One Direction Minus One

Louis is dead. Suicide. Harry misses his friend and his "bromance". Feeling broken and confused, Harry goes to the farthest limits to find out why Louis killed himself with the help of the other lads. Was Harry just another complication in Louis's life that he felt such a strong need to get away from? The most important question is: Will One Direction still be together with one of their "brothers" gone?

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28. What Happens Now?

Harry's POV

They tried reviving me. It took forever but my heart started beating again, faintly. I was still unconscious. In a coma.

The other three boys came to visit my unconscious body. Niall shed the most tears. I guess that's what happens when someone grieves with you: you get closer.

"Why, Hazza?" Niall sobbed, clutching my hand.

I was still floating in the air with Louis. Unless this was some strange dream I was having.

"You shouldn't have left him," Louis said to me. "Niall needs you now. More than ever before."

"I couldn't hold on to life anymore," I all but yelled at him. "I lost my best friend. The band was done. Nobody cared and fans didn't notice the change in my behaviour until I cried trying to sing your solo."

"Go back to your body, Harry," Louis said, smiling sadly at me.

"What if I don't want to?" I asked. It didn't matter. All I saw was darkness. I was back in that body I desperately wanted to leave.

Inside, I cried. I set myself on fire. I jumped off a cliff and died. Wasn't real. Wanted it to be.

Didn't want to be alone. But I was in this sea of darkness. Nobody could save me now.

I heard more music in the background. I could hardly make out what the lyrics were but ended up knowing the song:

"I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd

Need you there when I cried

 

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lied

Is made up on your side

 

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Can you see how much I need you right now?

 

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear

To always get me through the day

And make it okay

I miss you"

 

(A/N song is When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne)

 

I found it funny that all of the songs playing in this hospital reflected my mood perfectly. All of my emotions were playing out loud for all the hospital patients to hear. Of course they would never actually know that these were my feelings playing in the music.

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