Olivia Kirk watched her parents get brutally murdered and is forced to move in with her abusive uncle. He abuses her in many terrible ways. Somehow though she holds it all together and starts art college. There she reunites with her cousin Louis Tomlinson. She also meets four other amazing guys who turn her life around. They teach her how to trust and love. But what happens when she falls for all of them? Will her past and present affect her future?

This is my first fanfiction so I hope you'll read it...and give me feedback...nicely. Well hope you enjoy(: xx


48. Chapter Forty-One

-Present time-

Harry's POV
I can't believe I did that to Libby...the girl I love. The one who I want to be with. I already know what goes on with her and I just made it ten times worse...I can't even imagine how many things Daniell's already sent her...As I sit on my bed I am overwhelmed with guilt. I wanted to take it all back, but I wanted Libby more. Why was I so selfish? Why coulndn't I think about how she felt for once? All these things raced through my head and I still found myself waiting for Libby to text me upset that Danielle was doing.
Danielle. I felt even more horrible about what we did together. There was no excuse for that one, I was just being a prick with that one. I couldn't believe this....I seriously did that. It was real, this wasn't just a messed up dream. I was awake, I was aware, and I was stupid. How could I do this to Libby? And even Liam? The guilt was building up inside of me, and I was ready to burst like a balloon. 'Calm down Harry, this is for you and Libby. She deserves to be with you. You need each other,' I reassured myself. I shouldn't be beating myself up over this. I made this decision because it was the right one. Slowly, the guilt started to melt away and I started to relax. I looked through my text and saw one from Libby. I opened it, ready to comfort her when I see it was a reply to my cat picture. "Oh I like that pussy. But don't tell Liam he's more a bitch kind of guy(;" Even her texts had to talk about Liam.
I was just about ready to text her back when it hit me again. The guilt. This had to be one of the worst feelings in the world. I wanted to talk to Libby, but there I didn't deserve to talk to her. I hear footsteps on the stairs and I assume it's my mum. "Go away Mum, I don't want to talk about it!" I yelled. No at her, but just so she could hear me. I hated yelling at my mum, it made me feel like a bad son. "I'm not your mum mate!" I hear Louis yell. I sigh, "Sorry, come on in Lou." Louis slowly opened my door and walked in. He could tell that I wasn't very happy at the moment. He plopped down on the floor next to my bed, "What's wrong sweetums?" I smiled a bit at the stupid pet name. It was a new one. "Nothing..." I trail off, knowing he'd see right through it. "Come here, tell old BooBear what's on your mind," he said patting the floor beside him.
I slide down next to him and simply say, "I'm still in love with Libby." He sighed and patted me on the back. "Yeah, I know," he responded. I gasp, "Is it that blatantly obvious?" "No, it's just I see the way you still look at her. I can tell," He explains examining my expression a bit more. "You feel guilty about something too...what is it? You can tell me, I won't judge," Louis assured me. I didn't want to tell him, well I did, but I couldn't. If he found out I did that to Libby, he would skin me alive. Right here, right now. I shuddered at the thought. "Well....Danielle came over yesterday and we........we....shagged," I muttered, hanging my head in shame. "I don't blame ya mate, she's pretty fit, and I know it was a form of revenge at Liam for getting Libby," Louis said understandingly.
This is why Louis was the one I was closest with. He was good for a joke, but he was so understanding and wise when it came to being serious. Which was exactly what I needed right now. We smiled for a bit and fell into and awkward silence. "So....was she...ya know good?" Louis asked with a smirk. I couldn't help it, I busted out laughing. "Yeah, she was great," I said with a cheeky smile. Louis starts to laugh really hard, which causes me to laugh which cause my mum to yell at us for causing such a rukus. It felt just like any other day of hanging out with Lou....but it wasn't the pain and guilt were still there. Louis only covered it up for a short while...
"How about we meet up with Zayn? He seems bored....he keeps texting Libby!" Louis said with a laugh, pulling me back to reality. "Libby? Really? Guess he is bored....yeah just tell him to come on over," I told Lou getting up to go tell my mum Zayn was coming over. I walked into the kitchen and saw her deeply immersed in her cookbook. I could feel a mischievous grin playing on my lips. I slowly creeped up behind her and grabbed her shoulders. "AHHHHHHH! Harry Edward Styles...What in God's name?!" She yells swatting at me. I just sit there and laugh. "You scared me! Now what do you want?" She asked finally smiling and laughing along with me. "Zayn's coming over to hang out with me an Lou," I informed her. "Okay, just keep the volume down and please, don't destroy the house!" She yelled after me as I ran away excited.
I was happy that I was going to get to hang out with Zayn, we never really hang out with just him. He was my best mate and all, but he was quite attached to Niall. "I informed my mum so we're all set," I told Lou. "Good, because he was coming anyways!" Louis said matter-of-factly. We sat patiently and waited for Zayn to get here. We played some video games, that Louis won. Whatever...they're not my thing anyways...."I won becasue I'm a beast!" Lou whooped while doing a ridiculous victory dance. What a prat, my prat. I laughed in my head and smiled to myself. We were just about to start a new game, when we heard a knock at the door. "ZAYNNNNNN!" Louis said running down the stairs. Oh well, he can get him. I'm too lazy for that.

