I'm In Love With You

Samantha has had a rough life. From being abused by her parents, to living on her own at 17. When she gets a recording contract from a big agency, she beings a new lifestyle. She meets many new famous people and has many short "relationships" with them. When she meets One Direction, she thinks will be just like every other relationship she's ever had. She expects them to use her and have nothing more than a one night stand. Falling in love is not an option.

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24. Dying

*Harry's POV*

I couldn't think straight but I got to the hospital and started walking in. Lou had texted me the number of the room Sam was supposedly in. I was starting to worry that this wasn't just Sam begging for attention. But why would she do something like that? I thought she was happy? I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize that I had been walking and I was now at the room. I took a deep breath before opening the door. All of the boys were in there and they turned around as soon as they heard the door open. Sam was laying in the hospital bed, hooked up to a lot of wires and machines. She met my eyes and quickly tears formed as she looked at me. 

"Guys. Can you give us a minute?" Sam asked the boys. They all slowly walked out, glaring at me as they passed. "Hi Harry." She said in a small voice.

"Um hi. Sam...what the hell?" I asked. I hadn't meant to be so blunt about it but it just spilled out of my mouth.

"Please don't be mad at me. I had a good reason." She said as tears began to flow down her cheeks.

"Oh really? Care to tell me?" 

"I can't. Not yet." 

"And why the hell not? I am your boyfriend, remember?" I put extra emphasis on the word boyfriend.

"It's just not the right time to tell you. You're angry."

"Of course I am! You disappear and then when you do come back, you try to fucking kill yourself! Sam do you have any idea how worried i was? About you being gone? About hearing you were in the fucking hospital again? You can't keep doing this to me, Sam. I worry too much when you're not by my side." I confessed. Tears were falling heavily now from her eyes.

"Harry..."

"Sam you mean the world to me. Samantha, I'm in love with you." I told her and I felt as if a weight had been lifted off my shoulders after finally admitting that. I had known I was in love with her from that day in the bedroom, but I hadn't found the right moment to tell her. Maybe this wasn't the right moment either but it was out there now, there was no taking it back. I thought she would be happy and stop crying, but she did the opposite, she cried even harder. "Sam, what's wrong?" I was worried now.

"H-Harry. You can't love me."

"Why do you think that?" 

"Harry I'm so broken, and messed up and I'm no good for you. You deserve someone so much better."

"Sam...you're not broken, you're not messed up, and you're perfect for me. In fact you may be too perfect for me."

"Harry you don't want to love me. I'm just going to end up hurting you."

"Well that's a risk I'm willing to take if it means I get to stay with you a little longer." 

"Harry....I"m dying." She said calmly.

"What? What do you mean? Are you talking about this suicide thing? Cause we can get you help for that, you're not going to die." I said, trying to get her mind away from that.

"No, Harry. I am dying and there's nothing I can do to stop it. Harry I have lung cancer. And it's too late to do anything about it, it's already started to spread to the rest of my body, including my brain."

A weird noise escaped my throat. It sounded like I was choking. 

"Shhh, Haz. It's going to be alright." She said rubbing my arm, trying to calm me. I dropped to my knees and got as close to her bed as possible. I hadn't realized I was crying until she wiped the tears away. It was useless though, more kept coming. 

"Samantha, I promise. I will stay with you. No matter what. i will stay with you till the end. I love you." I said through my sobs and tears. Tears were flowing down her face too.

"I love you too Harry." She whispered before kissing my forehead. I closed my eyes as her lips pressed against my skin. We stayed like that, me on my knees beside her bed, crying with my eyes close and her lips pressed to my forehead for a few long minutes before she pulled away. "Can you go get the other boys? I haven't told them yet." She asked nervously.

I couldn't get any words out, I just nodded then stood up, walking to the door. I found them sitting in the waiting room, Louis and Liam on their phones, Niall eating some chips, and Zayn looked like he was dozing. When Liam looked up and noticed me, they all stood up. I didn't say a word, I just walked back to the room and they followed.

We all stepped in and i noticed that Sam had completely wiped her tears and looked normal, almost happy. I knew it was an act though. She was trying to stay strong, trying to stay strong for all of us. 

"Hi guys." She said cheerfully as we all walked in a sat down, Liam, Niall, and Zayn on the small couch, Louis in the chair beside the bed, and myself at the edge of her bed. 

"Hi" They all said in the same voice at the same time. They didn't look worried.

"I have something really big I have to tell you all." She started. They all waited for her to continue. She looked like she couldn't figure out how to say in in the gentlest way. "Guys....You all know I love you right? And that I would never do anything to hurt you all intentionally, right?" They all nodded cautiously.There was a moment where you could almost feel the tension in the room. 

"I'm dying" as soon as those words left her mouth, I closed my eyes, trying to stop from crying again. I wanted to be like Sam, to stay strong for all of us. 

"What?" Liam asked, they all looked very confused. 

"I have cancer. Lung cancer. And it's starting to spread. It's too late to do anything about it. I'm sorry." She looked at them with tears in her eyes, threatening to spill over. They all stared at her with confused looks that soon changed into horrified looks. Niall burst into tears. Louis dropped to his knees like I had not more that ten minutes ago. LIam sat in the same position, frozen in place. Zayn started crying too. 

We all stayed in those same positions for a couple minutes.

"C'mon guys please say something, you're scaring me." Sam pleaded.

"How?" Louis managed to squeak out. 

"Apparently I had a growth on my lung, it's been there since California, but since I didn't have money for a doctor and my parents didn't care, i ignored it. I constantly had chest pains, but I've been ignoring them for about a year now. I didn't know it was this bad. But by the time, I told someone, which was today, it was too late. The cancer has already spread to my liver, esophogas, stomach and it's starting to get into my brain. There's nothing that can do that will save me." She explained. We all sat silently for a while.Then we were all asking questions. 

We stayed like that for a long time, asking her questions, her asking us questions, trying to make each other laugh, mostly trying to make Sam laugh. 

 

The next day, they let Sam out of the hospital. She had a few medications she could take, mostly for pain. They said now they were just going to try and keep her comfortable. They said she can do anything she wants, but to not overwork herself. She got tired easily so I knew that wasn't going to be a problem. We got back to her flat and we all grouped together and watched movies. We all fell asleep on the couches and the floor that night, none of us wanting to be far away from Sam. She slept with her head in my lap. I couldn't believe the short amount of time I got with this amazing girl. 

She meant everything to me. And I was going to lose her.

 

 

 

 

 

 

(A/N) if you couldn't already tell, this story is coming to an end. There is two more chapters, maybe three if I split the last one up. Either way there's not much of the story left. btw did you guys catch how i put the title in there???? i thought it was pretty creative. anyways the next chapter will be up tonight, maybe the last chapter(s) too. I'm in a writing mood :D please keep commenting, favoriting, and liking!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks so much for being patient, i know it's been forever since i've updated. I love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

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