Foolishly completely fallen

Life can be pretty crazy when your twin brother happens to be Liam Payne, and your touring around the world with them. And to make it crazier you've kind of got a huge crush on your best friend, who happens to be in Liam's band... Yeh that's my life right now. Charlotte Payne, that's me or Charlie as the boys tend to call me. People who don't know me compare me to Liam and think i'm just like him, when in all honesty were almost complete opposites. Really the only similarities were our eyes and hair color. Some think i'm using his fame, other's think i'm an annoying girl with the perfect life. When there's four people who know the truth about what keeps me up at night in fear. And why there are bruises scattered all over my body. There's only four people who i can trust with everything. When my life is everything far from perfect. Maybe i'll be able to finally trust another person enough to open up about my scary secrets and possibly find love along the way...


12. Chapter 12 ☆ they're not getting away with it

Woah guys. i wasnt expecting to write that when i started, i would add more to the chapter, but im leaving you here because my friend payton has been 'dying of feels' for about 20 minutes now wanting the update, so you guys are going to live off of the cliffhanger till friday when you get the next chapter. love you all! hope you enjoy and let me know what you think of the chapter!

<3 bee


Zayn’s P.O.V.

I had been awake for almost an hour now, and I really had to pee, and I was starting to get hungry. But I just couldn’t wake Charlie so I could get up. A few of the others were up, I could hear them moving around the bunk area quietly. I had moved onto my back in my sleep, pulling Charlie with me, which caused our current situation. Charlie was half sprawled over my chest. Her head tucked into my neck, one of her legs crossed over my own and her left hand intertwined with my right. She would stir everyone so often, burying deeper into the embrace. My other hand was wrapped around her holding her close. I wasn’t going to lose her again.

I could feel every breath she breathed out on my neck. I shut my eyes as she shifted once more, moving her hand to rest it on my shoulder. I took my free hand and lightly ran it through her hair.

“Love, wake up” I said quietly, looking down at her and pressing a kiss to her forehead.

She groaned in reply and tightened her grip on me, “Sleep” she whined into my neck.

“I need to pee” I chuckled “I’ll be right back I promise” I said carefully untangling myself from her limbs. She pouted but rested her head down on my pillow and pulled the blanket tighter around her. I grinned at the sight then pushed the curtain open slightly to slide out of the bunk and go to the bathroom. I slipped into the bathroom as Niall walked out.

Niall’s P.O.V.

I stretched my arms over my head tiredly as I made my way back to our bunks. I stopped at mine and Justine’s bunk, sliding the curtain open I could see Justine still half asleep, lying curled up, right where I left her. I rested my elbows on the bunk and lent in, I ran a hand over her arm trying to wake her. She stirred slightly and peeked a blurry eye open.

“You want to get some lunch?” I asked tilting my head to the side and smiling.

“Sure” she yawned rubbing her hands over her eyes before sitting up. She stretched her arms over her head and slipped out of the bunk. Landing on the ground with a soft thump, she followed me to the front of the bus. She took a seat at the table as I made us each a bowl of cereal. I slid hers in front of her and sat across from her at the table. We ate for a few seconds in silence. I swirled my spoon around the bowl before looking back up at her.

“Hey Jay?” I asked

“Hmm?” she asked looking up.

“umm I-I was wondering…” I said looking back down at my bowl of cereal “would you like, go on a date with me, or something. I don’t know. Sorry I’m being stupid” I babbled. I felt her foot press into my calf causing me to look up.

“took you long enough” she grinned

“Is that a yes?” I asked hopefully

“Of course it is, stupid” she smiled widely, crossing our ankles together under the table.

Daniel’s P.O.V.

I slipped out of Payton’s grip around my waist, and out of the bunk. I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and tip toed into the back of the bus. I looked around making sure no one was around. I slid into the back room and pulled the door shut behind me. I sunk into the leather couch sat in the quiet room. I stared at my phone, the time reading 4:37 in the afternoon. I sighed and typed my past code in. I chewed on the tips of my fingers, paranoid. I flicked through the pages and tapped the contacts app. I scrolled down to the J’s and hovered over their name for a few seconds before pressing down on it. I clicked their number and brought the phone to my ear as it started ringing. It ringed three times before the call connected.

“Hello?” came their croaky sleep filled reply.

“Hi baby, sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you” I replied sinking into the cushions even deeper, pulling my knees to my chest and closing my eyes. There was a sigh from the other side of the line.

“Hi babe… it’s fine, I was just catching a nap before my night shift” They said with a yawn. I could picture them rubbing their bawled up hand over their eyes to try to rub the sleep away.

“I just wanted to hear your voice, I miss you” I said gnawing on my lip, my thoughts drifting from memories of us together to how I couldn’t hold  them in my arms right now, like I really wanted to.

“I miss you too, only 6 more days, till I fly out to see you okay” They said, I could tell they were trying to smile and ease the tension.

“I can’t wait to hold you, and kiss you and just… be with you again, it’s not the same with them.” I sighed wistfully into the phone.

“6 more days babe” they repeated.

