Best Fake Friend.

Dear Diary,
I'm storm and I've just turned sixteen. I'm in love with my best-friend Blake. I don't know what to do. His girlfriend is the definition of S.L.U.T. She constantly starts her crap with me. I just don't understand what he sees in her. I wish, just wish he could be mine.


13. Back At Home.

Dear Diary,

I'm back at home now. All of us spent at least a week in hospital, which wasn't nice. They ran a load of tests on Billie. They found nothing. Nothing was wrong with her and nothing was wrong with me. Sorry I haven't been able to write by the way, I haven't had time at all! 

So, we're all back at home, and everything's been great! Aside the lack of sleep and shizzle. Billie's been an absolute joy. She's just passed a month old now and it really has been great! Blake and I don't get much time to ourselves anymore, but we've both agreed she's worth it. We don't argue like everyone said we would. It's all going swell, well in everyone else's eyes but mine. 

I can't do this. Knowing Joel's gone is just torture. I can't deal with it. Sometimes it feels like I'm going crazy. The other night I swore I heard crying so I walked into Billie's room to check she was OK, and nothing. She was sound asleep. Last night was the worse though. I walked into Billie's room as once again, I heard the crying. Just as I was about to enter the door slammed in my face. Panicking I swung back open the door and one of Joel's toys moved across the floor. It was in the attic last time I checked as we felt it was unfair to leave his things in the same room as Billie yet we didn't want to throw it out. It's a car that moves and makes sounds and has lights. It lit up and whirled across the room. That was it. I don't know what happened after that. I woke up back in bed. I feel it had to have been a nightmare, but it doesn't feel like it. It all seemed so real. That's why I think I'm going crazy. I need help, but I can't tell anyone. They would put me in a mental home or something.

Wait. I see a shadow under the door. Someone's here. I'm scared. The door is opening. Red. It's red. IT'S COMING. SOMEONE HEL....

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