Just Love Me Already

Olivia and Niall were a happy couple, that is until one text message threatened to ruin both of their lives forever. Drastic decisions, second chances, backstabbing lies and doing the unthinkable all occurs between what the world thinks of as "the power couple." But, we will see that how one word can change a persons life forever.


45. JLMA Ch. 43

(Play "Moments" by 1D)

Niall kept texting me gushing about how excited he was to be a dad and he sent me a photo of a restaurant napkin that he had brain stormed baby names on. He also told me that he had already started splurging on ebay, looking for cribs and clothes. It broke my heart because I kept on thinking about his reaction when I would tell him that I had a "miscarriage." I knew that he would be absolutely heartbroken. He was supposed to be coming home tomorrow and I would have to pretend that I was almost two months along. That I was carrying our precious baby. His precious baby. I lied down in bed and fell asleep. I wasn't actually truly asleep. There was nothing genuine about my sleep for the past month. I hadn't been able to sleep, I just thought about all of the lies i've told him and how many people I have hurt by keeping this a secret. Tonight, I tossed and turned thinking about what Niall told me today. He told me that he had told his mum about the baby and how happy she was. He told me that his dad almost had a heart attack but that he was also very happy to have a grandson. Niall also forwarded the picture of the baby sweater that his mum was knitting special for our baby. She had picked out a brand new twine of yarn just for the occasion. I held my phone in the palm of my hand and ran my fingers over the picture of the sweater. A tear dripped from my cheek onto the phone. I wiped the screen with my thumb and pressed the phone to my chest. I shut my eyes tight and cried. I sniffled when a pair of warm, large hands clenched my stomach from behind. I flinched and sat up quickly. I pulled the sheets up higher over my lower body and abdomen and looked at the wide eyed Niall standing at the side of the bed. I stuttered, "What- what- what- what are you doing home already?" I blurted. "I asked for a earlier flight home. I wanted to meet our baby." He smiled. I stared at him blankly for a couple of seconds before turning away and wiping the tears that were spreading under my eyes. "Whats wrong? Aren't you happy that I'm here? I only wanted to see our baby." He said and placed his hands on my flat abdomen again. I didn't respond and continued to stare out the window. "I want feel the little guy kick." He said eagerly. I placed my smaller hands on his, and looked up to him and his huge smile. "Niall, you're not going to be able to feel a kick." He frowned a little. "Is it too early? I mean I guess it is you're only a little under two months along." I shut my eyes and sighed. "Niall you'll never be able to feel a kick." My mouth quivered and my voice shook as I grew visibly upset. "There isn't a baby in there, there never has because I was never pregnant." I blurted out. Tears immediately filled his eyes. He stared at my stomach and then his bottom lip shook rapidly. He looked back up to me"You've been lying to me this entire time? Haven't you?' He asked, slowly removing his hands from my stomach. "Niall I-" "Please don't talk to me, okay." He muttered and got up from the bed. He picked up his guitar from the floor and slammed it against the wall, breaking it in two pieces. I covered my mouth and cried harder. He fell to his knees and began to hysterically cry, clenching his broken guitar in his hands, unable to control himself.
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