“6 more days” I bit back a grin.

“Look babe, I got to go, I need to get ready for work” They said regretfully, I could hear them moving around their flat in the background.

“Okay, I’ll let you go, and hey baby?”


“I love you” I said not being able to hold back my smile.

“I love you to” they said quietly, I could hear the smile in their voice. I hung up and smiled down at my phone.

Harry’s P.O.V.

I gaped from behind the closed door. How could he. And out of all people, he does it to Payton. My Payton. The girl who was literally the one of the most kind and sweetest people I’ve ever met in my life. She deserved so much more than that. She deserved a guy that only had eyes for her. That thought she was the best thing to ever happen to their lives. That would give her more love then she had given them. She was so amazing, and he was just taking all of that for granted. If this asshole thinks he can get away with cheating on her, he thought wrong. I could act like seeing them together wasn’t hurting me as long as she was happy, but now I wasn’t okay. I slammed my fist on the door, alerting him that someone heard everything. I quickly moved back to the front of the bus, passing by Zayn who came out of the bathroom. I slipped into the kitchen where Niall and Justine were chatting over a couple bowls of cereal. I silently made my way to the front of the bus where Paul was talking to the bus driver.

“Hey Harry”

“Hey Paul, do you know when we’ll be at the hotel?” I asked.

“Yeah, ‘bout midnight, maybe later. Why?”

“No reason” I said moving back into the sitting room, attached to the kitchen. This kid had no idea what was coming for him.

Charlie’s P.O.V.

I felt the bunk mattress dip beside me once again. A pair of hands lightly travelled up and down my arms in feather light touches. The hand moved to run over my cheek, and brush the hairs from my face. The hand stilled on my cheek and their thumb moved back and forth, caressing my cheek. It was Zayn, for sure. I couldn’t remember everything we had, but he puts me at ease and makes me happy.

“Char, come on, it’s time to get up” The person said, moving their hand to shake my shoulder carefully. I sighed as I felt the sleep slip away from me as I became wider awake at every passing second. They shook my shoulder a little harder. Fingernails dug into my shoulder and my eyes snapped open. Liam was sat next to me with a dark scowl planted on his lips. I flinched away from the touch, but he only dug his fingers in deeper, holding me in place. Almost by instinct, it was like my body had a mind of its own. It was as if the person’s touch burned through my skin and left permanent imprints on me. My vision seemed to blur, small black dots spotting my vision, before it became completely pitch black. I felt my arms flail around me and my feet kick about trying to get Liam away from me. I felt tears prick at my eyes as the scenes flashed through my mind. All painful, painful things that had been inflicted on me.  My hearing gave out and I couldn’t hear anything around me, just this extremely deafening silence. I felt myself scream, but I couldn’t hear it. I could feel my throat aching as I screamed loudly, blindly trying to keep him away from me. I felt this unbelievably painful pressures going throughout all of my body, where my scars were. It reminded me so much of not my dreams, but the moments in between them. I felt restricted, confined. Like I couldn’t stop what was happening.

I felt a pair of arms wrap around my body, pulling me into a firm chest. Cradling my head and rubbing up and down my back. I sobbed and tried to get away from the constricting arms. They only seem to tighten around me. But the thing was, I didn’t feel like my skin was burning from their touch. My limbs stopped feeling like they were going to snap in half or break into little tiny pieces. I didn’t feel like I was going to break into a million shards of glass.

“Char, Char please calm down” I heard echoing around my head. I could hear something wasn’t just a deafening silence. More voices floated through my head. Growing louder each time they seemed to bounce off these invisible walls inside my head. All filled with concern. The blackness seemed to fade away and I found myself tightly clutched in Niall’s arms. I sucked in a large breath, trying to get as much oxygen into my lungs as I could. I clutched desperately at his shoulders as he tried to shush my sobs. I took deep breaths, hiccupping slightly. My tears had soaked through Niall’s t shirt. Niall whispered soothing words to me as I tried to calm down.

I felt another pair of hands rubbing up and down my back. Niall’s arms seemed to bring me calm and he just seemed to know what he was doing. Like this had happened many times before. I felt many pairs of eyes staring at me, but I couldn’t see them from behind my tear filled eyes. I could feel their gazes burning into my back silently as I blubbered and tried to desperately clutch at what seemed like reality. I looked behind me and through blurry eyes I saw Zayn sat behind me. I cried even harder and let him pull me into his arms from Niall’s. Niall moved off of the bunk as Zayn comforted me a hell of a lot better than he seemed to have ever done.

My tears became almost silent and I merely shook in his arms. Zayn lent down and cradled my head to his chest. “What happened love?” He asked oh so quietly.

“I-I remembered something…” I breathed out with a shudder.

“What was it?” someone asked from behind me. I cautiously turned and saw Liam standing beside the bunk. I flinched and moved as far away from him as I could get, as he reached out to place a hand on my shoulder. Breathing heavily, my eyes went wide and I tightened my grip on Zayn’s shoulders.

“D-don’t touch me” I hissed through a stutter. 

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