When It Rain's

"James stop please im begging you please " i cried as he slaped me again "what did i tell you bitch don't call me james i am your dad, well was your dad i can't wait till they come get you !" he screamed back in my face. My name is Raina ale Grands im 15 years old and sick and tired of the every day beatings i get from my 'dad ' , or thats what im soposed to call him. his name is James Roy he is my adoption father he adopted me when i was 10 , about 5 years ago and from that day on i have just been a burden . That was intel my life changed yes i did atempt to kill myself but some one saved me . His name is Louis Tomlinson and he is now my brother he adopted me saveing me from my ex-dad and he's helped me alot but what happens when my deepest secrets are relieased ." To reach a port we must sail, sometimes with the wind, and sometimes against it. But we not must drift or lie at anchor "
I am STRONG ! you CAN'T break me !

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1. The Abuse Will Never Stop !

Rain's POV

"James stop please im begging you please " i cried as he slaped me again "what did i tell you bitch don't call me james i am your dad, well was your dad i can't wait till they come get you !" he screamed back in my face. My name is Raina ale Grands im 15years old and sick and tired of the every day beatings i get from my 'dad ' , or thats what im soposed to call  him. his name is James Roy he is my adoption father he adopted me when i was 10 , about 5 years ago and from that day on i have just been a burden . "Your sending me back good i would rather be sent back the be with you" i spat back at him. he charged over to me and slaped me across the face then spit on me. "well lucky you there not comeing for another year" he yelled in my face . He slaped me agian then pulled me up by my hair he lifted me up onto the table and ran over to the kitchen. He grabed a sharp stake kife, he cut my shirt open and fliped me on my back he began carveing my back and i cound'nt do anything but scream out in pain.  he riped the remaining clothe off of my body and threw me back onto the floor he slaped me a couple of more times and punched me in the face i felt the bruse start to form on my cheek bone he stormed up stares and into my room he took all my One Dirction posters off of my wall and riped them up he then took all of my clothes and put them into the fire place he draged me back down stairs and turned the stove burner on. He waited till it got hot then he presses my stomach on it i screamed in pain and started to cry he then proceeded to kick me down on the floor and kept slaping me he stormed out the front door and left in his car. i knew what i had to do, i ran up stairs and put on a white top the only thing i had left, i ran into his room and grabed his hand gun i put it in a backpack and i ran out the door i ran down the street into a allyway where nobody was. i slid down the side of the brick wall and found a piece of glass i started makeing marks on my wrist i took the neckless off of my neck. it was a locket the only thing i have of my mom before i was droped off at the adoption center. The lady that worked there told me that my mom died in a bank robbery and i was the only one who made it out safe from the bank. my mom put the locket on me before she died, it had a heart locket on it and my moms ring from my real dad i have never tooken it off i always wore it . I held the neckless in my hand and just sat there and cried, "why did this half to happen to me mom i really wish i could of met you i mean so  i clould have some memorys of us together i miss you so much at least now i will get to see you " i whispered while crying i let a few tears drop onto my neckless before i took out the gun and loaded it. i sat there for a couple of mineuts to think before i held the gun to my head. I was about to pull the trigger when i herd a voice yelling at me to stop i tried to ignor it but it kept getting louder, i opened my eyes to see the one and only Louis Tomlinson standing infront of me looking at me with worry .

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