Mama Tells Me I'm Special...

Janelle is a special teenager. She's anorexic, bulimic, suicidal, and bi-polar. When she tries to escape from it all, she sits in her room, listens to One Direction and calls her best friends Kimberly and Karina for help. For her 17th birthday, she ends up in the hospital and her mother surprises her with the boys of One Direction.


13. I'm inlove with what we are.

***Janelle's POV***

"I don't want to go to sleep." I complained.

"But you're tired. I could tell from your eyes princess." Niall ran his thumb across my cheek.

"I don't know what your talking about." I crossed my arms across my chest.

"Stop being a pain." Niall chuckled a bit.

"I'm not, I just don't want to sleep." I groaned.

"Why?" He ran his finger tips against my hand.

"Because... if I sleep... I waste time I could be spending with you." I confessed. He sighed.

"Princess, I'm not going to leave you. I'll be here when you wake up." 

"Your not going to sleep with me?" I asked him.

"The reason why there is three beds is because we figured you girls would want to sleep together." 

"No." I got up from my bed.

"Ugh, Janelle. I'm tired to ya' know." His accent was so thick.

"Than go to bed. I'm going to sit in front of the fire." I slipped into a big sweater that I stole from my uncle a while back. Niall grabbed a red blanket from his room and followed me into the living room. He sat on the couch and lifted his legs onto a stool. I sat in between his legs and rested my head near his collar bone.

"You're a pain in the ass, you know that right?" He laughed.

"Shut up." I demanded. I pulled the blanket over us. I heard the sound of the door open and heels against the floor.

"Hey guys." Kimberly smiled at us.

"Hey." I smiled at her.

"How was your night?" Harry asked.

"Good." Niall told him.

"We'll see you guys tomorrow." Harry pulled Kimberly up the stairs. I sighed and closed my eyes.

"Are you tired now?" Niall whispered against my cheek.

"No." I giggled. He stood quiet. The sound of the fire cracking made my eyes drowsy. His fingers found mine. "Niall?" I whispered. He didn't answer. I giggled. I closed my eyes and fell asleep on his chest.


My eyes fluttered open as the sunlight from the windows shined down on my face. The sun was a lot brighter today. Which meant only one thing.. Snow. 

"Good morning." Niall pressed his lips against my shoulder.

"Good morning." I smiled at him.

"If you guys want breakfast, Harry cooked." Liam walked in and smiled at us.

"Thanks Lili." I got up from the couch. I helped Niall up. I walked up the stairs and brushed my teeth. I combed my hair and slipped into shorts. Niall met me at the stairs and walked down with me. We sat down at the table and Harry served us.

"Thanks Hazz." A smile crept along Niall's lips.

"Enjoy." Harry replied.

"So what are we doing today?" Zayn asked.

"I figured we could go to the carnival." Niall shrugged his shoulders.

"Uhh.. what about the fans?" Kimberly flashed a confused look at Niall.

"We can just rent it for a day." Liam suggested

"That sounds like a good plan." Louis jumped in.

"I'll go call." Niall got up and kissed my head before he ran off to the living room. I picked up a piece of bacon and shoved it into my mouth. Moments later, Niall returned to the dinning room.

"After breakfast, get dressed. I called the movie theaters as well, I figured we could go see Breaking Dawn." He smiled at everyone.

"Yay!" Karina's eyes lit up.

"I love that movie." I smiled.

"You already saw it?" Niall frowned.

"Well... yeah. It's okay. I loved it." I smiled.

"Should I bring Perrie?" Zayn asked.

"Of course, bring Perrie and Liam bring Danielle." Harry spoke as he scooped up his eggs.

"Alright I'll text Dani now." Liam picked up his phone.


I stepped out the shower and dried my hair. I let it stay naturally curly. I did my make-up in the bathroom. There was a knock on the door.

