Destine to be

When Daniella and her boyfriend have a huge break up she walks around the streets. where she run into this guy at a church, who changes her life forever. she starts liking this guy. and when the guy finally asks her out. trouble starts stirring up when her new boyfriend is friends with her ex boy friend. who wants her back.


22. Truth part i

Danny's P.O.V. 

"so what happen back there ?" Ernie asked 

"You saw what happen." I replied

"Danny that's not what I meant and you know it." he responded 

"I know, but ugh why do you want know !!" I yelled 

" I know you Danny!!! I see the way you look at him! " he yelled back 

" And how's that ?" I asked 

"Fear " is all he said 

" You don't know me !" I replied 

" Danny that's a lie, you know damn well that I know you !!" he yelled 

"Well there's things you don't know about me !" I said 

" I know that Danny, now spill!! " he yelled 

"I'm not going to tell you." I respond 

"Yes, you are, you said you will tell me the truth !" he yelled 

"No I didn't !!" I yelled back 

" Yes, you did Danny I want the truth !!" He yelled 

" You wanna know truth about him, well here's the truth I was raped by him and I nearly escaped from him last time I saw him!! everytime he's near I have this panick attack, but I hide it so well, so you guys won't notice!!!" I yelled

" what ?" Is all he said 

" You know what makes it worse is that you are his friend, and I'm just wondering did you know everthing he did to me, if this all a game between you, if you only became my friend to help him. I just wonder ." I say while crying 

" I didn't know Danny please tell me everythig, I promise I will protect you, just tell me." He said 

I stayed quiet for a long time, should I tell him, will he still want to be with me. 

" alright " 

~~~~~~ Flashback ~~~~~~

It was back when we first started to go out, I was waiting for him in the corner of the street, because he always lagged to get ready. And I thought I was the girl in the realationship, I've been waiting for about five minutes untill he arrived. He was wearing white and grey horizontal stripe long sleeve with a cacky pants. Ironic I was wearing the same shirt on for girls and regular skinny jeans, we look at eachother and laughed, we did not plan this. We walked to the bus stop half way because I made him give me a piggy back ride, he called me lazy. I just replied ' I'm not lazy, its just that you here' he laughed at my excuse, but still gave me the piggy back ride. When we got to the bus stop we saw his Ex- girlfriend and she was giving me the death glar. Alex saw what she was doing and he grabbed me by the waist, made me look at him and lean in and kissed me infront of her. I blushed when he did that, he was so nice to me in beginning, that day he bought me my bus ticket, my movie ticket, the pop corn, and my lunch. I didn't let him buy me my shoes though, that was too much for him to buy. 

Our first few months were liked that, we had so many cute moments, him being nice. He would take me out every weekend and walk me home everyday after soccer practice. He would tell me that he loved me, that I was different from the other girls. he said " I love you because you know who I am, I don't have to pretend to be someone else. you seen me when I'm mad, when I'm happy and when I'm sad. I love you because you don't think of me as Alexander the 'hot' guy, you think of me as Alex the dork" . 

It was the first time he told he loved me and I believed him. Because I loved him to, I fell for that dork, the one that will dance out of random, have play fights, he would tickled me to death. He was there when my grandpa almost lost his life, he made sure I was ok. I honestly thought he cared for me, when he found out I stopped eating he made sure I ate. He will make come to his house in the morning and made sure I ate or he will come to mine. 

I was so happy that I was in love with him. We where so happy together, but everything change after that. We just came back from a dinner date, my parents weren't home and well he came in. 

" I love you Danny." he said and kissed me 

He pulled me closer to him and then pick me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and we continue to kiss. He carried me like that till we got to my room, he laid me on the be and then - he got on top of me and we continue to kiss. His hands started to roam around my back under my shirt, he was able to unhook my bra and that's when I broke the kiss. 

" What are you doing?" I asked 

"Baby, we going out for long time, lets take it to the next step" he said 

"I don't know, I'm not ready " I replied 

He came closer and started to tracer with kiss starting from my neck. 

"Al-lex st-top please" I said 

"C'mon baby you know you want to" he said 

"I'm not ready, please respect that " I said 

" Baby, do you love me ?" he asked 

"Yes." I said 

" Baby I love you too, we will start off slow. I promise it won't hurt baby you can trust me. 
Lets just take it to the next level." he said 

"Ok." is all I said 

"Thanks baby." he said and started to kiss me again 

I didn't even know what was going through my head at the time. Why did I said ok to to him, why am I so stupid . 

We where still kissing when his member started to poke me and he started to undo my pants. that's when I grabbed his hand and took them off my pants. 

" I'm sorry, I thought I was ready, but I'm not." I said 

" You said ok !" he raised his voice at me that was the first. 

"I'm not ready please get off me !" I said 

I grabbed his hand and try to get him off me, but he was stronger than me. I was struggling under his grip, his grip was strong. And then that's when it happen he slapped me. 

I grabbed my face, I was in pain and in shocked. he slapped me, he actually slapped me. That's when he got of me I curled up to a ball. 

" Danny. I'm sorry." he said 

But I didn't look at him, i was still shocked that he put his hands on me. That's when he grabbed me by the wrist and made look at him forcefully. 

" Look at me when I'm talking to you!" he yelled 

"Sorry." I replied 

I didn't want him being angrier at me and hurt me again. 

" I'm sorry Baby, it won't ever happen again, it's just that, ugh you frustrate me. One minute you say yes and another you say No! Baby we ready ok trust me." he said 

"I'm sorry you right, babe please forgive me" I said 

I was so stupid, why the hell did I stay with him. Oh yeah I thought I was in love with him. What a stupid mistake!! Well the hitting didn't stop that night, he try to get into my pants more often and everytime I refuse he will hit me. The hits came harder and harder everytime, but I felt it was better to get hit than him take my virginity. Then it happen, I guess he got tire of waitng and me denying him that that 

~~~~~~~ flash back break~~~~~~~~

" Its ok Danny" Ernie said to me 

" its ..its... just... why me... why did it have to happen to me" I cried 

" Danny I...I" He try to say something 

" I know you can't understand Ernie, its just whaat he did to me, after that day I was broken. I would't eat speak, I was Shit. He raped me and I couldn't stop him from forcing himself on me, I felt weak, worthless. " I said 

" Danny, you are not worthless or weak, you tried to protect your self and taking that beating almost everday and still kept going proofs that you are strong. You didn't give up, thats all that matters." He said 

" but I lost Ernie, I lost, how is that any proof that I'm weak?" I said 

" Danny, what did you mean that, you barely escape the last time you where with him?" He asked 

" Do you remember the first day we met?" I ask 

" yeah ?" He responded 

" That day, when you found me walking around in the rain, he broke up with me ." 

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