Carry On

This story has a lot of reflections of how I feel and while it is based from events from my life it is not about me. In no way is the main character, Jay, a mirror of me. We have similar traits but a majority of the opinions or actions she displays are not similar to my own. If you have any questions feel free to message me at Thanks!!


4. Inviting...


  My eyes fluttered open at the sound of my door opening then closing again. I wondered why it had opened but before I could figure it out Honey pounced on me. Honey was my dads ferret and he was the cutest damn furball you would ever see. He nudged at my hand thinking I would have a treat for him and not wanting to disappoint the poor thing I jumped out of my bed. I layed his long body over my shoulders similar to the way you women used to do with dead foxes.

  When I got to the pantry I found a bag of treats and fed him one or two. Okay a handful but he deserved it with all his adorableness. He was satified and let me know so by rolling around on the floor then running off to his cage to take a nap. I watched him smiling at the way he seemed so comfortable being such an odd ball. My phone rang letting me know I had a text.

Heily: Heyy(;

Me: Whatcha up to?

Heily: Thinking about you.

Me: Oh really?

  By this time I had made my way back to my room and was getting dressed. Heily had given me her number the day before. She had said she was happy I would be around. I was honestly happy she would be around. She was really interesting and she made me think.

Heily: Most definitely. You give me a lot to think about gorgeous(;

  I was shocked. I was in no way gorgeous but that was besides the point. Why was she being so flirty? Was she just teasing? I was so confused. I decided to take a shower and try to calm myself down and think a few things through.

When I got out of the shower I just threw on the first clean thing I found and walked outside to sit by the pool. When I got out to the pool my dad had just finished his daily laps and was drying off.

  "What's up Birdy?" he said with a hint of concern. "You're looking a little blue there. Are you a blue Bird today?" He laughed a little at his own joke then came to sit by me. "Seriously what's wrong hun?"

  "It's just that I kinda like somebody, but I don't know if its right for me to like them." He smiled and hugged me and then kissed my nose. I had a feeling that he already knew who I was talking about.

  "Heily is a great girl but make sure you're ready for a relationship before you go for her. I don't want to get slapped again. Her mother is pretty vicious if you know what I mean." He winked and headed back towards the house. I grimaced at the thought of what they were most likely doing yesterday when they ditched.

Heily: Hey so I have a question for you. Text me when you get the chance(:

Me: What'd you need?

Heily: So there's a party tomorrow night and I was wondering if you wanted to go with me? I know I kinda came off a little wierd yesterday but this party is at my girlfriends house and I want you to meet her(:

Me: Sure but GIRLFRIEND??

Heily: Yeah... Sorry I shouldn't have been all over you yesterday... Please don't tell her??

Me: No problem(:

Heily: Thanks! So I'll have my mom pick you up tomorrow at six and you can crash at my place after.

Me: Alright I'll let my dad know I'm going to your place tomorrow(:

Me: Hey Dad do you mind if I hit up a party tomorrow with Heily? She wants me to meet her girlfriend... I'll prolly crash at her place after.

Dad: GO AHEAD!!(: Make some friends:P Just call me if you need anything.

Me: Alright well I'm gonna go for a walk text me if you need me.

  I started walking towards the gas station and quickly ran into some guys. One of them walked by me and smacked my ass. My first reaction was woah what just happened but then when the shock wore off I turned around, grabbed him by the shoulder and turned him around. He looked confused as hell but I was pissed.

  "What the fuck is your problem?!" I screamed at him. I didn't want to be violated in any way and now I was going to make him feel as awkward as I just did. He squirmed in my grip and all his friends looked scared shitless but I could care less.

  "What's your problem?" he stumbled trying to sound tough but only ended up sounding stupid. I ranted a little about respect and then pushed him away. He just looked confused and dazed. "Are you a lesbian?" I looked at him shocked.

  "A what?" I stammered. I honestly didn't know what he was talking about. I had never heard the term before. It didn't even sound like a real word. Was it slang for something?

  The kid just shook his hand and shooed his guys away. "Alright lets see where do I begin." He looked off in space for effect. "OH!" he seemed excited. "Okay a lesbian is a girl who only likes females. They don't date guys because they find them unnattractive, unsatisfying, or whatever the reason." He stared at me.

  "I don't know." I stammered and fumbled with my phone because it had buzzed. Heily had texted me but I wasn't in the mood to talk right now. He grabbed my phone from me typed in his number and saved it. "Ravynn". He walked into the shop his buddies had walked into and hollered behind him: "Text me!"

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