Let Love Be

Lana's life was never perfect, with just her friend Ri by her side things aren't always easy. After running away from home she bumps into an old friend from high scholl and his friends... he goes by the name of Liam Payne. This is the story of 2 girls and 5 guys who find themselves in an amazing and dramatic life. But when the friends go to Costa Rica they find knew love, adventure, and loss. This a Louis, Liam, Zayn, and Niall fanfiction!


28. cut too deep

Lana's POV

The next day was painful. Awkward and painful. We didn't talk to each other, at all. It also seems to be that the fans have done some research on me and know now too.

I was scrolling through twitter, to find about 500,000 more followers. I also saw the hate. "Slut" "Whore" Skank  "Bitch" were the among the better ones. What really hurt was

"Ew how can Liam like that fat ugly slut? I hope she cuts too deep."

"This Lana bitch needs to go jump off a cliff or something"

"I hope she cuts that would really brighten up my day :) #sorrynotsorry"

I ran to the bathroom and sat in the tub with the water on as hot as it could go, i didn't even bother to take my clothes off. The water burned my skin and I had to close my eyes due to the makeup flowing into them. When I finally managed to peel them open I set my eyes on the razor blades sitting on the counter. I took one and stared at it for a while. Its not like this was the first time. I still had a few faint scars from when I was about 15 or so. That's when I started getting bullied. It was the worst time of my life by far, I would cut, smoke, drink, and make myself throw up. Thats how I got so skinny. But i still felt fat. I cried even harder and pushed the blade into my wrist. I kept thinking about it all. I pushed deeper and deeper until a big rush of blood spilt out of the cut. I had gone down too deep. I fell and my head plugged the drain. The water was rising around me until I couldn't see anything but my own blood. I tried to breath, but I couldn't. All i could think about was how pretty it looked. No really. Like red ink stains beautifuly guiding through out the water in almost black looking clomps. The blood began to spread more out into water. Even though i couldn't take a bteath with out tasting blood and hot water, i felt fine. Dying was fine with me at this point. And then i heard the most deafiining scream ever. Shit Liam found me. I dont want to live cant he see that!

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