"Moments in time I'll find the words to say before you leave me today...." He sang softly in my ear as I drifted into an endless dream.


11. Chapter Ten

Aubrey's POV

I woke up once again to the familiar jab of a needle. I winced a bit and opened my eyes. "I'm sorry dear," the old nurse with kind eyes apologized. "It's keeps me feeling okay," I assured her trying to smile. She just smiled down on me and kept changing my IV. I've only been in the hospital for a couple days, but this nurse was always so kind to me. The thing was, I didn't know her name. "Hey," I said stopping her. She turned around and I asked her, "Whats your name?" I sounded like a little kid when I asked, which brought a smile to her face. "Rose." I nod and smile. "Alright, now get some rest dear," she said leaving.

I tried to go back to sleep, but I just couldn't. I just kept getting scared every time I was about to fall asleep. I felt like if I fell asleep, I'd never wake up the same. Everything else kept changing, who's to say I wouldn't? I already didn't have my dancing or acting, the very passion that made me who I was. Now, I was starting to turn sick and ugly. I honestly don't know how Lou can look at me..I want him to find someone so much better than me, but I don't want him to leave me.

It was six o'clock and I just couldn't stand being alone with my thoughts anymore, so I decided to call Louis. I picked up my phone and looked at the lock screen of Lou kissing me on the cheek. Back when I was healthy. It was the perfect moment captured for me to cherish for my short time left. I sighed at the memory and dialed in Lou's number.

Ring. Ring. Ring. I heard him pick up and groan. "Who the hell is this and what the actual fuck do you want?" I chuckle, he wasn't much of a morning person..."Hi to you too babe," I answered with a laugh. "Oh my god. Aubrey I'm sorry," he apologized laughing himself. "I'll forgive you if you come visit me," I said still laughing. "I'll be there soon, let me get dressed. Hold TedLouis until I get back," he said getting out of his bad. I looked down at my teddy bear and snuggled it closer. "I already am," I say playing with TedLouis's arms. "Awe, that means you missed me," he said adorably and I can't help smiling. "I'll see you soon, Aub." He said hanging up.

I waited for what seemed like forever for the front desk to call me and tell me he was here. "You can send him up, but only if he has a gift for me," I say jokingly and I hear the lady at the front desk laugh. She may play too much solitaire, and she may wear WAY too much blue eye shadow, but she was extremely nice. "I'll let him know she answered," and I could almost feel her smile. "Thank you Mandy," I said smiling myself, hanging up.

I heard a knock at the door and started to get really excited. I missed Lou so much when he wasn't here. More because Im left with all of my terrible thoughts of death and end..but when Lou comes around, they all melt into the back of my mind. "Hello!" He said brightly, pecking me softly on the lips. "Hey BooBear," I said, scooting over on the bed making room for him. He happily joined me. I smile at him and laugh, "Where's my gift?" I joke and he taps his chin, trying to think of a good excuse. "I brought you the lovely presents of my presence," he said laughing. I laughed along with him.

"So what do you want to do today?" Lou asked playing with my soft hair. "I don't know," I answer honestly. Louis looks around the room in thought and his eyes fall upon the list. "Hm, why don't we start on that today," he said smiling a bit sadly. I look at him and smile, "Don't be sad, were gonna have fun," I assure him. He smiles a little and nods his head. I felt bad that Louis was sad and it was all his fault..actually all the cancers fault..

I sigh and look back to Lou. I just look at him for a little while before he asks, "What are you thinking? Right now?" I sigh and think about how I want to word this, "Well, honestly I was just thinking how much this cancer sucks," I answer with a shrug of my shoulders. Louis gets that sad expression I've been seeing more and more lately..."Lou, please stop being sad..I hate it. Especially when it's over me," I tell him, forcing him to look at me. "I'm not sad," he lies to me sweetly. I know that he's doing it for my own good, but I hate lying. Even small ones like that. "Louis, don't you dare lie to me. We never lie to each other no matter what," I say firmly. He sighs again and then smiles, "if you want the truth, this is the worst thing that's ever happened to me, but I trying to get passed that so we can have fun movie hopping."
I smile, "Good because we are going to have a fun time," I say pulling him down for a soft kiss.

The kiss is soft, but the passion is there. Every little bit of affection and attraction is in that little kiss. The sparks go off, just like the first time...

"I had a really fun time tonight Aubrey," Louis said leaning against the wall of my house, smiling at me. "Me too Lou," I said smiling widely at him. We stood there for a few seconds before he leaned in slowly. I closed my eyes and smiled the slightest bit. I had been anticipating this moment for a long time now. As our lips met, the sparks quickly went off. The tingles ran up and down my spine as our lips moved softly in sink. I never knew a kiss to be so perfect. As our lips parted, I knew me an Lou were going to last a long time.

I smile a little and Lou gives me a questioning look. "I was just remembering our first kiss.." I trail off a bit dreamily, wanting to go back to that night, when everything was so new and exciting. When I had no clue where life was taking me. Everything was so set in stone now. I had two months and that was it..."Babe, did you hear me?" Lou asked, breaking me from my thoughts.

"Sorry babe, what did you want?" I asked, my head snapping up. He chuckled a little, "Someone was in la la land. I wanted to make sure you were okay with the movies playing today," he said. "Honestly, I don't care. I just want out of here," I said with a little laugh. "Well it's only six why don't we nap for a bit, yeah?" Lou suggested and I smiled and nodded. I was beginning to feel a bit tired.

We moved down into a laying position face to face. I stared into his beautiful light blue orbs. He stared into my light brown eyes, and in sync we smiled at each other, for no apparent reason. "Babe?" He questioned me. "Yes?" I whispered back. "Why are you so beautiful?" He question softly caressing my face. "Lou, I'm not that beautiful, if I even fall into that category," I said laughing, trying to hide the true insecurity behind the laugh. I saw something change in Lou's eyes as he laughed, "Aubrey, you're beautiful. I wish you could see yourself through my beautiful..."he said stroking my cheek. "I've never seen any other girl like other girl matters.." He said still stroking my face.

I felt the tears start to build up in me. "Babe, what's wrong?" He questioned looking at me. "I-I just don't u fees tabs why I did to deserve someone like you..." I trail off just looking at his beautiful face. "You more than deserve me...If anythig..I'm the lucky one here. Now go to sleep beautiful," he did kissing my forehead.

I was just about ready to oblige when I had one more request.."Wait, Lou can you don to me?" I asked in a whisper. "Anything for you," he whispered back ready to sing. "There's only to do way to do three words for you. I love...I love you.." He sang softy. Before I knew it I fell into a peaceful sleep, with nothing to worry about except staying like this..forever.

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