Forever And Always

Tammy Blanchard grew up without a mother but she always had her father and brother,Daniel,there to rely on. Until one day when Tammy was just 14 years old,she saw her brother being killed in front of her own eyes. Nothing was the same ever since. She never talked about her past to anyone,but the memories kept coming back to haunt her everyday. All it took was one day to change everything,the day she met Zayn.
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1. I'm Not Going!

The doorbell rang at exactly 7pm. I groaned as I got up to answer it,already knowing who it was. I opened the door to see the smiling face of my best friend,Eleanor. She looked down at my clothes,horrified. I looked at her and smiled. ''What's the matter?'' She made her way inside the house and looked at me seriously. ''Why aren't you ready?'' she asked. I looked at her,confused. ''Ready for what?'' She let out a sigh and rolled her eyes,she didn't bother telling me what it was and she didn't have to,I already knew what she was talking about. She had been trying to persuade me for a week to go to this big party that her new boyfriend was having. I didn't like parties. I get really panicky around large crowds of people ever since the day my brother died,a day that was supposed to be happy and celebrated in the best way possible but it went horribly wrong. I tried so hard to get rid of the terrible memory,but no matter how hard I tried it just kept haunting me everyday. I fought to keep the tears from escaping my eyes.

''Well,you're lucky I came half an hour early because you need to get ready.'' she replied. I walked into the living room and sat back down to read my book. Eleanor stood at the door frame getting annoyed.

''I told you I'm not going.'' She sat down beside me.

''Come on Tammy,you HAVE to come!'' her voice softened. ''You need to get out and have a good time,you haven't done that in a while.'' That was true,I wasn't the same after Daniel died,but I still refused.

''Look,I know things haven't been the same since what happened with Daniel and I know you miss him so much,but I also know that he wouldn't like to see you like this. He would want you to be happy,and so do I.'' I looked up at her with tear-filled eyes. She was right. I couldn't spend the rest of my life inside every night reading books and pushing people away. I thought about it for a moment and decided I'd go.

''Fine,I'll go.'' I replied. A huge smile spread across her face. She pulled me up off the couch and gave me a hug.

''I'm so happy,Tammy!'' she announced. ''PLUS,you get to meet my boyfriend,Louis'' she added. Then it dawned on me.

''El,I don't know ANYONE who's going to that party.''

''Don't worry,'' she assured me,''a few people from school will be there.'' I relaxed a little.

We both went upstairs to pick out what I was going to wear. We debated over it for a while but in the end,went with the simple choice : black skinny jeans,a black sleeveless top with blue sequins and my deep blue converse to match the sequins on the top. I left my hair down,it was naturally curly so I didn't have to do anything with it. I put a bit of mascara and lip gloss on and we made our way outside to El's car. I had to admit,despite how nervous I was,I was pretty excited.

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