We Lost him...*COMPLETE*

"Hey guys where's Liam?" Niall asked, his mouth stuffed with chips. I decided to go outside and check on him. I went out to the street and felt the cold wind blow on my face. Then there was Liam. I smiled. Poor Liam had his hands full of coffee cups for us. My smile faded and was replace by a terrified face. "NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"


3. This is it....


Its been 3 days since Liam's Death and the boys have cancelled their tour they were supposed to have tomorrow. Niall had to go to the psycologist everyday as well as Harry for the awful memory they had of Liam. Nobody was allowed to see Liam as he is now. 

The boys dressed in full black and headed to the funeral ceremony. They all were torn and couldn't feel the same without one of their best bud. 


I closed my eyes and prayed 'Why god? Why did you have to take Liam with you so soon? Why didn't you listen to any of our prayers and let Liam survive? Its all my fault. If Liam died then so will I. You hear me Li? I'll go with you. Just give me a while. Soon I'll join you.' I dryed my eyes and looked at the other boys. They were all praying. It was only four of us. Not 5 like it was supposed to be. I hate the number 4 now. I feel like this is all my fault and I should join Liam. 


I looked at the boys and they were all praying. I cryed quietly. Whats the point of praying? I prayed in the hospital more than I've prayed my whole life and look...Liam still died. God doesnt seem to listen to me.' You hear me god? I'm tired of this. I can't live with the same moment replaying on my head. I need to see liam. I need to apologize to Liam. I need.....I need to join Liam.


Why did Liam leave us. Why couldnt he stay? Why did fucking Zayn have to want coffee. If it weren't for him Liam would be with us at this moment. Liam, I love you mate. I love you.


I guess this is it. Liam is in the coffin. His destroyed body is in there. I can't think of anything else other than Liam. Now I know how it feels to lose someone important. It feels horrible. It makes me want to die...die?


Thats it...four....

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