Just Love Me Already

Olivia and Niall were a happy couple, that is until one text message threatened to ruin both of their lives forever. Drastic decisions, second chances, backstabbing lies and doing the unthinkable all occurs between what the world thinks of as "the power couple." But, we will see that how one word can change a persons life forever.


29. JLMA Ch. 28 (Part 1)

(Sorry it sucks guys)

*Niall's POV*

My hands trembled as I read the entries leading up to the day that we left for promo: "Dear Diary,
Today was amazing! Niall and I went out to lunch at our favorite place. And no not Nandos:) Im going to miss him so much. He's just everything that I could've ever wanted. I tried to tell him about Ben but he just let it go in through one ear and then out the other. I don't want to freak him out if I tell him everything. I don't want him to think I'm a freak and I don't want to be a distraction. I love him too much to damage his career. Harry has been a great friend lately, he believes me! I just want things to go back I the way they were, before Ben and before our breakup a while back. I'm scared for when he leaves. -Olivia" I then read the last entry. "Dear diary,
My life has fallen apart. Niall hates me and I have destroyed one direction. I'm so stupid. I understand why Niall hates me because I even hate myself. I wish I could disappear. I think that that would be the best for everyone. I wish that I had never caused so much drama. Sometimes I wish that I didn't exist. Everything and everyone I touch, I destroy. I can't bare life like this anymore. I don't know when I'll make a decision but I know that whatever I choose will be for the best. Im going to do it because I love him. I'm going to do it for him. -Olivia" I slowly shut the journal and let the words sink in. I felt something deep in my chest burn and I recognized a feeling that I had felt long ago. And I finally remembered what it was. It was the feeling I felt when I was planning on committing suicide. Olivia was going to try to commit suicide and I wasn't just about ready to let her go. I want going to let Olivia go, girlfriend or not.
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