Memories Last Forever (Sequel to Love Never Dies)



7. I Don't Know What To Do Anymore!

Emily's POV:

We pulled apart and I mentally slapped me in the head. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I mumbled, getting louder with every word. We pulled up to Louis's house and I was about to get out of the car when Louis grabbed my arm. "Em, I'm sorry. Can we just pretend it never happened?" Finally, someone who knows what I'm talking about! "Thanks Lou," I said. We got out of the car and walked into his house. Even though he said he would let it go, Im still upset, I mean, I'm married with a kid for Christ sake! Me and Naill cant keep doing this - cheating on each other. "Hey Emily please stop crying, please." Louis put a hand on my face to wipe away the tears. I didnt even realize I was crying before a tear dripped fro my eye and fell onto my leg. "Louis, do you realize what we just did? We both cheated! Look at what I'm doing to everyone, ripping everyone apart. Its all my fault." 

"No you are not. If anything, me, Liam, and Niall are. Im the one who kissed you here, Liam probably leaned into you at the house, and Niall is the one who is going around getting drunk and having sex with girls!" I stared up at the car ceiling and cried. As much as Louis was right, it was still partially my fault. And if me and Niall never found each other that day I ran away, this shit wouldn't be happening. They could be living happy and non complicated lives without me. 

"I should just die," I mumbled. 

"Emily, never saw that again!" Louis yelled, "You are beautiful, funny, skinny, nice, and millions of other things and you should never deserve to die! Why cant you just see that?" He cried the last part. I was left speechless, and out of words, at what Louis had just said - well yelled to me.

"I just want to start over." Maybe if Niall hadn't wanted to marry me, or even a kid, I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I have to work things out with Niall, for Li. But the only thing is.... I dont think I love him anymore.




A/N  Helllllooooo!!!!!! Guys, im back! I am soooooo sorry that i have been gone for soo long there have been things in my family that have been going on and i had to hold of a bunch of things for it and unfortunately writing was one of them. Id really like to get back to writing so 
I dont know if you want me to start a new book or finish the old ones...its completely up to you guys so comment on what you guys think i should do


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