Kendall and I

hey! this is my first fanfic! its about a girl who wants to become a singer and just might get her chance :)


27. Surgery and Recovery

-still Kristin's P.O.V-
"I'm sorry." He says. "If we don't remove them soon, it could permanently damage your voice. We must surgically remove them very soon. There is no promises though that you will be able to sing again." He says. I look at Kendall with tears in my eyes. I bite my lip so I don't cry.
"Alright." I say. The doctor nods and talks to me about when and how they would do the surgery.
"Okay thank you." I say as he leaves the room. He nods and walks away. I look over at Kendall who still looks very depressed. I stand over by the door. And I start to cry. Just cry, I don't care if Kendall sees. He's already seen me cry before. He gets up and walks over.
"What's wrong? They are going to remove them and you will be okay!" He says to me.
"Kendall," I say quietly. "What if I can't sing anymore? My YouTube fans will be so disappointed. Everyone will be disappointed in me..and what about you?"
"Kristin," he says putting his hands above my elbows. I look up into his green eyes. "I am here for you. I will never leave you. I don't care if you ever sing again. That is not what I feel in love with, I fell in love with you. Your personality. I fell in love with you.......just you. Anything and everything about you. Not your voice, although I do love it. I hope to always be by your side. Kristin.....I will never leave you. I love you." By now he has my hands in his. That was THE sweetest thing. I hug him. He hugs me back. I look up and smile.
"I hope to always be with you too and I love you." I say into his shirt. We hug for a long time. Finally a nurse comes and kicks us out. We laugh and leave.
"So you're coming back tomorrow at 8:30 am?" He asks me. I nod. It hurts to much to speak.
-At Kendall's House-
I'm just gonna text him to communicate because my throat is KILLING ME. So yeah.
~Text Convo~
Me: So what are we doing? Are we gonna watch a movie or something?
K: Sure if you want.
Me: Sounds good.
I text back and smile at him. We decided to watch Big Time Movie.
Me: You know that you're like extremely hot in a tux?
K: I've heard.
Me: oh really.
K: from rushers smart one.
Me: pssshhh....I knew that.
Yeah....I didn't actually know that. But I wasn't gonna tell him! I texted my mom and said that I would be staying at Kendall's. She didn't even question it or say anything. She trusts me. Yayy! Okay anyway...I'm super tired. Big Time Movie is almost over. My favorite part was at the beginning when Kendall was driving his sports car and he had the "sexy fan" button. I died when I saw that the first time. I was like cracking up. I cuddle up next to Kendall and....I'm getting sleepy......
-Kendall's P.O.V-
She's out. I feel so bad for her. She can't even speak! And I know she loves singing so if it doesn't work, she will be crushed. I feel terrible. For some reason I feel like this is my fault. Did I push her into singing to much since she has never done this before? God I feel terrible. I feel like crying. I'm not actually going to cry but I feel really bad for her. What if she isn't okay? KENDALL SNAP OUT OF IT SHE WILL BE FINE! God I hope so.
-Kristin's P.O.V-
I open my eyes to the tv playing Impractical Jokers. That's one of my favorites. Hahaha. God what time is it? FORK! IT'S 7:25! I have to be at the hospital by like 8! UGH! Way to ruin everything. Awhh but look....he looks so cute when he sleeps. Awhhhh. I see some sticky notes and a pen sitting on his fireplace. Wow he really isn't organized. Then again neither am I so...anyway, I'll just write him a note and stick it to his forehead. It says:
"Kendall, I am headed back to the hotel to get dressed before the surgery. (Super nervous!)
xxx Kristin" and there we go....perfect! I need a picture of this. Awh perfect. I'll post that later. Hehehe. Okay back to my mission: going back to the hotel. Crapppp. Fork. Oh my God I don't have my car. I guess I'm taking a cab.
-At the Hotel-
I grab my yoga shorts and a t shirt and head into the bathroom. (Five minutes later) Yay, I look great. *note sarcasm* Off to the hospital! Yay....
I walk down to the elevators and ride down to the lobby. I walk out and see Kendall sitting in one of the chairs. I raise my eyebrow. He laughs.
"I'm that good." He says and kissing me softly. I smile. He drives me to the hospital.
-At the Hospital-
We got checked in and now we are waiting in the lobby/waiting room thingy. I lean my head on Kendall's chest and he plays with my hair. I smile.
"Kristin?" A guy comes up to us and smiles.
"Hi, I'm Dr. Gonzalez and I will be performing your surgery along with my assistants." He says. I smile and swallow nervously. Kendall must've noticed because he put his arm around me. We follow the guy back to the room. They tell me to lay down on the bed and told Kendall to wait outside. I looked at him nervous eyes but then let him go. I was terrified. The one nurse lady whispered something to the doctor. He nodded and the lady peeked her head outside.
-Kendall's P.O.V-
I was sitting in the chair outside the room staring at the ground. I'm scared for her. I wish I could be in there. Just then a lady pops her head outside.
