Too Young ~One Direction

I love him; he loves me. But my brother is standing in our way. Honestly, I wouldn't care what he'd say, I love you. That's what matters. ~Nicole Riann Styles





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8. Chapter 8

 

Nicole's POV

*dream*

'You're so fat, you should stop eating.' Celine, a bully in my school said. 'Yeah, you look a hippo in those jeans. You should stop wearing tight clothes, you're getting fatter by the second.' My head was spinning, everyone around me was looking at me, laughing, whilst they pointed. I never felt so insecure in my entire life.

 

I started to run... My feet suddenly got stuck on something. I looked at what I was stepping on and it was mud! "What the-" I say to myself. "You're never getting out of there. You are just one big fat piece of shit!" said Cecile, the twin sister of Celine. "I hate you..." I whimpered. Suddenly, out of nowhere, Harry comes out and says "You are the worst sister! I wish you were never born. I wish you'd just get lost!" he screamed the last part and I woke up.

 

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"Nicole.." someone was shaking me. "Nicole, wake up..." I slowly opened my eyes to Liam. I quickly gave him a hug and started to cry. "Sh...." he said trying to comfort me. "It's okay, it was just a nightmare." "Li-li-liam... i-it f-felt so r-real..." I stuttered tears still streaming down my face. "It's okay. It's over..." I stopped crying finally. "Can you sleep beside me?" I asked Liam. "Sure love." he kissed my forehead and started sing "Little Things" the perfect song at the moment.

 

"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me

but bear this in mind it was meant to be

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

But it all makes sense to me

I know you never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile

you never loved your stomach or your thighs

the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine but

I'll love them endlessly."

Then he just hummed the rest and I fell into a dreamless sleep, luckily.

 

 

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I woke up around 10 am and Liam wasn't there. I started hyperventilating; I accidentally squeal a little. Suddenly, Liam comes running through the door. "Whe-where did you go?" I said about to cry. "I went to the toilet, love." I gestured him to hug me and he did. "Please, please, never leave me alone. I feel..." I paused to think of a right word "unwanted." He kisses my forehead. "Okay, love. How about we go downstairs and get some breakfast." I winced at the word 'breakfast' because it leads to 'food' which leads to 'eat' which leads to 'getting fat' which leads to 'being insecure' which leads to 'not wanting to live' but I don't want to die!

I love Harry but I don't think he wants his fat sister around for the summer. So I thought that they'd want me to leave. "Liam, do you think it would be b-better if I just went home?" I asked unsure of the answer. "What's your reason of leaving, love?" I hesitated. "I don't think you guys want to be around me anymore..." "Of course we do. Nicole, Harry is your brother, we treat you as our own sister, love." "No, Harry doesn't want me. He said so..." "When did he say that?" "In my dream..." I trailed off. "But that wasn't real..." "Yes, it was!" I was again hyperventilating. "Calm down." Liam said. I breathed slowly. "Come on, let's go down stairs." I didn't want to though. My eyes were puffy and red, my clothes all crumpled up.

 

"Hey guys..." Liam said while he pushed me into the dining area. "Hey Liam and N-" Zayn stopped. "Nicole?" he asked as if he didn't recognize her. "What happened? You look horrible." he said. "Thanks..." I sarcastically replied. "That's the best thing a girl wants to hear..." "Sorry, I didn't mean it." "It's okay." a tear slipped out of my eye and I quickly wiped it off. "I heard someone say that you think that I don't want you around?" Harry.... "Um...can I lie to you?" he lifted his right eyebrow. "Fine. I'm sorry, I'm very insecure about everything, okay?!" "Nicole..." he said and I avoided eye contact. "Look at me..." he said. I made eye contact and he said "we all love you, okay? I love you. You aren't fat, ugly, or whatever insecurity you have." he said while holding onto my shoulders. I needed a guitar. "Who has an acoustic guitar?" "Niall?" Zayn asked. "It broke a few weeks ago." he said whilst he continued to eat. "You want one?" Harry asked. I nodded innocently. "Okay, after breakfast, we are buying you a new guitar." I smiled and kissed Harry's cheek. "I love you, Hazza." "Love you too, Nickeh." Then we continued to eat, well THEY continued to eat.

 

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I LOVE YOU!!!

 

 

~Nickeh
 

 

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