Have you ever had someone you loved in your life so much, then they just faded away like sand in your hands? It was not my mother, nor any family...but it was him...the him that changed my life, and his name was Liam Payne.
But what happens when you meet someone else who was close to him, but not like him and his best mate?
Join Sammi on this journey and stay tuned.


7. Chapter 7

Dear Journal,

It has been two years since I left the lads. I truly do miss them, nothing can make me deny that. Im in the band "Little MIx" with a few of my other friends, that I met with through X-Factor..but they know me as Perri Edwards now, not Sammi...I like the name Perri better anyway!

About my new self- My name is Perri Edwards, as I have told you before..I am 20 years old, my hair colour is a lavander colour, really pretty too! I have colour contacts so I dont have to wear glasses anymore, I mainly wear the blue ones, so nobody can tell who I am. I am dating Zayn Malik! He is just for management, although I am starting to fall for him harder and harder each day im around him. Thats basically all that has changed.

At this moment, I am flying on the plane to meet up with Zayn, as a suprise for his birthday! Yea today is January 12th! Im debating whether or not to tell him about me really being Sammi, but I just dont know what I should do! What do you think I should do? Tell him...or...keep it a secret?

If I tell him, there is a possibility of him telling the others that I am Sammi and not really Perri. Would they be mad at me if they found out? Or would they be happy and jump up in joy, knowing that they found me?

If I dont tell them, there is a possibility of me and Zayn getting married, having cute kids, living like a...fake family? Yea, because they dont know who I really am. Then again, there is also another possibility that when and if they find out, they could be really pissed off at me and replace me with some fake. Dammit, im the fake still. Im the one faking being Perri, instead of them knowing that im Sammi...would they find out though? Or would they never find out? Im confusing myself now, gosh..thats hard.

I have to go now! Sorry Plane just landed, I will be back in a few days! xx Sperri hehe I even came up with that name hehe cya later xx


"PERRI! PERRI! PERRI!" the crowd chanted as I got off the plane.

"We have a huge crowd right now, dont we?" I asked the driver, as he opened the door for me and nodded.

"This is the largest it has been of all times." he agreed, as he closed the door and got in himself.

What if Zayn finds out?

Would he be upset?

Does Zayn even like me like the way I like him? Or is this all just a scam?

Will the others find out about me?

Is Harry seeing someone yet?

Am I over Harry?

Will Louis find out?

Am I falling for the band?

Oh Niall and his Irish accent!

Liam! Daddy direction baby!

Louis! Oh him and his carrot obsession!

Zayn! Oh my gosh! I love you!

Harry? Are you still alive? Do you remember me? Would you ever remember the real me? I need you Harry! Please come back!

Louis! Please tell me about what Harry has been through! Tell me the truth on what has been happening! Tell me that you are still in love with me baby!
"Miss. Edwards, your at your location." spoke the driver as he opened the door for me.

"Thank you." I said as I got out and walked inside with the driver behind me with my luggage.

"PERRRRRRI!" exclaimed Zayn as he saw me, embracing me into his arms.

"YAYYYYY! MY BESTFRIEND IS HERE!" Louis aslo exclaimed as he started a group hug.

"Thats weird. She smells like Sammi." Niall stated as he walked downstairs. Shit!

"Sammi?" I questioned trying not to be too obvious.

"I miss her.." Harry said depressed.

"Why dont you call her and tell her that?" I enlightened.

"Great idea!" he shouted as he pulled out his phone and dialled her number. My phone started to ring...dammit!

"Why's your phone ringing?" he asked confused as he ended the call.

"Sammi is my cousin..." I lied.

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