"Are you Mr. Kendall Schmidt?" She says.
"Yes?" I say standing up. She smiles and takes me inside. I get to see Kristin. I smile at her. She smiles back. She's got some IV's hooked up to her. She looks dazed and confused. I sit down by her bed and smile. I could tell they already starting putting the medicine in. She smiles back though and mouths my name. I felt a tear slip out of my eye. I've never felt this way about a girl before.
-Kristin's P.O.V-
Who is that guy? He's kinda cute. Wait, wait, isn't that Kendall? My boyfriend? Oh yeah it is. They let him come back. I am so confused. I don't know who any of these people are besides Kendall. But I trust everything's okay because Kendall would always protect me. I smile at him. He's smiling at me.
-Kendall's P.O.V-
She's out. I look at her. She looks so uncomfortable. It's bothering me.
"Sir? You have to leave now. We need to start this as soon as possible." She says. I nod and walk away. Whatever is best for my girl is okay with me. I walk out and sit in the chair.
-1 hour later-
I'm getting nervous. How long does this usually take? Is it supposed to take this long? Oh my God I just want to see her. Oh geez I didn't even realize I was pacing.
"Excuse me sir, could you please stop pacing?" I hear a soft voice ask. It's a nurse.
"Oh yeah.." I say sitting back down. I put my head in my hands and sigh.
"Is it a girl?" I hear an old lady ask me.
"What?" I say.
"Is it a girl? You know, in surgery." She repeats herself.
"Yes." I say sadly. She nods.
"I can tell." She says.
"Really how?"
"Well there is a young good looking man who was pacing around for an hour outside of this room." She says laughing. I smile at her.
"Yeah I'm just so nervous."
"It'll be okay sonny." She says. I laugh and nod. She will be okay.
"What's she in for?" A lady who looks to be in her 40's asks me. She's with the old lady.
"She has nodules on her vocal chords." I say sadly.
"Well I don't know what that is but it's sound serious." She says. I sigh.
"Yeah it's bumps on your vocal chords and they could jeopardize your voice." I sum it up. She nods. End of that conversation.
-another two hours later-
I can't stand this! I need to see her! When will they be done?! Oh my God! This is scaring me. I need to see her. I have to. This is driving me insane.
"Excuse me, Mr. Schmidt?" I hear someone say from my left. I look over to see the same nurse from last time.
"We have finished the surgery. She is in recovery now. She might be still asleep but you can come see her." The lady smiles. Oh thank God! I need to see her! I don't care if she's asleep or not! I follow the lady down the hallway and up the elevators to the next floor above. We walk down to room 210. I walk inside to see her asleep.
"She was kinda awake but usually after this, people fall back to sleep because while you were sleeping it wasn't actually sleeping." She says, "And we will have her stay overnight just to make sure her throat is okay." She says. I figured. I'm not leaving. I'm staying right here. I nod and she leaves.
"If she needs anything, like pain medication or whatever, have her press that red button. I will be back soon." She smiles and walks away. Now Kristin looks peaceful. Well not really but more than she did. I wonder how long she will sleep. I don't know and I don't care. I'm just glad they fixed it.
*buzz buzz* my phone vibrates.
"Hello?" I say getting up and walking to the doorway.
"How did it go?" I hear Logan ask.
"Good. They got them off of her vocal chords." I say. I hear cheering.
"Who all is there?" I ask.
"Sierra, James, Carlos, Alexa, and I."
"Are they keeping her overnight?" He asks.
"Yes." I say.
"Do you want me to bring you and her clothes?" I hear Sierra chime in.
"No it's fine-"
"To bad I am." She says and I hear running up stairs.
"Well okay then." I say. They all laugh.
"Alright well I'll see you guys later." I say.
"Bye." They all yell. I walk back inside. She still isn't awake. I wonder how long she'll be asleep. I sit down and her eyes flutter open. She smiles at me. I don't think she wants to talk yet. I don't even know if she's supposed to talk yet. I move my chair over by her bed and sit next to her. I swear to God I could not stop smiling. Just knowing she will be okay is an amazing feeling. She looks at me with pleading eyes. I know exactly what she wants. I nod and go find the nurse.
"Excuse me."
"Yes Mr. Schmidt?"
"Call me Kendall. Anyway, she has woken up, is she allowed to speak?" I ask her.
"She can try. Her voice will probably be very weak or almost gone, you know like in a bad cold. And it might hurt." She says.
"Thank you." I say and walk back into her room. Kristin's now sitting up. She looks like she is hating this.
"She said you could try but it will probably be painful and you will probably have a weak voice or almost no voice." I say. She nods and moves over in her bed. She pats the bed. I give her a questioning look. She shakes her head. I walk over to her bedside and sit down carefully. She looks at me with scared eyes.
"Everything is fine." I say. She nods looking like she's about to cry. I put my arm around her. She leans into my chest and silently cries.
" will be okay...." I say rubbing the back of her hand.
