I Love Him, I Hate Him

So there is this band called the Frozen Roses, and there's this group called One Direction. The Frozen Roses absolutely HATE One Direction, but their manager is having them go on a world tour with the guys. Will Love sparke between the two groups? Who knows.


8. Please Don't Do This

Niall's P.O.V.

~his room~

I stormed into my hotel room with Kylii running right behind me. I couldn't believe that my best friend and my girlfriend would cheat on me like that. Angry tears streamed down my cheeks and I could hear Kylii begging for my to look at her. I couldn't listen to anything right now, it felt as if someone had ripped my heart out of my chest and torn it into a billion pieces then they were shoving it back into my chest acting like it was perfectly fine. The funny thing was that it wasn't fine. Noting was and I had no idea what to do about it. I went into the kitchen and sat down on one of the stools. I finally looked at Kylii and I could tell she could see my pain in my eyes. She was crying too and I didn't know what to think about it. They feeling in my body was weird, my arms, legs, and head were all numbish and my chest felt...well I couldn't describe it. It was like fiery pain, but then it was a dull aching at the same time. All I really was thinking that it hurt, so much. "Why didn't you tell me?" I whispered to her a tear rolling down my cheek and dripping onto the counter.

Kylii looked like she didn't have an answer for me. She stared at the floor blankly, "I-I don't know. I didn't want to hurt you." She finally answered after a long moment of silence.

"Please don't tell me that you think that I don't hurt so much right now." I said a bit harsher this time.

She looked up at me and she almost seemed frightened, "No, of course not. I don't know why I didn't tell you yesterday. I don't know why I had waited for someone else to tell you-"

I cut her off, "Liam had the guts to tell the truth, you just pretended that it never happened."

She glared at me, "So you're going to be like that?" she almost hissed at me, he words dripping with venom. Kylii's glare could kill if she wanted it to, and right now that was the effect.

Suddenly I couldn't take it anymore. A sob escaped my throat, "I stood up for you when our fans said you would break my heart. I told them that I would forever and always love you..." I paused and she said nothing in return so I continued, "I didn't want to believe them but I don't think they are wrong anymore."

I don't know if it was my mind or if I actually heard her heart break in two. I wasn't the only broken hearted one in this anymore. "Niall," Kylii whispered, "please don't do this." Her tears were like water fall running down her cheeks and I stil didn't feel anything. I stared at my hands not trusting myself to speak again. "So?" she said in a slightly stronger voice, "Is this it? The end of us?"

I nodded, I couldn't do this. I know I shouldn't, but I nod again and look at her my blue eyes calmer, "I think you should leave now." I said in a completely calm and sturdy voice, even though on the inside I was screaming every single curse word I knew at myself. 'STOP DON'T DO THIS! DON'T LET HER LEAVE!' my mind shrieked at me over and over again as I watched her walk out the door.

Kylii's P.O.V.

I walk out the door and down the hall not knowing what to do with myself. I had jut had my heart broken in there. It was quick but no where near painless. My cheeks were soaked with tears and my chest felt empty and extremely hollow. I wanted to say so many things to him in there but it was over and truly I don't think I will get that chance again. I took the elevator to ground level and got a cab.

I could see and hear the cameras flashing around me and I just start imagining the stories starting from the pictures of me walking out of a hotel in my pajamas and crying. I tell the cab driver to take me far away and he takes me to a park. It has a bunch of statues of ducklings all walking in a line one behind each other.

I pay the driver and get out. People glance at me like they thing I'm some mental chick wandering the park in her pajamas. It's not like I could care anyways, nothing mattered anymore, nothing at all. Later today e would get on a plane and fly to Florida and I would have t pretend that I was perfectly fine. Even though my entire world would be crashing down over and over again, every time I catch a glance of him. I had left everything back at the hotel, including my phone, so no one could reach me.

I found an empty part of the park and sat on a bench a cool breeze bringing goose bumps to my arms. My hair was still up in a pony tail and I could only imagine what the rest of my looked like. I really hope that nobody blames Niall for breaking me to pieces. It technically wasn't his fault, I could have pushed Liam away from me, I could've gone into my room and then snuck into Niall's without all of the stress and fear. If I had only done that one thing.

Some paparazzi had came up to me and I glared at the. one of them sneered at me, "Smile for the camera." he said then laughed. I flipped him off then crossed my arms. "Ooooo are you mad?" the idiot asked.

I rolled my eyes, "No I feel amazing that's why I'm sitting out here far away from my hotel in my pajamas freezing my ass off." I said sarcastically and walked away with them following. I caught another taxi and I got a ride back to the hotel, a bit more cooled off tan necessary. I took the elevator up to the top floor where everyone's rooms were and tip-toed to my own.

I don't think I could handle talking to anyone right now without either getting pissed at them or breaking down and crying. No one was in there thank god and I curled up on the bed that still wasn't made. I shut my eyes and quickly fell into a weird half asleep nap where I was having a nightmare but when ever it go too bad I would wake up a little bit more.

