She is anything but outgoing and experienced, he is your usual type of badboy guy. She is no rule breaker, he has broken them all. She believed in fairytale love, he never believed that he could fall in love.
Through Darkness they meet, through Darkness they'll be united.
So; are you ready for the Darkness to take over?


7. And if not?


So here I was. Sitting in the back of the restaurant in front of the guy who; kidnapped me - not only once but twice, threatened me and pointed a gun at me, more than once.

"So what's all this for?" I was trying desperately to play it cool. To not let any of my emotions ruin the calm and collected facade I had going on. But even though I looked like the one in hand of the situation, I was a mess on the inside. The fear had wrecked me on the inside and I had to fight the shivers running down my spine. I had never been the greatest actress or the best liar. I guess the adrenaline that came along with being so close to danger, was ripping at my heart and helping me stay sane - at least on the outside.

"I thought it would be a nice thing to do." I forced myself to look into his eyes, something I dreaded the most since I found them to be the scariest part of him. "What? You don't think I'm capable of doing anything nice?" His eyes no longer had that darkness in them. Last time I looked into them, they had contained a color similar to black, but this time the dark color was exchanged for a brighter and golden brown one. I watched as a playful spark ran over them as he spoke.

"I doubt it Bieber." It came out a little harsh, but who would be happy to sit down infront of a guy who could possibly kill you at any moment, not to mention that he probably had a good reason to.

"So now we're on last name basis huh, Adams?" A playful smirk ran over his lips and I couldn't help but curse him under my breath, for not taking me seriously. I hate when people do that; when they just laugh at me, when I'm trying to act all tough and shi...stuff.

"Seriously; why?" I asked once again, as soon as our food had arrived.

He took his time chewing on a fry, before answering my question - this time a little more serious than before, thankfully. "I just want to make up for you know... All the shit I pulled on you." He shrugged, as if it was nothing big. But I knew that he was just trying to play it cool, so it wouldn't seem like much of a deal. But to me it was, since Justin didn't seem like the guy who screws up and just apologizes for it. He's more like the; I know I screwed up, but I would never ever in hell or heaven admit it to anyone - especially not you.

I took another bite of my salad, leaving us in silence for a couple of minutes, until it got the best of me - I've never been good with silence, it get awkward so often.

"Thank you, Justin." My voice sounded sincere and true, no ounce of panic, fear or hatred and for the first time I felt okay with being around Justin. My insides weren't turning and the fear wasn't ripping at my insides. Due to one simple apology I lost the fear of him and he had made me forgive him for all the shit he pulled me through, in the matter of days. 

"You're welcome babe." No matter how hard I tried, I wouldn't have been able to stop the blood boiling in my cheeks at this moment. Damn him, he had broken through my facade and made me blush.

I don't know if I was going insane or if I had caught the Stockholm syndrome, but I found myself actually enjoying the rest of the lunch with him.


The car ride home was the exact opposite of what lunch had been.

Shortly after we left the restaurant Justin had gotten a phone call, that sure didn't add to his improved happy mood.

So here we were; in the big range rover with an awkward silence hanging over our heads and possibly a speeding ticket in the near future, since Justin was in quit the hurry to get me home.

"Justin, maybe you should try to slow down." I watched as he tightened his jaw, showing no other signs that he had heard my words. "Justin, slow down." His tight grib on the steering wheel made his knuckles go white and it surely didn't help when he tightened it further. "Slow down now."

"Would you just shut the fuck up." He spat at me, with his eyes still on the road and the speeder pressed further down, sending us nearly flying across the street. "I don't need a slut to tell me what to do and what no to do."

The calmness that had radiated off of me after our talk in the restaurant, was now replaced with a fear and a stinging feeling in my heart. The fear wasn't for him, but for my life, while the stinging feeling was caused by his hard choice of words.

I decided to let it go and let him lead me to death, if that's what God had planned for me today.

Moving my glance from him to the window, I rested my forhead on the cool glass while the fingers on my right hand was in a desperate hunt on my left wrist. Soon the familiar material hit my finger tips and I grabbed a hold of it, pulling it as far as I could before letting it go again. A familiar feeling spread in my body and I felt reliefed for a second before the fear and stinging feeling took over again, that's when I continued the motion, as I had done it; time after time after time.


I pulled on the door handle, desperate to get out of the car and thereby away from him and the awkward silence.

"Wait." I was stopped by a hand on my wrist and I flinched a little, due to the pain that shot through it. I instantly stopped moving, but I still refused to look at him. "When will I see you again?" There was no hope in the voice, no desperation - it was just flat with a lack of emotions.

"I don't know." I said, before I pulled my wrist from him, opened the door and closed it watching him drive away, before I added the last bit; "Hopefully, never."



"Where have you been?" I was attacked with questions as soon as I entered the living room. His eyes were still fixated on the TV and his voice was lacking curiosity. 

"Since when did you turn into my father?" I asked, focusing my eyes on the game. 

"Since you decided to bring that girl into your life." Oh so this is where we were heading?

"I don't know what the fuck you're talking about, man!" I looked at him, the game no where near important to anyone of us any more. Anger started boiling in my veins once again and I imagined the dark color covering my natural golden brown eyes once again.

"I know you saw her today." He hissed at me. "What the fuck were you thinking? You can't even controle your own life and now you're bringing a girl into it!" 

"Who the fuck are you to speak?" I hissed through gritted teeth.

"I was in love. But obviously you no nothing of such thing -" I clenched my jaw, with an even darker expression taking over my eyes. Suddenly his grimace changed and it seemed like all the puzzle pieces in his brain started to add up. "Or did Bieber finally fall in love?" A smirk started playing at the edge of his lips and I wanted nothing more than to reach over and smack it off of his face.

"I'm not in fucking love with that little whore." I spat at him, he pissed me off to my limits sometimes. I had to remind myself that he was like a brother to me, in order to keep myself from attacking him with my bare fists. "I'm just keeping my eyes on her, making sure that her fat ass doesn't get herself in the way of my business again." A fire was burning in my eyes, signaling that I was speaking the truth and at the same time they told him how close to the edge I was. Luckily for him, he was smart and accepted the warning.

"Just be careful. One bad move and she might call you out." I got up, not in the mood for a lecture about how to stay save and clean from the police - it's not like that worked last time, just look what I got myself into...

"Oh I will. That slut will be my own personal little bitch by the end of the month." I said as I made my way towards the stair case.

"And if not?" Nathan's voice rang behind me.

"If not, I'll kill her." I smirked down at him, before taking the final steps and closing the door to my bedroom.



I'm sorry for any possible spelling errors, but it's in the middle of the night and I just had to finish this one for you!! :*

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