Take a Look Around, I'm Famous and You're Just Plain You

What would you do if your best friend became famous and left you behind? What would you do if three years later you meet him again and all the feelings come back? Will you ever get to be together or will something always get in the way? But most of all, can he fix the pain or will he just cause more?


20. I Needed Her Back

*Louis Pov*

I watched as Harry ran up to his room. Everything was quiet for about five minutes until we heard a bang. Then another. Then some yelling. Then another bang and some more. It went on like that for ten minutes until everything went silent again. Something had upset Harry greatly and it wasn't just what he did. I decided he need some space as I walked into the kitchen and on the counter was a letter with my name on it. I picked it up and opened it.

To Lou,

Have you ever had that feeling when you can't understand someones actions or you don't understand why someone would do something to hurt you when you thought you were their everything, no? Well that's exactly how I feel. I don't get it Lou, I thought you truly loved me! I thought I was your everything. I thought you felt the way I did about you. Now I think, how could I be so wrong? Do you remember the day we first met under the gazebo? How we just stared into each others eyes. That was the day I knew we would become close. Now, you mean the world to me. Louis, I don't understand why you would do that to me. If you didn't want me you could of just told me. Because the pain I'm feeling inside is tearing me apart. It isn't fair. You don't feeling anything but I'm trying not to cry from how much it hurts. I'm not weak. I don't want to cry. I can't cry. I can't for Sarah's sake. I hope Harry is happy. She is upstairs tearing their room apart because she is so heartbroken, angry and confused that she is practically insane. I don't know what to do. Louis, why? Why would you and Harry do this to us? Why would he do that to her? They worked so hard for their relationship to happen. I thought we were happy together. I thought I was right for you because I thought you were right for me. I honestly can't believe you. When I saw what you did, I was stunned. I couldn't process it. I still can't. I know it says you weren't drunk but I knew you were. Well at least I hope you were because if you weren't, get fucked. Louis, I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. I'm sorry I couldn't say this to your face. But I'm not sorry for slapping you in the face. Harry had it worse, I know, but that was only because that was the anger from what he did to Sarah and the anger I was feeling which caused me to punch him. I would say I hope he is alright but honestly, I don't care. He broke his 'true love's ' heart who happens to be my best friend. So I hope his nose hurts. Louis, I loved you and you showed me just how stupid I could be.


I slid down the wall and stared at the letter. I am the biggest idiot on earth. I love Ash with all my heart and I only kissed that girl. Fuck Louis, your a fucking idiot. I stood up and walked out the door. It was pouring rain outside but I didn't care. I walked down the street, my clothes drenched. I walked on feeling broken. I looked at the letter I had in my hands and saw the ink running down the page. Her declaration of her love and my idiocy running off the paper and disappearing. It was smudged and I couldn't read it anymore. I realized I had stopped walking and was just standing on the pavement. She was my all. Ash, my Ashley, was officially gone. Her flaming red hair, her perfect smile, the way she made me feel inside, everything about her, I missed it all. I missed her. I felt like a bullet had gone through my heart. My vision was blurred but not from the rain, from my tears. I looked around and found myself in a park. I sat down against a tree and let the tears flow. She was gone and I needed her back.


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