Forever And Always

Tammy Blanchard grew up without a mother but she always had her father and brother,Daniel,there to rely on. Until one day when Tammy was just 14 years old,she saw her brother being killed in front of her own eyes. Nothing was the same ever since. She never talked about her past to anyone,but the memories kept coming back to haunt her everyday. All it took was one day to change everything,the day she met Zayn.
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19. Next To You

~Author's Note~

Hey guys..this chapter is pretty short but really effective. I feel like this fanfic needed a chapter like this and this is definitely my favourite chapter that I've written so far. I highly suggest that you listen to Conor Maynard's cover of Next To You whilst reading this know,for that dramatic effect!

I hope you're liking this fanfic so far and please leave as much feedback as possible in the comments :) Enjoy!!!


I placed my hand on Zayn's chest and rested my chin on his shoulder,our eyes locked together. We just sat looking at each other which I normally would've thought creepy,but it wasn't. It was a comforting feeling. The way he looked at me told me he loved me and I loved him just as much. I didn't have to be someone else around him,I just had to be myself because that's who he

Ever since Daniel died,I wasn't myself. I locked myself away from the world and changed my whole point of view of life. There was a constant pain in me that wouldn't...couldn't be healed. I felt horrible...and not myself. I was afraid of opening myself up to the world because of my fear of being hurt again. 

Eleanor was always there though. I was so lucky to have her. Being the way I was,you'd expect her to just give up on me,but she didn't. She was by my side every single day. She understood my pain and wasn't going to let it just slip between her fingers. My dad was always there too. He was going through the same pain as me and yet he still managed to pull a happy face around me to try help me through it. He was so brave and so strong...two things that I was not. I let the pain of Daniel's death take over my life and change who I was. 

But right now,sitting right here next to Zayn...I was me. It was like,after all those year of pain and hurt,I had finally gotten everything I lost back. I know that Daniel,wherever he is,is smiling...happy that I'm happy again.

Zayn made me feel better. He made me comfortable just being me. Every time we shared a perfect moment like this it's like all the horrible images from my past never happened. When I was sitting in my room,mourning over Daniel,all I wanted was someone to sit right next to me and tell everything was going to be alright. Someone to make me feel better. Someone to love me. Zayn is that someone. 

Looking at him right now,a million thoughts are running through my mind. The feelings I have for him are so strong. The butterflies in my stomach that are caused by him remind me that this is real. When he touches me,I get goosebumps. When he looks at me I get goosebumps because it's not just him looking at me,it's much more than that. It let's me know he loves me and cares for me.

Sometimes I wonder how I had gotten so lucky. Why he hadn't chosen someone else....why he had chosen me. Sometimes I need to stop myself from questioning it and just believe it. I needed Zayn. He made me happy and that's all I've ever wanted to be.

There are so many words and not even one can sum up what Zayn means to me,how much I love him.

I wish I could just capture these moments and save them so I can look back at them later in life because one day,we're all going to be old and memories like these are just going to be matter how much we want to remember them,they'll just fade away someday. I cherish moments like this because I know I'll never get another one. But with Zayn,every moment is perfect.

''Nothing will ever come between us cos I'll be standing right next to you''  

The lyrics were so beautiful and described the relationship I had with Zayn so much,but this time,it wasn't Zayn's lips that the song lyrics came was mine.

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