Finally it cam time for us to pack up and leave Boston. I took all of the clothes I had worn out of the dryer and put them into my suitcase. I changed into a pair of grey sweatpants, a light blue t-shirt and my black leather jacket then left my room, waiting for everyone else to come so we could leave. I wish I could just leave before them but Aurora has my ticket, because I would lose it.

I waited in the lobby and took a few pictures with fans before anyone came down. First came Isla and Harry who just stood there with me talking softly to each other and just leaving me out of the conversation. I didn't really want to talk anyways.

Brandy and Aurora came next and I gave them a weak smile but still said nothing. Colbey, Louis, and Zayn came just after Brandy and Aurora, but Niall was nowhere to be seen. I wondered what was taking him so long, we were going to be late for our flight. Finally Zayn went back up to the top floor to find him. After maybe five minutes all of our phones buzzed and rang with new text message fro Zayn. It said, Come up here quick!!!, it seemed very urgent so we left our bags in the lobby and took the elevator back up to the top floor.

We ran to Niall's room and knocked on the door. It was answered almost instantly and everyone rushed in while I walked slowly. Zayn led us to the bathroom where Niall lay unconscious. I gasped and kneeled down beside him, "Call 911!" I barked at no one in particular. I then looked at Zayn while Louis called for an ambulance, "What happened?" I asked, my eyes showing just how terrified I was.

"Well when I got up here his door was slight cracked open, like he was going to leave but decided not to. I walked around the whole place until I heard a crash in the bathroom. I ran there and found him on he floor. A bottle of pills was spilled next to him." Zayn explained and I covered my mouth in surprise.

Louis got off the phone, "They'll be here in two minutes." He said then looked at Niall then zany, "So he tried overdosing?" Zayn nodded and I bit my lip. All of this was my fault, I can't believe that Niall did this.

Niall's chest was moving up and down but very shallowly, I held his limp hand in mine, wishing he would hold my hand in return. He didn't but the paramedics came and took Niall to the hospital, Zayn went with him. I suddenly realized, that his family should be informed about this "Someone should call his mom." I said and Louis took out his phone again.

I must have looked pale because Aurora came up to me and asked if I was feeling ok. I nodded, and closed my eyes. I opened them again and realized everyone was looking at me, minus Louis who was talking on the phone. "Why is everyone looking at me?" I asked not liking the feeling of all of their gazes.

"We just want to know that you're ok and not going to pull the same thing as Niall." Aurora explained.

I shook my head, "I won't do that to you guys." I said and brushed past them. Then turned around, "So we are going have to put the tour on pause aren't we?" I asked them and Colbey nodded.

"I just texted Andy and he had already sorted everything else, we have to stay in Boston for a bit longer than expected." Colbey informed all of us.

I nodded and sat down on the couch. "How much longer?" Harry asked.

"Around two more weeks maybe more." Colbey replied her eyes sad.

~about 11:00 pm~

We were all still in Niall room. No one had let me go anywhere by myself, but I knew they were just being precautious. Zayn was staying in the hospital with Niall and we were going to go and visit  the next day. Isla and Harry were sitting in a chair together, Isla half asleep and Harry playing with her purple hair. Colbey and Louis were talking in the kitchen, while Colbey ate some Lucky Charms. Brandy, Liam, and I watched the news, flipping back and forth through the different news channels. Aurora sat on the bed reading her book, her mood changing once in a while as she read,

I wanted to go the hospital right then, but everyone else was ready to pass out. The news about Niall was all over everywhere, instagram, twitter, facebook, tumblr, pretty much the entire internet. I just read the comments on my instagram and took it all in. The comments were absolutely horrifying. No one decided to care how I felt about anything, just that I was the reason why Niall had tried to commit suicide. They hurt but it was nothing compared to the pain in my heart.

When Niall wakes up he probably won't want to see me not after what I had done to him. I closed my eyes and what felt like a second later I opened my eyes and it was 9:30 in the morning. No one else was awake except for myself. I yawned and realized that Brandy was sleeping almost completely on top of me. Liam was facing the other way. Colbey and Louis had fallen asleep on the bed and Aurora had crashed on the floor with a bunch of blankets. Harry and Isla were in the same position with Harry curled around Isla his hands tangled in her hair. The great thing about this scene was that they were all asleep. I took out my phone and took a picture of all of them sleeping to show them later. I couldn't get up from the couch but I was pretty comfortable where I was anyways.

My phone buzzed with a text from Zayn, Niall woke and hes asking for you :), I read it and smiled. I couldn't wait for everyone to wake up so we could go the hospital. I just then facepalmed. We had left all of our luggage in the lobby. "Wow we are stupid." I muttered under my breath. I looked around then got the tv clicker off the couch side table and turned on the tv. I didn't have the patience to watch the news so I turned on some cartoons, Tom and Jerry to be exact.

Isla's pretty light grey eyes blinked open and smiled when she heard the familiar cartoon music. Today might be a fresh start for us. Everything hadn't really been going to well the past few day, we just needed to start fresh and I think we could do that.


Hey how did you like this chapter? I know it's kind of depressing I'm sorry if that's a bad thing for anyone :\ It's a bit short I know. What do you want to happen next? More surprises or some sort of happy ending to this little bad streak?

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