Kendall and I

hey! this is my first fanfic! its about a girl who wants to become a singer and just might get her chance :)


28. Don't Be Nervous

So today, I get to go home! Thank God I get to leave this terrible, terrible, place. But at least I got to stay here with someone. Kendall didn't leave. He wouldn't. But I FINALLY convinced him to leave. He said he was going to go back to his house to get dressed and stuff. Anyway, my parents are coming to get me soon. They are leaving and going back to Pennsylvania soon. Like three days soon. Sierra and I discussed that we are going back with them because we want to visit our small little town one last time. I just cry almost thinking about it. No Kristin, stop. It will all be okay. You will love it here.
"Knock knock!" My dad says as he enters the room. I smile and wave.
"Hi guys!" I say quietly. I can speak but it hurts like crazy. Hopefully it doesn't take to long for it too stop hurting.
"Ready to go?" My mom asks me as she walks in behind my dad.
"Yeah. All ready." I say. Oh my God, I just realized, what if I can't sing anymore? Will I stay here or go back to Pennsylvania? I mean I don't wanna leave because I've made so many friends and I have a boyfriend but.....wouldn't I have to? I just don't know. I hope I can sing. Okay on to the task at hand, getting home. They are actually taking me to my new house. I was only there one time. They have been putting the stuff in there for me since I've been a little busy with this mess. I told them not to unpack anything. I hope they didn't. I don't wanna put that on them.
-at my house-
I get out with my parents and walk up to my house. This is where I'm gonna be living soon. Tears come to my eyes.
"Honey are you crying?" My dad asks me when he looks at me.
"Of course!" I say now laughing and crying.
"Why??" They ask me at the same time.
"I'm not gonna see you guys everyday anymore! It's hard becoming an adult..."
"You're going to be a great adult. Don't worry." My dad says smiling at me. He looks like he's about to cry too. So does my mom.
"Thank you dad." I say laughing but still crying. This really hurts my throat but I don't even care. I hug them both then walk onto to the cute little porch. I smile and unlock the door.
"Guys! I told you not to unpack anything!" I say turning to them, "but thank you. It looks great."
"Your welcome." My mom says.
"Well, we're gonna let you here so you can get settled in." My dad says.
"Guys you don't have to go.." But they just smile at me. Okay that's weird.
"You should check out the backyard!" My dad yells as he closes the door. Well alright, I guess I will. I walk across the living room to the sliding glass door, which there is now curtains across. I pull them across and look out back. Kendall is out there with a cute little picnic thing set up. He looks up and smiles. I smile and wave. I open the door and walk outside. I run up to him and give him a huge hug.
"What are you doing here?" I say with my voice a little hoarse.
"Well, once you convinced me to leave, I called your parents and asked them where your new place was, so I came here and set up this." He says.
"Well thank you." I say smiling. We sit down on the little blanket and talk and eat the food he prepared. It hurts really bad so I don't eat to much.
-a few minutes later-
"Thank you Kendall." I say turning to him. He smiles his cute little smile that makes my heart melt and leans in. He kisses me. He puts his hand on my cheek and kisses me. Just as he does that, it starts to rain. We break apart and smile. We get up and run inside. He closes the door quickly. I walk over to him and put my arms around his neck.
"You're an amazing person." I say.
"And so are you." He says and kisses me. Now without rain hitting our heads. Then we stop kissing.
"You really need some furniture in here." He says.
"Oh shut up." I say hitting him. He laughs and hugs me. I duck and run up the stairs.
"Kristin!" He yells as he runs up after me. I run into my empty bedroom. He is right on my tail. I make a quick turn and trip and he runs smack into me and falls down. We are now side by side on the floor. I look over at him and he smiles at me.
"You, my friend, are a dork." I say smiling at him.
"So I've been told." He says. He laughs and stands up. He reaches out his hand and helps me get up.
"Well....since we can't really do anything outside want me to take you furniture shopping?" He asks me. I smile and nod. I run downstairs and grab my jacket that was hanging on my vacuum cleaner like its a coat rack and head outside.
"Wanna take my car?" I ask him.
"It doesn't matter." He says smiling. We head outside and I link my arm through his. He goes to the drivers side of my car.
"Woah no. I wanna drive." I say. He looks at me with puppy dog eyes.
"Kendall!!! Don't do that! You make me wanna hug you and let you have anything you want." I say walking over to him.
"But Kristin!!! I wanna drive!!" He says with the puppy dog eyes and he sticks out his bottom lip.
"Ugh fine! You're lucky I love you. I never EVER let ANYONE drive my car. You, sir, are very lucky." I say to him. He smiles and gets in the car. I get in after.
"Where to first?" He asks me.
" about Lowe's?" I say. He nods and drives us there.
-at Lowe's-
"What do you wanna look for first?" He asks me.
" about the kitchen stuff?"
"Okay." He says walking towards the back of the store. I look at the fridge and microwaves. I turn around and instead of him being there, he's gone. I raise my eyebrow and walk around the corner.
