[This is the third story after Lost Love] Harry can't trust himself, Daniella doesn't want to live, and everythings just wrong. What will happen when Daniella falls into a deep depression and nobody can reach her anymore. Louis finds her, but in a state that is almost scary. Harry, she needs help. She needs you.

[A/N- This story picks up the day after the last story ended. Thank You! XOXO Dani]


3. Scars and Regrets


Chapter 4   

~Dani's POV~  

Why is it that I can remember all the bad things and all the good things are shadowed by the darkness. I can still feel the cool blade touching my skin right before it cuts, and I can still smell the alcohol in his breath. The way his angry eyes stared at me with so much disgust. As I study the blade, all these memories come back. It pains me to think what I'm going to do next, but it will take away all the pain. It won't completely go away, but most of it will leave and that was better than feeling all of it. The blade has not dulled even after all these years it was still as sharp as the first time it cut me. I slowly touch it to my wrist and I can feel light stabs of pain as I push it deeper into my skin. I move it to other section of my arm and start to form many cuts all over my lower arm. The tears start flowing freely down my cheeks and onto my lap. Everything comes at me at once. Josh, Lou, and Nate all running in from hearing all my moans. Lou grabbing the blade from me while Josh presses the towel to my arm and Nate calling the ambulance. The last thing I hear before everything is black is Lou calling Niall telling him to tell Harry what is happening. Now I will move on to a better place with no suffering. "Love you Harry", were my last words before everything is black.  

~Harry's POV~   

I was sitting in the living room after Niall had enough of me just sitting in my room and literally dragged me out here. I was sitting next to Zayn who was currently texting while Grown Ups was playing on the television. We were at the part that they were at dinner and the kids were saying that they wanted to get wasted. This part would always make me laugh, but today it did nothing. I was numb at this point with no emotions expect guilt and regret. I stared blankly at the screen, Niall comes rushing in.

"Harry!" Niall yelled at me and I could see that something was wrong. I was on alert then because he was on the phone and sad. I looked over at him but didn't say anything.

"What's the matter?" Zayn asks/yells.

"Dani, she did it." He said with tears in his eyes.

"She did what?! I yell

"She cut. Alot." Niall whispers. This was my fault. All my fault. I needed to get to California now. I need her as much as she needed me, but she had to go this far to let me know that.

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