maybe this is my entire fault. It is, isn’t it? I was moving too fast. I have been thinking about out last conversation ever since it happened. Just pacing my room in the hopes that maybe, just maybe, he would send a message saying he wanted to have me instead of her. I know that is not even close to what will happen, but wouldn’t that be amazing? I want him to go out of his way to see me. To be with me. But I also know that he won’t. Adam isn’t that kind of person, at least that is what I see in him, but not everyone show their true colors on the outside. It is what’s on the inside that counts and I am not even close to that part of him. I should be though.

                                                                                                                                

Maybe the real problem is me. Maybe there is something wrong with me. Just maybe, he got so disgusted towards something that I do, without realizing it or something of that nature that he just found someone else. Maybe I didn’t give him enough when he kissed me at the pizza place. Maybe I should have given him more than just a kiss. He seemed nervous when we first kiss and all I could think about was doing more than that, but we were in public and I just wanted to look cool in front of him. I wanted to show off my relaxed nature and give him the feel that I am willing to do anything. Maybe I did it wrong. Maybe I am just a bad kisser and he found someone else that is way better than me. It is not like I have had much experience in the first place, you know, other than the practice sessions with my silk, violet pillow in the middle of the night when I get bored. But pillows aren’t the same as people. They work differently. They have reactions and it is obvious that the reactions he sent towards me that day have changed in the couple days that we have seen each other.

 

This is my fault. 

 

I just know that this is my fault, but I guess that there really isn’t much that I can do about it now, now is there? I just have to deal with it.

 

Why does this hurt so much? I should hurt this much. It’s not as if I am in love with him, right?

Right????

 

 

 

 

I need answers. Now…….. 

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