"AHH!" Kendall yells.
"Oh dear Lord." I say because it scared the crap out of me but I can't yell right now.
"You trying to make me have a heart attack?!" I say laughing.
"No....I just love making you smile."
"That wasn't funny." I say with a straight face. He smiles at me and walks closer.
"Kendall." I say. He walks closer. "It wasn't funny."
He pulls me in and puts his arms around my waist. He smiles down at me and looks me in the eye. He leans his head against mine. I smile. I look up and he kisses me. It feels as if I'm at a school dance or I don't know...something romantic. It just felt so right. In the moment.
"You really know how to make a girl's heart melt." I say smiling at him.
"No, I know how much I love you. I've never done anything like that to my other girlfriends before. I know that our relationship is amazing. Even though we've only been dating for a few weeks, it seems like I've known you forever. I love how we didn't rush into things. I didn't even know if you liked me when I first met you. When I saw you, I froze up. It was love at first sight. I was so nervous just to talk to you. You seemed like it was no problem. I just wanted you to know that I liked you. More than just a friend like. When I finally worked up enough courage to ask you out and you said yes, God I was the happiest person alive! And when we shared our first kiss in that elevator, it felt amazing. I never thought I would've ever felt that way about a girl before. And everytime I kiss you, even just think about you, I fall deeper and more madly in love with you." He says.
"Kendall, I-I don't know what to say." I say. I'm to shocked to respond. He just said all that, to me, in the middle of a store.
"God, I knew I shouldn't have said that. It's just that-" he starts but I shut him up with a kiss. He was a little taken back at first but quickly started kissing back. We break apart and I know what I want to say.
"It wasn't because I didn't feel the same way, Kendall. It wasn't because I thought you were a freak. I was just shocked that someone actually felt that way about me. I couldn't find what I wanted to say, so I froze up. And then you started getting like I don't know...nervous or angry or something. I didn't know how to tell you how I feel. So I decided to kiss you to hopefully explain how I feel." I say to him. He looks up from staring at the ground and smiles.
"There's that smile that I love to see." I say smiling back at him. He hugs me and spins me around.
"Kristin, you are seriously the best girlfriend ever."
"Now lets not go to far with that." I say to him. I do NOT think I am the best girlfriend ever.
"Kristin, you just responded to what I was trying to tell you with a kiss. You listen to me when I talk. You put up with my random, stupidness. You do all sorts of things! You told me to leave you when you know I just couldn't. And there is still so much more I could say but I don't have time to write a novel!" He says. I laugh. He is such a romantic, kind-hearted, dork.
"Don't even try to disagree with me. You know it's true." He says looking down at me with those, green, dreamy eyes. I roll my eyes and hug him.
"Thank you for everything you've done for me, Kendall. For everything you've ever said to me or done for me. We've been together through think and thin in this relationship and I feel like I fall deeper in love with you the more I think about you. It's very hard to find the right words..."
"Stop. Stop. I know what you're trying to say. Don't worry." He says smiling down at me. I nod and kiss him. Kiss him with passion. Right here in the middle of the store. I don't even care.
"Do you..." I hear someone start but then quickly stop. We break apart and I smile leaning my head into his chest.
"Oh hahaha nope! Just browsing." He says to the lady. She looked at us with a weird look and backed away.
"God hasn't she ever seen two people who love each other kiss in the middle of a store before?" He says.
"Guess not." I smile. Just the thought of him saying that he is in love with me gives me the butterflies.
"Wanna go to the beach?" I ask him. It's nearly dark outside but I don't care.
"Sure." He says and smiles. We walk out to the car and he turns the key but before he drives anywhere or turns the radio on or does anything, he says,
"I...." He starts. I raise my eyebrow in hopes that he will continue. He doesn't, he looks down at the floor of the car. I patiently wait for him to continue. He looks up at me with almost......longing eyes. I smile a soft smile at him, still confused on what he's trying to say. He leans in really close to me and whispers "love you with all my heart..." Which sends chills down my spine. I turn to him and he crashes his lips on mine. Kissing me hard. He has never done this before. I have to say, as much as I love his soft, sweet, usual kisses, this is amazing. I kiss back with as much passion, or whatever you call it. I run my fingers through his hair. We stop for a moment and open our eyes. He smiles at me. I smile back. He kisses me one last, passionate time and then smiles and starts to drive the car. While we didn't speak the entire ride, I knew we didn't have to. The things between us spoke for us. Basically, what I'm saying is that we don't need words to speak or be together or anything. We just need our love for each other. That speaks for itself. I close my eyes and imagine all the wonderful times we've had together.
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