I can love you more than this...

You probally think this is your average fanfic where two bestfriends go see one direction in concert and the boys fall head over heels for them. And I'm not hating on that...they're awesome and addictive..but I wanna go original..;D I'll post a couple chapters and tell me if you want me to go on


27. Goodbye never felt so real

Niall's POV

I woke up this morning and I couldn't find Stacy.  Maybe she was in one of the boy's room.  I got up and put some clothes on and headed into the hallway.  I saw Stacy and I went for a hug.

"Morning pumpkin," I said happily.

"Hey," she said lowly.  What was going on?

"You feeling alright today?" I said looking at her. Her makeup was drowned with tears and her eyes had red around them.

"I will always love you, Niall Horan, but I have to go," she said hugging me and breaking out into crying.

"What?" I said confused.  What was going on.  Caitlin and Savannah popped into the hallway with two suitcases.

"The plane leaves at three so you have about nine hours," Caitlin said.  Nine hours of what?

"Niall, can you come here a second?" Harry said popping his head out of his room.  I nodded and saw everyone else in the room.  I sat down and the questions just started comming out.

"Why is Stacy crying?" I asked.  Louis handed me his phone and it was on Stacy's facebook.  The things the were saying were horrible, I didn't even want to see her twitter.  

"Why did she get this much hate?" I asked.

"Remember the twitcam last night and how she was messing around with everyone by kissing everyone on the cheek for the dare? That sparked most of it," Liam said.  

"Well what were the girls saying about a plane?" I said still confused.

"She's leaving," Harry said.  "She wants to go back to America and get a fresh start."

I was speechless.

"And, uhm, I think Stacy should tell you the last bit of news," Zayn said.  What else could there be?  I walked out to see Stacy.  She was worse than ever right now, but she managed to get something out.

"I'm so sorry Niall," she said sniffling.  "Just remember what I told you a while ago, I will always love you, but  I can't take this anymore.  I have to get a fresh start."

"Don't worry, we can make this work out," I said pushing back her hair hugging her.

She shook her head. "If we are still dating it won't help anything," she said almost whispering now.  I knew what she was geting to.  If she was going to get back to a regular life, she will have to forget everything that happened in the last 3 months.  Which includes me.

I immediately picked her up and headed to our room and set her on the bed.  I climbed in and held her close.  I didn't want her to go, and she didn't want to go either.

"I'm so sorry," she said breaking the silence.

It felt like I was about to cry.  She was my life now.  I didn't want to say anything, so I just sang a song.

Am I asleep, am I awake, or somewhere in between?
I can’t believe that you are here and lying next to me
Or did I dream that we were perfectly entwined?
Like branches on a tree, or twigs caught on a vine?

Like all those days and weeks and months I tried to steal a kiss
And all those sleepless nights and daydreams where I pictured this,
I’m just the underdog who finally got the girl
And I am not ashamed to tell it to the world

Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely fallen
And somehow, you kicked all my walls in
So baby, say you’ll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you
In love with you

Should I put coffee and granola on a tray in bed
And wake you up with all the words that I still haven’t said?
And tender touches, just to show you how I feel
Or should I act all cool, like it was no big deal?

Wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this
I’ll put this day back on replay and keep reliving it
‘cause here’s the tragic truth if you don’t feel the same
My heart would fall apart if someone said your name

Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely fallen
And somehow, you kicked all my walls in
So baby, say you’ll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you

I hope I’m not a casualty,
Hope you won’t get up and leave
Might not mean that much to you
But to me it’s everything, everything

Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely fallen
And somehow you kicked all my walls in
So baby, say you’ll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy deeply in love with you,
In love with you 
In love with you 
With you, oh!


She just started crying again in my chest.

"I don't want you to go," I said with tears streaming down my face. 

"I don't want to go either, but I can't take this anymore," she said looking at me.  

Damnit, I just found the love of my life and everone has to put her down.  I just found my princess, and she was being taken away from me.  I couldn't really call her my princess anymore, really.  I just laid there with her trying to soak up every minute with her.

*5 hours later*

I don't know if I can convince her anymore to stay.  She made her decision, and it didn't involve me anymore.  I went to the bathroom and started crying again.  Then I heard a knock on the door.  It was Louis and Harry, and I just kept on crying.

"Niall, it will be alright," Louis said putting his arm around me.

"No, it won't.  I know Stacy is the one and what does everyone have to do? Oh yeah, they have to fucking go at her like there's no tomorrow.  Not only does it hurt me, but they don't know what it does to her.  Do you know how bad it feels not to have a girl that will love you like Stacy will?  And right as I find my princess she is just slipping out of my fingers," I snapped.

"Niall, there's no sweet way to say this but you need to get over her," Harry said.  "I know how much you love each other, but you have to face the fact that she is going."

I couldn't take this anymore.  I went out the door and headed to the lobby.  I walked around the block and I heard my phone ringing.  It was Stacy.

"Yeah?" I said with a crack in my voice.  She had left with the girls 30 minutes ago to go to the airport.

"Can you come here? The girls are in line to get some food and I want to see you," she said trying to hold back from crying.

"Sure, I'll be there soon," I said looking for a taxi.

"Thank you, I'm just so tired of everyone recognizing me and calling me a slut," she said lowly.  She didn't deserve this treatment.

"No problem, I should of just came with you in the first place," I said hailing a taxi.

"Bye Niall," she said.

"Bye pumkin," I said ending the call and climbing into the cab.

"Where to?" the man said grumpily.

"Glasgow International Airport," I said looking out the window.  He nodded and Harry was texting me like crazy.

Harry: Where are you?

Me: I'm going to see Stacy

Harry: Well, at least tell us next time.  We were worried you went suicidal

I felt suicidal.  I felt like just opening the car door and rolling out of the car.  The only thing that kept me from doing that was because I knew I was going to see Stacy.

"We're here," he said. I got out the car and rushed to the door.  I saw Stacy next to Savannah, who was eating a burger.  I headed her way when the paparazzi showed up.

"Niall, niall, niall," is all I heard.  I looked like crap still, but I didn't care.  I wanted to show everyone what they were doing to Stacy and me.  She soon saw me and got up, running towards me.  I hugged her tight, not showing any sign of letting go.  All I heard was her crying and the snapping of pictures.  Goodbye never felt so real.


Haii guise!  This is the chapter for Monday, I'm just posting it today because I need to work on co-authouring on my friend's book.  Hope you liked it! ^.^

Savannah xx

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