-Kristin's P.O.V-
He is so sweet. I wonder if he stayed here the entire time. I wonder what time it even is. I'm just so scared and terrified. I feel like I need to cry. It hurts. I haven't even said anything and it hurts. I'm afraid to talk. We sit in silence for a while. He quietly sings songs which calms me down. I could sit with him all day. I sit up and look into his eyes. I want to say it. I really do. It hurts so much though. I lean up into his ear and whisper "I love you."
I said it. It hurt, but I said it. Thank God. I've wanted to say that for a long time. Ever since I saw him there. He smiles at me. "I love you too." He says quietly. He then turns away, but I want him to do something else. I grab his collar and turn him back around. I crash my lips onto his. I have no idea if I was supposed to do that but you know what? I don't even care. I kiss him with passion. He was a little taken back at first but then started kissing back. It feels so good to kiss my boyfriend. We break apart and I smile. He and I sit and watch the cars go by outside with the tv playing in the background. I see someone enter. Or should I say a whole bunch of someones. It's my parents, Sierra, Logan, Carlos, James, and Alexa. They have a gainf stuffed bear with balloons and a card attached. I just smile at them.
"It hurts to much for her to speak." Kendall says for me. I nod.
"Well, I brought you and Kendall some clothes. Actually, I got some of Logan's clothes and some of my clothes. Whatever it works." Sierra says. I smile and nod.
"How ya feelin' darling?" My dad asks me. I shrug. We all talk and chit chat. Or should I say they talk to me and I don't respond. Oh well. They all leave around 4. Kendall stays. He doesn't leave. I wish he would. I feel bad for trapping him in this terrible place. He keeps smiling at me though. I wonder if he wants to be here...
-Kendall's P.O.V-
She seems tense. And scared. God I don't want her to be like this.
"Kristin, I will be right back." I say. She nods looking terrified.
"It'll be okay, I promise." I say with a soft smile as I head out the door. I could see a little sign of relief.
"Excuse me, do you have a notebook and pen?" I ask the lady. She rolls her eyes and hands me them.
"Thank you." I say smiling. That's right, kill 'em with kindness. I walk back into the room and smile at Kristin. I sit back down next to her and write on the paper. She says that we should do a drawing contest thing. Oh God I suck. This should be interesting....I smile and start to draw. I draw two terrible looking fish. One with long yellow hair and the other with short yellow hair. Then I draw the ocean and the ocean floor. I put a crab and rock on the bottom. I write "Me" above the one that's supposed to be me and "You" above the one that's supposed to be her. I make a little bubble thing (keep in mind all this looks terrible!) and write "I love you." Then I had it to her. She looks at it and smiles. She takes another piece and writes: "what a wonderful drawing! I love you too :)" I can tell she means it but she still has worry in her eyes. She looks at me and I say "Everything will be fine." I saw wiping a tear that had slipped away from her eye. She smiles. She grabs the paper and writes something. I read: "I believe you. Don't worry. But I want you to go home. Go to your house. Please don't stay here with me. There isn't a need." No I'm not going home. Nope. No way. I look at her and say "I'm not going home, Kristin. I'm staying here with you. I will stay here with you until you leave. I have to. And there's nothing you can say that would make me leave." She smiles at me. I knew she didn't want me to leave. I mean she does but yet...she doesn't. You know what I mean?
-Kristin's P.O.V-
I didn't want him to leave...but yet I did. I want him to be able to go home and not worry about me. Not sit in this terrifying place. But yet I love spending time with him. I smile and so he stays. We watch tv and he talks to me for a long time. He tells me about his life when he was younger. He was a professional paintballer! (A/N: he was actually a professional paintballer. Hashtag RealBallerz. Okay now back to the story) By now it's 11. I'm getting sleepy. I lay down to go to sleep. Kendall gets up but I pull him back down. He smiles and and I fall asleep feeling safe.
-around 3 am-
Ouch. God it hurts. A lot. I haven't even done anything. Kendall wakes up and see me with a worried look.
"It hurts doesn't it?" He asks. I nod feeling like I'm going to cry. That's how bad it hurts. He gets up and goes to get a nurse. She comes back and gives me pain medicine. I lay back down with Kendall next to me. I really hope my voice is okay. I sigh (which hurts a lot) and try to go back to sleep. Kendall sings quietly. He just does everything! Gosh! My eyes grow heavy. Last thing I hear is "my cover girl..."
Authors Note:
Wazzaaaa!! Hey guys (if anyone is reading this hahaha)! Well writing this chapter gave me mixed emotions. It was so sad yet so happy. I don't know. I'm weird. I spent around five hours on this chapter. That's the longest I have ever spent on one chapter! I stayed up until four A.M. Yeah....then I had to get up at eight. So I got a total of four hours of sleep...hahaha. Anyway....Kendall was actually part of a professional paintball team. HASHTAG REALBALLERZ! (It's a rusher thing) anyway.....thanks for reading! :)
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