One Direction Minus One

Louis is dead. Suicide. Harry misses his friend and his "bromance". Feeling broken and confused, Harry goes to the farthest limits to find out why Louis killed himself with the help of the other lads. Was Harry just another complication in Louis's life that he felt such a strong need to get away from? The most important question is: Will One Direction still be together with one of their "brothers" gone?


26. Secret Scars

Harry's POV

Niall ran out of my room in tears. I didn't care. I had my own misery do deal with.

After all of the boys left, I pulled up the right leg of my shorts and looked at the scars on my thigh. Nobody knew about those scars. How could they when us boys don't wear booty shorts and I don't wear Speedos to go swimming?

My fingers traced over the scars. They were white and still felt like little dents in my skin.

I went to my bed and sat down. The other boys were in here earlier and took my razors. Or so they thought. I flopped over and reaches under my bed. I grabbed the pocketknife and did two deep cuts on my thigh. I put a pillow in front of my mouth, silencing my screams. I haven't yet gotten used to the excruciating pain that started after I made a cut.

"Hazza," Liam called, "are you alright?"

"Yeah," I shouted back.

Zayn opened my door. I saw the handle turn so I was able to pull the leg of my shorts down and put the pocketknife back under my bed before he came in.

"Haz?" Zayn murmured. "Talk to Niall. He's crying."

I got up and cringed at the sudden weight that was put on the leg I cut. Surprisingly, the blood didn't soak through to my shorts yet.

"You alright lad?" Zayn asked, looking worried.

"I'm fine," I said through clenched teeth.

I limped down the stairs and saw Niall crying in the kitchen.

"Nialler?" I whispered. "I'm sorry I yelled at you."

"Why?" he whispered back.

"I miss Boobear," I said, tears suddenly filling my eyes.

"We all do," Niall sniffed. "Not as much as you, of course."

I gave Niall a hug before I remembered I had blood pouring out of my thigh. I ran to the washroom for some band-aids. I debt realize that Niall followed me until I heard him gasp.

"Harry," he whispered. "What did you do?"

"I want to die," I said,before collapsing. The whole world turned black as my eyes shut slowly and I started shaking.

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