Take a Look Around, I'm Famous and You're Just Plain You

What would you do if your best friend became famous and left you behind? What would you do if three years later you meet him again and all the feelings come back? Will you ever get to be together or will something always get in the way? But most of all, can he fix the pain or will he just cause more?


22. This Could Change My Life

Louis was at my house a lot these days. I think him and Ash are together again or they are friends. I honestly don't know. Ash lives in my house with me because she is worried I will do something to hurt myself. I haven't spoken to her in a week. I haven't spoken to anyone in a week though. I just sit under the gazebo and think. I have barely moved. To be honest, I'm scared. I'm scared of Harry. It sounds stupid but I am so scared.

Four days ago I woke up and looked at my calendar. I realised I had missed my period. I never miss it. It is always on perfect timing. So I started freaking out. I immediately went down to the nearest grocery store and bought two tests. I walked home in the rain, letting it hot my skin. I soaked it all up, the rain making me feel alive. I had gotten home and went straight up to my bathroom. After peeing on the sticks I waited the required three minutes. Thoughts of how much this could change my life ran through my head, then thoughts of telling Harry, his reaction but most of my thoughts were of how I was going to cope by myself. I turned the sticks over and there sat the words I knew would break me. Pregnant 5-6 weeks. My head immediately clutched my stomach where this little person would be growing. I knew I would protect them everything. With or without Harry this baby would be my world. After that I just chucked the tests in the bin and walked outside, the water drenching my skin yet again and slowly walked over to the gazebo. Where I have sat ever since. I have distanced everyone. I had to do this on my own. But I knew Harry had to know.

I pulled myself up from the gazebo steps and started to walk down my driveway. My vans crunching on the rocks. I knew I was only 19 but this was what I wanted. I didn't care if everyone left me, this is all I wanted. I knew Ash, all the boys and all their girlfriends were at Harry's house and that was exactly what I needed. The rain was pouring down once again. I was now stood at Harry's door. I knocked my knuckles onto the wood and waited. I shoved my hands into my tracksuit pant pockets and looked down to the ground. I heard the door open and butterflies arose in my stomach from my nerves. I looked up to see Anne standing in front of me.

"Sarah darling, I didn't expect to see you here" she said quietly smiling sadly at me.

"I don't want to be here Anne but there is something I need to tell Harry" I said to her letting a tear drip down my cheek.

"Come in then, your soaked from the rain!" she said laughing and moved aside to let me inside. The warmth of her house engulfing me as I followed her into the lounge where she knew everyone would be. She stopped in the doorway and cleared her throat gaining everyone's attention. They all looked up. The boys froze, Ash had a pained look in her eyes and the boys girlfriends scowled at me but the what hurt the most was The look apon Harry's face; pure disgust. I froze, I couldn't do this, they were happy.

"Why is she here?" One of the girls asked. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out.

"She needs to speak to Harry" Anne stated.

"Why? He doesn't love her, she shouldn't be here." The girl spat angrily. She was obviously his girlfriend. I looked towards Ash and she nodded her head sympathetically. She then mouthed 'I know about the baby' I froze, she had seen the tests.

"I-I can't do this" I said and turned to walk away when I heard Ash call my name, I turned back to watch her.

"I know you have been distancing yourself and I know why, but you have to tell him." She said to me quietly.

"He is happy Ash, I'm not wrecking that." I said then turned and ran out of the room.

"But you're gonna need him, the baby is too." She called and I froze.

"Did she just say baby?" Niall asked. I heard some other muffled words but by then I was gone and sprinting out of the house. I heard people calling my name but I just ran and ran. I knew exactly where I was going. The clinic. Why? because the last thing I heard was Harry punch a wall and mutter 'what the fuck did I do to deserve this, this isn't what I wanted'. I stopped running when I was standing at the clinic door.

"Dont do this" a voice whispered.

"You can do this without him" they whispered again then the voice faded off into the wind.

Everything was spinning and I felt the sudden urge to throw up but the next thing I knew i was falling down to the ground.
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