Miracle or Fate? (ONE DIRECTION) ~Finished~

I'm tired of my mom wrecking everything for me and my brother. I only need a mirical! Or something.. But that will never happen! (Or will it)

What happens when Liam Payne moves across the street? Read to find out :)

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16. Letters That Cry

Rosie's Pov:

"Kristin, may I have a word?" I ask her. She has seamed to calm down now. When I went down she was talking to the rest of the guys.

"*sighs* yes." Kristin says.

We walk into the kitchen, which is empty. "Look, you may not want to, but you should forgive him." I tell her.

"Why should I?!" She asked me.

"Look, I herd his side, and by the time he was finnished he was bawling. And he had tissues all over his room. Oh, and he gave me this." I tell her as I hand her the pile of letters.

"Look, you may forgive him but I dont he broke my heart." She says setting the letters on the counter.

"Kriss, I know he did, but hear him out ok, he is a nice guy, and you should go back out with him. Oh and he wrote you a song. Look, you dont have to forgive him, but you would be making a big mistake not fogiving him, ok. Just look through that pile and then tell me you dont love him!" I say and walk away, leaving Kristin in the kitchen.

"Rosie, wait, If I a looking through these, your doing it with me." She says. I look back and smile, "Ok." I say.

"Can we go back to your place and read them?" She asked me. "Yea, come on." I say. Before we go I see Liam sitting there looking at me. "Hey Kristin, I'll be over in a sec." I tell her. She nodds and walks out the door.

"Liam, I am so sorry. I have been ignoring you, a lot." I tell him, as I sit on the couch next to him. He puts his arm around my shoulder, "Its ok babe, and I talked to Bryan, he know about us, he is one smart kid.." He says laughing. "Yea, he is." I say and kiss Liam, on the lips. He is a little taken back at first, but our lips quickly move in sync. One of the best kisses ever!! It may have only been around 10 seconds, but it was amazing. We pull away and I blush. "Hey, can I uh, umm, have Niall's cell, I think Kristin will be making a call to a special person later." I say with a wink. He laughs and writes the number down on a peice if paper. "Thanks babe" I say and give him a peck on the lips, and then I walk out the door. "Bye Rosie!" He yells. "Bye Liam!!" I yell back.

-At Rosie's House-

"Hey Kriss, you ready?" I ask her while we sit on my floor, with tissue boxes, all around us. Seriously, there had to be like 6 of them.

"Yes." She says.

"Here we go." I say, and we each pick up a letter.

 

Kristin's Pov:

 

I sat on Rosie's floor, waiting for her to come up stairs. When she did, she had a tissue box in her hand, she didnt know that I had already brought up 5 other ones. She sat it down, and we mentally braced our selfs, before we picked up the first leter. She got one, and so did I.

"Here we go." She said.

"Dear Kristin,

        I am sorry for what I did. Can you forgive me? Probably not, I wouldnt forgive me either. I hate my self. I would kill myself, but I am trying to find you. I am trying with all my might to find you, and I know I will. I need you and I love you. If your not in my life, then I have no reason to live. By the time you read this I will be dead. You have changed your number and e-mail, and when I went to your house, your dad told me to never show my face again. Kristin I love you, but if your not here, who is? I want to die! Your not in my arms, anymore, and I need you, you give me the energy to live! Whitout you there is no pourpous!

        I love your smile, that lights up the whole word, and your blue eyes, that make me have a heart attack when I stare into them. Your golden hair, shines brighter then the sun! Its whate makes you beautiful! You light up the world, and me. I love you

P.s: Your the one.

Signed, but never to be delivered by;

                                                           Niall Horan

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This was only one of the letters, the other ones were worse, much worse. Where he tells me about how he almost did it, killed himself.

I relize I do love him. I do. I was so heartbroken, that I couldnt see it. I couldnt see that the love I felt for him still burned, with passion!

I came across the song. I hummed it. "Play this for me?" I asked Rosie, who had been crying because of the letters. I was to. I cryed many times reading some of them. She nodded her head and got her guitar.

 

Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Close the door
Throw the key
Don’t wanna be reminded
Don’t wanna be seen
Don’t wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky

Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet

There’s a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge

There’s a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed

As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

 

When Rosie finnished we both were sobbing, it was an amazingly beautiful song. I forgive him. I need Niall! He was the only one I ever loved!!! I never wanted to admit it, but I cant, I cant avoid this anyomre, I miss having Niall in my arms. I miss the kisses that would give me goose bumps, and make my spine tingle! I miss them, it and him!! I love Niall Horan, and I am so sorry, that it took this long to figure it out. He was my one, he is my only! He is my other half!!
 

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