He Doesn't Remember

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  • Published: 13 Nov 2012
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This is the story about when I was bullied by Harry Styles in the 8th grade. My name is Lauren Dodds. Back then I wasn't the skinniest girl at school, I wasn't the prettiest or the popularist. I'll admit I was very insecure about my weight, and I was bullied for that all the time. Harry Styles is now the most loved teenage boy on the planet. Of course at school he was also amazingly popular, but also a bully. He bullied me all the time, and about everything. But one day when I was working at Target, guess who was there.

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10. I Don't Need This Right Now

I look down at my feet feeling so guilty with myself. "Uh uhh umm." I stuttered. I could feel myself tearing up. What have I done. I look at him and he starts to get a sad look on his face.

"Oh, I see."  He says mumbling. He looks down at his feet.

"I have to tell you something.." I take a deep breath in. This won't be that bad. Or at least I hope. "My name isn't Bella." His eyes shoot up at me.

"What do you mean?" He narrows his eyes.

I look down at my hands then back up at Harry. "My name is Lauren Kay Dodds." I started to feel angry. "Do you remember me? You bullied me everyday in middle school. You made my life a living hell. Just because I wasn't popular, pretty, or skinny it just gave you the idea to bully me. I cried every single goddamn night because of you!" I started shouting at him. I let a few tears slip.

Harrys face was blank. "So you lied to me?" My eyes got wide.

"Don't you dare turn this on me!!" I yelled at him.

"I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS REAL! I REALLY LOVE YOU! YOU JUST LIED TO ME! AND IN THE END WHAT WERE YOU GOING TO GET OUT OF THIS? THE PLEASURE OF MAKING ME FALL IN LOVE AND SEEING MY HEART BREAK?" He shouted.  I didn't say anything. I really didn't know what I was going to get out of this. This was a terrible idea. I sighed. "AND LET ME ASK YOU SOMETHING? DID YOU EVER FEEL THE SAME WAY? OR WERE YOU LYING ABOUT THAT TOO?" I could feel a few tears stroll down my cheek.

"YES YES YES YES! I LIED ABOUT MY FEELINGS! I DIDN'T LIKE YOU AT FIRST AND WHEN I SAW THAT YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHO I WAS I DECIDED THAT I WAS GOING TO TRICK YOU INTO FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME. THEN I WOULD TELL YOU WHO I REALLY AM SO THAT YOU WOULD FEEL GUILTY. BUT OBVIOUSLY YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY FEELINGS!"

"I DON'T NEED THIS RIGHT NOW!" He says while walking away. When he's out of sight I call Melanie.

"Hello?" She says.

"Hey Mel did I wake you?" I say trying to hide my tears.

"No I was watching the x-factor. How was your date?"

"Um can I explain that later? And I really need a ride do you think that you can pick me up at the beach?" I ask letting my tears fall.

"I'll be right there!!" She hung up and I sat down in the sand and started crying. 10 minutes later I see Melanie looking around.

"MEL!" I say and run up to her, she saw that I was crying but all she did was hug me. That's what I love about Melanie, she won't ask you what's wrong until you want to talk about it. She put her arm around me and walked me towards her car. We got in and she started driving towards my house. "Thanks Mel." We got to the driveway of my house. "Wanna spend the night so I can tell you everything?" She nodded at me and we walked into my house. We went upstairs into my room. She sat down on my bed and I sat on the chair in front of the mirror.

After I explained everything to her, her eyes saddened and she hugged me again. I released from the hug when I heard my phone ringing. I looked at my screen and didn't recognize the number.

"Hello?" I say.

"Hey Bella it's Louis." I look at Mel and she's mouthing to me to put it on speaker. I push speaker and say,

"Hey Louis, what's up?"

"Well, Harry came home really angry..Did anything happen between you two?" I look up at Mel and shrug.

"He didn't say anything to you?" I ask.

"No he came in and slammed the door and went straight up into his room." Louis says really confused. Poor kid.

"Well I think it's better if you hear it from him. I got to go bye." I say and hang up.

Harry's POV:

"I DON'T NEED THIS RIGHT NOW!" I shouted at her and walked away not even bothering to look back. I felt so betrayed. The one real relationship I get and I realize it was all a big fat lie. I also did feel guilty though. I had no idea that she was the girl I had bullied so long ago. Why should I even care? What she did was terrible.

I park my car in the driveway and walk to the front door. I unlock it and walk in and slam the door.

"Whoa there, what's up mate?" Louis says while watching the TV. I ignore him and walk upstairs into my room and slam the door shut. I threw the necklace I got for her into the trashcan. I change into my night clothes and pace back and forth in my room. After a few minutes Louis comes into my room and asks me what happened. I told him to sit down and I explained everything to him. "So let me get this straight, Bella's name is Lauren?" I nod at him. "And you bullied her in middle school and so when you asked her out she thought it would be funny if she pretended to be someone else. And once you fell in love with her she told you who she was, and that none of her feelings were real?" I nod again. "That's tough mate."

"I thought she was the one." I sigh.

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