Behind these golden eyes.

Ever look at a girl and wonder if there's a story that is killing her? A past to terrible to mention. Something that is eating away at her day and night. No one ever expected me to have the past I had.But they all know who I am and what I did, or so they thought. They don't know what I am or what I've seen. I watched as my pack was killed, Including my mate.
I want to tell my story. But I can't, because either way, people judge you. They judge on what you have done,what you haven't done, and who you are. If only they knew the real reason.

There are a few people who acceot me, but them alone, can't allow me and my brother to enter the pack. Only the Alpha, and consent with the Beta, may allow us to join.
I came to Praxton, Wyoming, in hopes of finding a pack that will accept me for who I am.A pack that will not judge me for the acident that killed my pack.
Maybe I'll even find a new mate.


9. Yeah Thayer hates this.

"Partner up."The teacher said.

I pushed Haven over to Thayer, who was shocked at first, then a little happy.

Sam went with Jackson and Cody went with some girl names Mina.

And guess who didn't have a partner. The only other guy was a junior named....Jared? Ugh, no way I was going wiht him.

"Miss James, No partner?"the teacher asked.

"No mame."I replied.

"Well, then you will have to be paired with-"she was cut off.

"I'll dance with her. And sorry I'm late.Got held up in the office."Ryder said as he set his stuff down.

'Very well then. Mr. Green, your partner."she said as she gently pushed me over.He smiled and I smiled back.

"DOn't do it Vixen."Thayer warned in my head.

I looked over at Thayer, who was watching us along with Haven.

"Thayer, deal with it. I wasn't going to dance with Collen."I said back.

He shook his head in disapproval.

I shook him off as the teacher said Places. The girls took their spots in front of the guys.

The dance was going good, and no one messed up. It was about half was through, when Ryde got a little Touchy-feely. I didn't mind, but you can almost guess who minded. My over protective older brother.

I saw him getting more mad by the second.

Ryder had his wrists crossed as I went down and came back up, facing him.He smiled, then his eyes flickered to my lips then back to my eyes.Luckly, it was the end of the dance, so we didn't have to move.He slowly started to Lean in, the lingered over my lips.

"he would kill you."I smiled.

"I know.Let him."he was about to kiss me, when Thayer tore him away from me.

"Get the Eff off my sister."he was MAD.He pushed Ryder away.

"Don't touch my Beta."Cameron growled."

"Keep his hands off my sisiter."Thayer growled back.

Thayer gave every single one of them a death glare before grabbed my wrist and pulling me towards the door.

"No."I said as I yanked my wrist from his grip.

"What?"he was shocked.

"I'm not leaving. You may be my older brother whon looks after me, but You're not mom. You're not dad. You're not Josh. You try to make up for them, but you can't. You can be Thayer. But I have to have freedom.I'm staying."I backed up.

"I know I'm not Mom, or dad, or Josh.Because they are dead....."

"Go ahead. Ssay it. I know you want to."I was fighting back tears.

"Because of you."he whispered.

"I knew you always thought like that."I sneered.

I went right up to him, and slapped him.

I grabbed my bag and walked off.

"VIXEN!"Haven yelled as she ran after me.

"I knew it. Haven, I knew he thought that.God, I feel horrible."i said as I slid down a tree and sat on the ground.

"I think I know what will make you feel better."she smiled.

"C'mon and set your things in my car. We need to have a little fun."she smiled and flung her back in the back of her car. I followed and she ran towards the  woods. I smiled and followed. Soon we were both shifted. I was my oure white wolf and she was her grey and white wolf. Her eyes were grey, matching her coat.

"C'mon. You need to clear your head."she said. I nodded and we took off running.

I heard about three different howls. One was Cameron's since it caught Haven's attention. The other was Thayer's. And I think the last was Ryder. His sounded the most worried.

"Whats up with you and Ryder?"Haven asked as she listened too.

"I-I think hes my mate."I said after some thought.


Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...