A living hell

“The world is full of cruelty. We’re full of hate and alienation from one and another. My life is a living hell~”

Ginny believes that she is not like the rest, her mind is full of demons trying to suffocate her on a daily basis. Every day is a struggle trying to survive high school and her broken home. Would she be able to survive or would she fall?


7. Chapter 5. Social Studies

Right after we ate lunch, the 4 of us were heading to our lockers. It's funny how our lockers are almost close to each others. "Come on you guys don't want to be late for Social Studies." I said "She's right guys. Let's go!'' Tyler said I can't believe the 4 of us have 2 period classes together. "RING! RING! RING!" "All right everybody sit! I will be your teacher Mr. Collins. Look's like everybody is here. We wont do much today. Take this time to get to know each other. he said "Alright get to know each other" Ginny mocked "I wonder if we are getting assigned sits Tomorrow? "probably so... I guess" I said I'm staring to like high school so far, I just wished that Hannah had never showed up. High School was going great until I met new haters here. I was sitting next to Alex, while Tyler sat next to Sparkle. Hey you guys are we going to hang later? Sparkle asked. "If we are going to hang later, where would it be? Alex asked "Should we all just hang at the park or mall?" Tyler suggested "I don't think I can. My dad hasn't been home and my mom will be coming home late. Plus my little siblings are spending the week with my grandparents." I said "Come on Ginny, It will be fun to hang out. Do you think if I call your mom she wont mind if we hang together?" Sparkle said "Alex, Tyler, be right back." I said "Sparkle is not my mom the problem is my dad. He hasn't been home lately. What if he comes home and is angrier than ever or hurts my mom while I'm gone? I'm just afraid Sparkle." I told her "Look what if I told you that you and your mom can spend the day at my house. Will that make you feel less afraid?" Sparkle suggested " I don't know Sparkle. Thank you, but no this is our family problem and I want to fix this on my own. Even though it might be dangerous and frightening." I told Sparkle. " As you wish. Just know that I'm here for you. Your like a sister to me and I don't want to see you hurt." She said. I hugged her. "Thank you Sparkle for everything you do for me" I said "Come on let's go back with the guys!" she said "Is everything okay?'' Tyler said "Yeah everything is okay" I said, lying. Only Tyler believed that I was okay, except Alex. He knew something was wrong. I can't tell him something is wrong. I'm barely getting to know him. Should I tell him? Could I trust him? He is really sweet and nice. Maybe I'll tell him later when I know him better.

Tyler and Sparkle were on the other side of the room having private talks, while I'm sitting here next to Alex afraid of telling him everything. "Ginny I know we barely know each other but I want you to trust me. You can tell me anything. I know something was wrong a few minutes ago. I care about you. This might sound weird but I feel like I known you for a very long time. I like you Ginny, okay? Since I saw you in the beginning of the day." Alex said. "Alex, is not that I don't trust you... is just that... is too painful to explain." I said. I didn't realize, I started crying. "I'm sorry Ginny, I didn't want to see you cry." He leaned closer to me. Pushed my hair away from my face and wiped the tears away. As he wiped my tears away, his hand was warm and gentle, with kindness. There was a moment of silence. We almost kissed. I pulled away. I will love to kiss him, but not now, not in class maybe another time. "Alex, I live at home with my 2 younger siblings and parents. My dad is an abusive alcoholic. He hasn't been coming home lately. My dad wasn't like this but that was before he lost his job. Now he barely comes home. When he does, he usually comes home drunk and abusive. I'm scared to hang out with you guys. I'm afraid something bad is going to happen. Now my mom she is so brave to support a man like him. He hasn't never hit my mom, now he does. My mom works so hard to make our family together, she works day and night to give everything to us. That's why she send my younger siblings with our grandparents." I said. Alex look so upset, as he wanted to cry but didn't. "Whoa. That's the saddest thing I heard. You shouldn't worry too much. I'm so sorry Ginny. I don't really know what to say." He said. "Hey just promise me you and Sparkle will try to hang with us later. Alex said, changing the subject. " I don't know Alex. I will try to because I don't want to think of the negative." I said.  Alex smiled, again his smile. It makes me feel a little better. "Come on. Let's hang with Tyler and Sparkle see what they up too."Yeah!" I said "Hey you guys what you up too?'' Alex asked "Nothing just getting to know each other." Tyler said "What were you guys were talking about?" Tyler asked us. " Same thing." I said. "RING! RING! RING!" "You guys we should be ready to get going." Sparkle said. The 4 of us were heading to gym.

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