Forever and Always

This is a story about a girl, who hasn't always had the best life....but she meets 5 boys, that pick up the pieces of her broken heart and fix it :)

Warning: May contain swearing and other things...


15. Chapter 14

I sat back in the seat of my car, looking out across the pale blue ocean of Tin Can Bay. I watched as the waves come forward then crash back down, relocating leaves, twigs and anything else floating on the water.

The sound of a voice at the end of the line startled me back to the present.

"Hello?" came the call from the other side.

I froze.

That voice! I thought to myself.

It may have only been a couple of years since I'd heard it, but I remember it like it was yesterday.

"Hey Kevin" I managed to squeak out.

"Who is this?" he asked.

"Um.. it's Kai..." I said quietly.

"Oh, it's you" he replied in a careless voice.

"What do you mean?" I said, a little offended.

"Didn't think I'd ever hear from you again" he said changing the subject, but not him tone of voice.

"If I remember right, YOU were the one who left and never contacted again. I tried to." I said, clearly starting to get pissed off.

"It may be so, but I least I didn't turn into a slut during the time we were apart" he said icily.

A slut!? Did he just call me a slut? I thought to myself.

"I've heard you've had like 5-6 different boyfriends in the last two weeks" he continued. "I think that puts you in the slut/whore category"

Tears started to prick at the edges of my eyes, threatening to fall down my cheeks. I tried to blink them back, but they kept getting replaced.

"and here I was thinking you were a good girl. I thought you were better than that, but no! as soon as a guy gives you attention you fall into his bed! I seriously thought you were better, but I guess I was wrong".

"What a great friend you are" I replied bitterly.

"A great friend? haha, I was never your friend, or at least I wish I never was. I can't believe I ever liked you. I can't believe I had a crush on you back then! You went from nice girl to animal" he replied incredulously.

I sat there shocked. I couldn't process anything other than what he had just said. He was still screaming insanities at me through the phone, but I couldn't hear him. It was all just noise. Then, I lost it.

"You know what? I called you to clear up the rumors and give you REAL information, not just shit people have made up. But I guess you don't want to hear it, so I'll just leave then. Leave you in your unstable world of bullshit and lies and backstabbing. I seriously thought I could count on you, that you would at least listen to what I had to say, but I guess I was wrong. You don't care, and I don't think you ever did. I was just your shoulder to cry on when things got tough. Just remember Kevin, I was there for you when no-one else was. NO-ONE! You had me. You could count on me. I was there for you through your worst moments. That last day I saw you is still embedded in my brain and I cry myself to sleep at night knowing that I never did anything to help you when I wanted to do something so bad. I sat there comforting you after you damn-near killed yourself. Oh wait? You did kill yourself, and I had to watch. You are so lucking those ambulance guys helped you, or you wouldn't be here right now. Do you know what sort of scars things like that leave on people? Especially 'good girls'? It scars you for life! I have changed because of that day, all thanks to you! I would do anything to go back to how I was before I met you. Back to being an innocent. Before my whole world fell to pieces. I wish so much, every day that I didn't love you, because it makes things hurt so much more. And for your information, I'm a virgin. I have never had a boyfriend and I sure as hell don't have one now. I have never slept with anyone, at least not willingly. So you should shut your mouth and ask instead of making accusations you stupid, worthless pig!"

"I'm sorry you feel that way" he replied in a VERY icy tone.

"Yeah, well I do." I replied, hanging up the phone.

My cheeks were wet from the tears that were streaming down my face. I looked back out at the ocean, the water looking dreary and uninviting. At that moment, I wanted to run, run out into the ocean and never come back. I'd probably die, but at that moment in time. I didn't even care. I started the engine and backed out of the car-park. I drove down the road with tears running down my face.

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