She's Not Afraid

Samantha writes her favorite band (and her idols), One Direction, a fan letter. She figures noones will even read it, but it feels good to finally tells someone what shes feeling. When she gets a letter back, she expects it to be the boys signatures. Just the same as every other fan gets. But what happens when the boys actually read her letter? Will she meet her idols? Will one of them start to fall? Maybe more than one... Read to find out ;)


1. Just Another Day

Samanthas POV.

               BRINNGGG. That last bell rang for the day. Finally, i thought to myself, I get to leave this hell hole. As you can tell, I dont really like school. I dont have that many friends. Actually, i only have one. But the amount of bullies I have makes up for my lack of friends. I dont really know why people dont like me. What did I ever do to them? I mean, I barely talk to people. The only person i really talk to is Jamie, my best, and only, friend. I was so consumed in my thoughts that i walked straight into someone. Oh great, Jenniffer. I guess you could say Jenn was the "popular" girl. Everyone liked her. I dont know why. Shes a total bitch.

                   "Hey loser." Jenn said, flipping her her long blonde and according to every boy her in New York, beautiful hair.

                "Excuse me" I mumbled, trying to scooch past her and her three "girls" without making anytrouble. I felt a sudden tug on my pony tail.

               "Where do you think your going!?" She screeched.

               "Owch.." I wimpered. I know that there is no use in yelling for help. Last time that happened, i had scratch marks from her artificiall nails all over my face and body. I just sat there as her and her gang were pushing me, calling me VERY nasty names. Like a slut. how on earth am I a slut? I mean, I've never even had a boyfriend. Oh well.

               Then HE walked by. Josh Williams. But of corse, he was going out with georgous little Jenn. I mean, why would he ever like me? I have medium length curly, brown, ugly hair and dull green eyes. Why would he want that when he can have the tall, slender, blonde hair, blue eyed Jenn. He just stood behind her with his football friends.

               His friends were laughing, as usual. But he wasent laughing like normal. Hes usually almost in tears by the time Jenns done with me. But this time, he only had a slight giggle. That is, when people were looking. When they turned , he just looked at me with a look in his eyes of.. sorrow? No, it couldnt be. It was most likely disgust. I mean, who wouldnt be disgusted in the short, fat, loser girl who noone cares about. not even her family.

            The whole bullying i was ingrossed in my thoughts, trying to block out the pain and humiliation. Usually, this works. When i saw they had finally gone, I got up from the ground of the outside of my school. I had bruses and scratches all up my arms and legs, and one big one on my stomach from when Sam (her friend) pushed me against the flag pole.

            I started walking home. I dont take the bus, cause of even more bullying, and noones going to pick me up. I can garentee that one. My parents are split up and to busy with their new familys to care about there daughter they have. I've allways thought it was because i was the other ones child. They hate eachother. My dad use to beat my mom, and occasionally, me too. My mom was a slut. I say that with no shame. Because she was. She cheated on my dad MANY times. She came home late and drunk, unable to do anything. I was 6 when I learned to cook and care for myself. My parents split when i was 11 Its been 6 years since.

          I finally arived at my moms and new "boyfriends" apartment. I say "boyfriend" because its obvious they both cheat. They get drunk and have sex. What a relationship. I got home and ofcorse, they were gone. Probablly off getting drunk. Or smoking. Either one was an option. Yep, what GREAT parents I have. At least i have one thing in my like that makes me happy. One Direction. Yep, I'm a Directioner! I've allwasy wanted to write them a letter, but my mom said its a waste because "they would never read anything from YOU. Your a NOBODY. Im not going to waste my money on your stupid little boy band dream". She was drunk when she said it, but i beileve she ment everyword she said.

         I was a nobody. I still am a nobody. I probablly will allways be a nobody. Oh well. Then a thought popped in my head. She's not home! I can write it now! I ran upstairs and grabbed my stationary. It was cute. It had my name on the top with pink lace on it. My Aunt Mary (the one person besides my best friend i can actually trust). Sadely, Jamie is in California for college. She's one year older, so shes in college. Anyways, i grabbed my pen and started my letter. This is how it went...

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