SCARS (1D)

What would you do if you were simply in the wrong place at the wrong time? Run? That's what Lucy and Nina did. Running led them to One Direction. Now, becoming best friends with the boys is easy. Lovers, amazing. But when names get to the press on a trip to Italy,  everybody better run because stories will be told and horrors will be relived when someone shows their SCARS.

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44. Chapter 43

(Lucy's POV)

Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

"ugh!" I groaned, rolling over to shut off my super annoying alarm only to be stopped by an extreme pain in my hand. I sat up and looked at my hand. An IV? I looked around to see that I was in a hospital. Suddenly it all came back to me. Kidnapped. Being raped. Being saved. Liam singing. Instinctively my hand went to my stomach as I remembered the last thing before I passed out.

I'm pregnant. With my rapists baby.

I looked back at the IV on my hand and started pulling it off. I heard the door open.

" Lucy?" I looked up to see the boys and their girlfriends entering the room. I gave a small smile and returned to taking out the IV. "Lucy you cant take that off" Harry said.

"I have to."

Then there was a hand over mine. I looked up and made eye contact with Zayn. "leave it in" he whispered.

 "I can't be here. I need to get out. Nothing happened. I'm fine." I said more to myself then anyone else. I'm rocking back and forth, hyperventilating, when someone grabs my face.

"Lucy. Calm down. Now, before we get the doctor" A beautiful young lady said.

"Eleanor..." I whispered, hugging her.

As if on que, the door opened and a young female doctor walked in. "Ah Lucy. you're awake! Fabulous! I'm Dr. Long, and if everybody could leave the room, I need to speak with Lucy. However, one person can stay with you" she said.

I looked around the room and noticed that Nina and Niall weren't there. Nor did I have any clue who this girl next to Harry was. 

I saw Liam making his way towards me and I grabbed Eleanors' hand. "El... please stay with me."

" Of course" she whispered, sitting in the vacant chair next to the bed.

 I looked up to Liam, pain was evident in his eyes. "why?"

 I looked away. "why what Liam?"

"I'm your boyfriend. Why not me? Why El?"

"Liam," Harry said, putting a hand on his shoulder, "you're not her boyfriend anymore mate. Let's go" You could see realization wash his face followed by regret as he was dragged out and the door was closed on his face.

"OK. Now," Dr. Long said, "this has happened before to you. While you were asleep we ran most of the test we need to. As far as release, I want you to stay overnight just to he sure you don't pass out again. Now, Lucy, your very young. Being pregnant and becoming a mother is an very difficult responsibility. Most rape victims choose to abort the pregnancy. You need to decide by tomorrow morning, otherwise you may not have a choice in the matter." and with that she left my room.

I looked at Eleanor. "what do I do?"

"I don't know Lucy. I wish I did, but I don't."

"El. Why me? What did I ever do?"

" You didn't do anything wrong" she said soothingly.

"obviously I did though. Was I rude to people? Did I not help the homeless? Did I accidentally steal something?"

"Lucy. Stop. You did nothing wrong. Sometimes things just happen to people with no reason. We just need to take it in stride and we become stronger because of it."

I was silent for a minute, taking in all El just said. "thanks" I said.

She nodded. "Alright, well I'm going to get you some food. Sit tight." 

Once she left I got up and made my way towards the bathroom. I took a wiz and was washing my hands when I felt the pit of my stomach churning and making its way up to my throat. I bent down over the toilet in just enough time to release whatever food has been injected while I was asleep. Soon I felt a warm hand on my back, rubbing soothing circles, as they whispered supportive words in my ear. When I was done, I stood up and brushed my teeth before making my way back to the bed.

"Lucy please talk to me"

"We have nothing to talk about Liam."

"Like hell we have nothing to talk about."

"What do you want me to say Liam?" I asked, turning to face him.

"I want you to forgive me..."

"I don't know if I can," I whispered.

" Why?" he said.

"because Liam, I needed you, and you made assumptions. I can't have someone around me that isn't going to trust me. Because I think that was the real problem was not that I didn't trust you enough to tell you where I was going but you didn't trust me enough to come back, or not be with another guy."

"you're right. I guess I was just afraid of losing you," he said after a minute, "so instead I made you lose me..." he whispered.

I walked over and wrapped my arms around his neck, resting my head on his chest. I felt him take a deep breath as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Lucy I'm so sorry."

I pulled away and looked up at him. "I will forgive you."

"Is there any chance you'll be my girlfriend again?" he asked, hopeful.

" Liam..." I unwrapped my arms from his neck and stepped away. "I want to. You have no clue how much I want to run back into your arms and be held tight, held like there's no tomorrow."

"Then do it" he said, holding his arms open.

I shook my head and his arms dropped. "I need someone to be there for me. I need someone who isn't going to assume the worst. Someone who is going to trust me. You don't get it. I've been broken. I've. been broken so many times that I'm the only one who can put me together again. I'm the type of girl that has walls. THICK walls, to protect myself from the hurt. I need someone who can get through those walls..."

"I can do that Lucy. I can be that someone. You just have to let me." he.
 said, stepping closer.

 I put my hand on his chest, stopping him. "prove it."

"how can I prove that?"

I shrugged. "Just prove to me in the next 8 months that you're the one for me."

"why 8 months?"

 I felt my hand flutter to my stomach and rest there. Liam looked down at my hand, studying it for a minute before realization ran through his face and he looked back up to my eyes. I nodded.

"I'm keeping this baby."

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