A living hell

“The world is full of cruelty. We’re full of hate and alienation from one and another. My life is a living hell~”

Ginny believes that she is not like the rest, her mind is full of demons trying to suffocate her on a daily basis. Every day is a struggle trying to survive high school and her broken home. Would she be able to survive or would she fall?


17. Chapter 14. At the hospital


 "GINNNY! GINNNY! PLEASE WAKE UP! ANSWER ME GINNY! FOR GOD SAKE!", all I could hear was my mom yelling at me. I was too weak to open my eyes, too weak to speak, to move, and to live. I just want to die and get over it. I already have been beaten up, in fact I looked worse than I ever did before. Nothing in the world matter to me no more. I just want to be in a quite place left alone. 

"GINNY WAKE UP! CAN'T YOU HEAR ME?" my mom yelled, panicking. "Mam, is better if we let your daughter rest." the doctor said. "Mom?" I said, finally.  "Ginny! Thank god you responded. I am worried sick about you! You scared me!" my mom said. "Where am I? What happened to me?" I ask. What was it that really happened to me? "You had a major panic attack Ginny. It's better if you rest for now. I'll tell you what really happen later when you wake up." my mom said "Mom, yes Ginny?" she said. "Call, Sparkle. Tell her I'm here. I really need to talk to her." I told her. "Okay Ginny. Now try to sleep."she said, as she step out with the doctor.


"Doctor what is wrong with my daughter? Will she be okay?" I could hear outside the door my mom talking to the doctor. "Mam, your daughter has a type of anxiety. She has Generalized Anxiety Disorder." I could hear the doctor say. "What is that?" I heard my mom ask. "Generalized Anxiety Disorder is a mental health condition that is  often worried or anxious about many things and finds it hard to control this anxiety. GAD usually often make people feel afraid and worry about health, money, family, work, or school, but they have trouble both identifying the specific fear and controlling the worries." the doctor explain. "Today what happened to your daughter made her have a Panic Disorder; leads to shaking, confusion, dizziness, nausea, and difficulty breathing. Your daughter felt dizzy. Panic Disorder occur when they are having  frightening experiences or prolonged stress, but they can be spontaneous as well." "No. No. No.. My daughter doesn't have that." I heard my mom say. "Mam, this is hard to say.. That is not the only thing she has. Ginny has low-self esteem. Which lead her into self harming. She is falling into depression. The nurses were cleaning up the blood from the bruises and wounds, they happen to run into scars in her body" the doctor said. "No. No. NO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING! WHY WAS I SO STUPID TO NOT FIGURE THIS OUT ON MY OWN?!!?? I REALIZE THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY DAUGHTER, BUT I DIDN'T EXPECT TO BE LIKE THIS. I DIDN'T THOUGHT IT WOULD BE THIS SERIOUS!" from the moment I heard my mom raise her voice I could tell she was crying. "Mam, your daughter needs help. She needs to go to a rehab center or to a therapist, but mostly.. she needs YOU. As the mother you are I recommend to talk to her, get more close to your daughter. She needs both of her parents." the doctor said. "BOTH OF HER PARENTS!?? I'M SORRY DOCTOR BUT MY HUSBAND IS NOTHING BUT A MONSTER. HE IS THE ONE TO BE BLAME BY MY DAUGHTER'S CONDITION. HE HAS NEVER BEEN THERE FOR MY CHILDREN. MY HUSBAND IS NOTHING BUT A DRUNK ABUSIVE FATHER. I CAN'T BELIEVE I BEEN MARRIED TO HIM FOR SUCH A LONG TIME, AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF, BUT MOSTLY FOR MY CHILDREN. THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING. I'M SUCH AN IDIOT AND A BAD MOTHER!!!" I heard my mom say, crying uncontrollably. "Mam, I know is hard to deal with, come let's go to my office. I'll be happy to help take care for my patient. For now is better to let her rest. She might be able to leave today." the doctor said. "Thank you, doctor Jones" my mom side, as both of them walked away from my door.  


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