Zayn's POV
I only went to Harry's house to take my mind off of Lib. I was having a really hard time getting over her. She made me fall so hard, that I wasn't quite sure when I was getting up. If I was getting up....regardless, I was happy for her and Liam. They were obviously mad for each other. You could just tell bby the way they looked at each other. There was just so much care, lover, and plain ignorance to rest of the world in there stares. Actually, in anything they did together. It hurt, but in the best of ways. I hated seeing Libby with somebody else, but I was happy Liam was finally happy after the Danielle incident. I numbly knock on the door, and wait for a response. Mrs. Styles answered the door. "Hello Zayn! Come on in!" She greets me. I shyly wave and suddenly hear, "ZAYNNNNNN!" I see Louis hurdling down the stairs towards me. I laugh and brace myself for the hug I was going to recieve.
"I missed you!" he yelled in my ear while jumping into my arms. "It's only been a day Lou," I told him laughinh. "Oh well, let's go up the stairs shall we?" I asked. "Let's go!" Lou yells running up the stairs like a kid on Christmas. I just laugh and follow the teenage man child. "Zayn!" I hear Harry yell. "Vas' Happenin?" I yell in response. We all start laughing like maniacs, then I see Harry's portrait Libby drew for him. I froze in my staring at the picture..."What's wrong Zayn?" Harry asked. "Noting, just thinking," I say honestly. "About what?" Louis and Harry asked at the same time. "Nothing," I said, still being honest with them. "Okay, so not a a who! Who?" Lou asked. I just shook my head, I wasn't ready to tell them all this. It would make things way too complicated. Well, more complicated than they already were. "Who? Who? Who? Who?" They asked in sync. "You guys soud like owls," I said with a laugh. They rolled their eyes at me and I finally gave in.
"'s just this girl. She's beautiful inside and out. Her smile lights up the room, and she has the most amazing eyes. Her hair is perfect...without her even trying. She's an artist and she sees things in the most beautiful way. She's really funny too, but she acts like she isn't. She also doesn't know how breathtakingly striking she is when she walks into the room. So subtly beautiful.....I-I love her," I finish and look down. That was how I felt about Libby and I was pretty sure that it was never going to change......

-Author's Note- Hey my Lovelies! Sorry for all the fillers lately, but I can't leave you in suspense everyday! Haha! But I will try and update another time tonight! I am sad to say that this story is coming to a close! But you will like the ending I think! I'm not gonna put an exact number of chapters on the book, but it's ending soon. Thank you all for the love and support....It made Popular this month! Shush...I get excited over that........but I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!<3

              Stay AmaZayn,

         -Ashley(: xx

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