Just Love Me Already

Olivia and Niall were a happy couple, that is until one text message threatened to ruin both of their lives forever. Drastic decisions, second chances, backstabbing lies and doing the unthinkable all occurs between what the world thinks of as "the power couple." But, we will see that how one word can change a persons life forever.


40. JLMA Ch. 38

The next day I just sat and thought. And when the time came to it I flicked on the television and watched their concert. Niall seemed to be fine until midway through the concert. They were all sitting on speakers and a slow song came on. Niall looked down at the floor the entire time and then occasionally looked to the strings of his guitar. Finally he opened his mouth and started to sing, "You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you. And you'll never treat yourself right darling-" his voice shook and he stopped. "I'm sorry- I can't do this." He waved and the music abruptly stopped. "I'm really sorry guys, I hate to let you all down but I've let myself down." The boys turned to him and I bit my nails. He sighed and gripped the mic tighter with his shaking hand. "Have you ever made a mistake and it was so horrible that you couldn't bear thinking about it." The crowd shouted. "Well last night I yelled at my girlfriend because she forgot that tonight we were playing MSG. I yelled at the one person that I love the most." The crowd was silent. "And I - I just miss her so much. And I haven't been a good boyfriend" He buried his head in his hands and cried. He lifted the mic up one last time. "I am truly sorry because I can't do this right now. I can't sing about relationships and girls without thinking of her and about how much of an asshole I was last night. I'm sorry guys." He dropped the mic and ran off stage. The boys looked to each other and Harry sat up and ran after him. I shut off the TV speechless because I couldn't handle what was happening.
*Nialls POV*
As I sat in my dressing room, I pressed my knees into my chest. I rested my head against the wall. and shut my eyes and hummed slowly. I heard a soft knock on the door. "Go away!" I yelled upset. Harry appeared in the door way. He took a seat down next to me and placed his hand on my back. "I know it's hard." He whispered. "Harry have you ever been in love before?" I asked him. He nodded his head no. "Then you can't understand." I looked up to him crying. "Harry, you know you're in love when you call her at the most random times of day just to hear her voice. When you wake up next to her and you smile because the way she sleeps is like an angel. When you come home from a rough day at work and you have someone to listen to your problems. I know I'm in love because when she smiles she lights up the whole room and when we kiss its like electricity. Enough electricity to power a whole city. I know I'm in love when I can fucking cry and ruin the biggest show of our career." I wiped my tears once again. Harry waited in silence. "She's the one isn't she?" He asked softly. I hesitated and breathed in softly. I looked up to Harry and sighed."I love her more than anything. I'm going to marry her one day." I said nodding. "I hope that one day I can love a girl as much as you love her, but she would want you to perform." He whispered. "I'm not performing until I see her." "You know that management wont let that happen mate." I nodded once again and stood up. "Just finish tonight's show and then you can call her." He told me and we walked back together out on stage.
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