"It's me babe." Niall spoke from behind the door. I unlocked it. He walked in and turned on the water. He took off his clothes and got into the shower. I slipped into my bra and panties and left the bathroom. I put on green cargo jeans and a pink owl pull over. I slipped my feet into my leather booties. ( I sat down on Niall's bed waiting for him to finish getting ready. 10 minutes later, Niall came out the bathroom dressed and ready to go. We all piled into Harry's car. He drove down to the carnival. It was chilly and I was pretty stupid for not grabbing my coat.

"Hey guys." Perrie met us at the entrance with Danielle. "Zayn! You didn't tell me the girls were here!" Perrie gasped.

"We missed you girls!" Danielle and Perrie hugged us.

"Aw, we missed you guys too. It's good to see you gals." Kimberly winked at them. Niall grabbed my hand and dragged me over to a booth. He gave the guy 6 dollars.

"Okay, you have to aim the gun at the target and press these buttons to release the water. Who ever reaches the top first, wins." The guy instructed.

"Alrighty." Niall smirked at me.

"1..2...3.. GO!" I pressed down on the buttons, totally missing the target. By the time I got it to hit the target, Niall won. I frowned.

"I didn't get to aim my gun beforehand!" I groaned.

"Oh don't be such a sore-loser." Niall laughed. "I'll take... the big purple gorilla." The guy handed Niall a big purple gorilla. It was bigger than Niall! "Here." Niall handed me the gorilla.

"Aw! Thanks babe. He's awesome." I kissed Niall on the lips softly. We found Zayn and Perrie playing some shooting game. Once they finished, they asked Niall and I to go on the ferris wheel with them.

"Sure, you want to princess?" 

"Yeah." I smiled. Perrie grabbed my hand and pulled me (and my gorilla) over to the big ferris wheel.

"Moving cart or still cart?" Zayn asked.

"Moving." Me and Perrie answered at the same time. We laughed.

"Rebels. I dig it." Zayn laughed. We got into one of the carts and I sat down next to Niall. I left my gorilla with the lady who started the ride. Once the cart moved, Niall tensed up.

"Oh shit, I didn't prepare for that." Niall whimpered.

"Oh hush. It's not that bad." I laughed.

"Look at Harry and Kimberly." Perrie pointed out to a roller coaster.

"I think I hear Kimberly screaming from here!" I laughed.


We sat down in the theaters. I sat next to Kimberly and Niall. Niall and I shared a huge slurpe, pop corn and nachos. Oh yea! And pretzel bites. The movie started with Bella waking up and blah blah blah. I saw this already so... It was kind of boring. I rested my head on Niall's shoulder. My phone buzzed. It was a call from an unknown number.

"I'll be right back." I rushed down the aisle and exited the theater. "Hello?" I answered the phone.

"Is this Janelle?" The voice didn't sound familiar.

"Uhm... yeah." 

"You don't deserve Niall. You fat, ugly whore. You should've killed yourself on your birthday." The line went blank. I ran into the bathroom with tears rolling down my cheeks. I threw my phone at the tiled wall. Fat. Nasty. Ugly. Whore. The words kept racing through my thoughts. 

"Janelle?!" Danielle's voice echoed through the hall. "Oh god. Janelle, what's wrong?!" She wiped away my tears.

"Nothing." I muttered.

"Janelle." She lifted my chin. "Who was that?" 

"I don't know." I bit my lip.

"What did they say?"

"I don't deserve Niall because I'm a fat, ugly whore." I looked down at the floor.

"Get up." Danielle ordered.

"No.." I whimpered.

"Janelle, just get up." She pulled on my wrist, trying to help me up. "C'mon." She dragged me back into the theater. "You see that boy over there?" She pointed at Niall. "Well yeah, he's pretty fucking close to me. He never shuts up about you Janelle. Niall loves you Janelle. So cut it out." She shoved me towards Niall.

"Stop pushing me." I commanded.

"That's good. Get some confidence." She smiled at me.

"Feisty bitch." I chuckled. I sat back down next to Niall.

"Who was it?" Niall asked me.

"A jealous bitch." I smiled at him. "Feisty? Yeah I know." I winked at Niall.

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