Reality Ruined My Life - Niall Horan Fan Fiction

Being the sister of Harry Styles, the new girlfriend of Niall Horan, and the best friend of 3/5 of One Direction, plus their girlfriends, always has consequences.

Some are good.

Some are bad.

And some are out of hand.

Hannah Styles' relationship is perfect, her friends are amazing, she doesn't care about hate, and she has few enemies. But that all changes around chapter 21. Therefore, read it.










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36. Bonjour

Paris is one of those cities where you think nothing can go wrong.  Everything is supposed to be perfect in the city of love.  Well, for others, but not so much for me.  I'm not going to lie, the city is absolutely beautiful, the pictures don't do it justice at all.  It's truly magnificent.  

They say going to Paris with the person you love is supposed to be a good sign of a positive future with your lover.  They say Paris makes you fall even more in love.  Well maybe that's true for some people not in a situation much like myself.  For me, Patris is just stressing me out.  Instead of really enjoying Paris, I'm hiding in it.  Keeping hidden, laying low, and trying not to be too scared of anyone who looks my way.

I've lost myself, to be completely honest.  Having someone who you used to look up to, and cherish, suddenly want you dead, it's quite stressful.  It makes you question everyone and everything.  It makes you depressed.  Makes you not want to sleep or eat, for the fear of someone hurting you or the person you love is always on your mind.  You start to go crazy, not wanting to talk to anyone, staying in bed all day, and crying constantly.  I'm moving in and out of different apartments, one week after another- anything to stay hidden.  One suitcase is all I have, filled with multiple pairs of jeans and hoodies.  I practically live out of the thing.  

I'm scaring everyone around me.  My boyfriend, my brother, my best friends, and even the Queen of fucking England- no I'm not lying.  But I can't help it.  I've lost myself.  I'm losing Niall.  I'm losing Harry.  I'm losing Nicole, Liam, Louis, and Zayn.  I'm so scared.  I don't belong here.  This isn't home.  This isn't safe.  This isn't where I belong.

 

"Living out of cases,

packing up and taking off.

Made a lot of changes,

but not forgetting who I was."

 

 

 

HAHAHA JUST KIDDING BITCHES.

 

Did any of you think that was another chapter lol its not, sorry I'm mean I know.

 

Hey, do you wanna know more about the sequel like when it comes out and such other things?

Wanna know about what I've been up to?

Wanna know where you could possibly meet me if you wanna who knows I've been told I'm famous but whateves.

Anywhore, these questions are all answered in my two latest mumbles.  SO PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD READ THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE EVEN MORE IMPORTANT THINGS IN THEM AND IF YOU DON'T READ THEM YOU'RE GOING TO BE LEFT VERY CONFUSED AND BEHIND.  OKAY? OKAY.  BYE. 

 

love,

morgan.

 

 

 

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