I Still Love You...

Austin(Ali) has a rough past with many things to haunt her. When a certain boy band comes around, she makes a best friend, and an enemy. She finds herself living the high life with these boys, until one phone call that rips it away and sends their life into a spiral of love, hurt, loss, and forgiveness.

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13. Chapter 12

**Alis pov**

I didn't know where I was going but now that I think about it, it makes perfect sense for me to end up here.

I quickly enter the first empty dance room of Banana-Rama and plug in my phone. The song blares through the speakers as I begin my dance, Letting the world slip away...

"Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play

And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues drawn
It's always darkest before the dawn

And I've been a fool and I've been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around

Our love is questioned, such a mournful sound
Tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues drawn
But it's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

And I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart
'Cause I like to keep my issues drawn
It's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
And given half the chance would I take any of it back
It's a fine romance but it's left me so undone
It's always darkest before the dawn

Oh whoa, oh whoa...

And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't
So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my road
And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope
It's a shot in the dark aimed right at my throat
'Cause looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Well what the hell I'm gonna let it happen to me, yeah

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa"

As I finish the door opens behind me.

"You know... Its ok to talk, or even cry about your past... But you shouldn't run from it"

"what are you doing here Liam." I speak softly, keeping my back to his figure in the doorway.

"Who was that dude?"

"that was Timmy."

"and Timmy is.... An ex?"

I whip around an stare at him. "why does it matter to you! We are barely even friends! I've known you all maybe 2 weeks and you have been nothing but an ASS to me Payne! So if you must know, yes. He is an ex. An ex that I devoted two years of my life to, only to find him in bed with another girl!" As I was speaking I was slowly approaching him. Now right in front of his face I yell, "Ya happy now? Now that you uncovered the thing that hurt me so mu-" I'm cut off by his lips, putting pressure on mine.

This kiss... Felt so wrong. But so right. Anyone could feel the heat building between us as our lips moved in sync and our tongues danced together...

'oh. My. God...' is all I was thinking. But as soon as I realize what was happening, I snapped back and broke the kiss.

"what? What's wrong?" his face dropped.

"I... I can't do this."

"why not? What did I do?" he looked confused and hurt. I place my hand on his shoulder.

"Liam... You didn't do anything. I just... We haven't been great friends and your and international pop star."

"so?"

"so. I'm already getting enough hate and death threats from fans just for being your friend. If they find out I kissed you..."

"well they will only find out if you say yes."

"say yes to what?"

"Ali... I know we haven't been the greatest of friends, but there's something about you. I've been an ass the past two weeks. But I've only been an ass because I was trying to get over Danielle... Ok that's a lie. The first few weeks I was trying to get over Danielle..."

"then what about the week after that?!"

"I was trying not to get to close"

"CLOSE TO WHAT LIAM!!"

"CLOSE TO YOU!! I didn't want to fall for you. But I think... All this, pushing you away shit, I hasn't done me a damn bit of good. Im done trying to stop falling for you..."

"Liam... What are you trying to say?"

"I guess I'm trying to ask you to say yes."

I'm not sure if I want to hear the question. But I plead him to fully ask it anyway. "yes to what Liam. You haven't asked anything."

"you know what I'm trying to ask Ali."

"no Liam. I'm not a mind reader. What the hell are you trying to ask."

"Austin... Will you be my girlfriend?"
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