Cross Love (a Harry Styles fan fiction)

Harry and Zayn are best of friends! They both have one little sister. Keni and Jamie. The girls happen to be best friends too! What happens when they fall in love with their best friends sibling... don't worry though the other boys have some loving too!


13. Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Keni's POV-
It has been a month since I had left. I missed England. I missed Zayn, Jamie, and everybody else, especially Harry. Everything has been going really well. I have made two hit singles. I can't really focus though. It's like something is missing but, I can't really think what. I haven't called any body. I wish I did though. I miss their voices. I miss his voice. I hope he doesn't think I don't. He probably does. Dammit Keni! Give them a call. After I gave my self a motivational speech I picked up my phone and I dialed Harry's number. I needed to hear his voice again.
Thank god he answered. Oh my god he sounds so depressed. Did I really hurt him that much?
"O- oh my go-o-d Keni! Is that you?"
Well he sounded excited. He knows what my voice sounds like. Awww. I miss him so much. I felt a tear slide down my face.
"Yeah, it's me..."
"Oh my god. I can't believe you called! What's up. Some thing wrong? Your not dating anyone are you? Sorry. I'm just happy to hear your voice again!"
If only he knew how much this means to me. To hear his voice. I miss it so much.
"Everything is fine. No nothing is wrong. And no, I am certainly not dating anyone. Why are YOU?!"
Could that have sounded more desperate.
"I miss you. I still love you."
This was not what I wanted him to say.
"Oh Harry. I miss you too but, we can't be together. Why don't you understand."
" NO! What don't you understand. I've locked up myself from everyone else! I've become anti social because of you. You were my everything. You still are, but you left! I'm sorry if I sound selfish but its the truth! I haven't talked to anybody. In interviews I won't answer any questions. It pains me to see you on tv knowing you don't love me anymore!"
I could hear the pain in his voice. I never thought I'd hurt him this much. I knew I still loved him but we can't be. I get enough hate and threats already I don't need double. Maybe I should think of the positive things.
"Harry, I do still love you. But it's just so much I'm not ready to take in. You are and will always be my everything."
"Why can't we make it work? Why Keni? Why?"
"I'm sorry Harry. We just can't. I have to uh. I have to go. Bye Harry."
A lot tears fell from my eyes.
"Keni, I love you!"
That was the last thing he said before I hung up.
-conversation end-
At this point I felt my self crying. I still loved him. He was my everything. All I need is him now. It was nice to hear his voice once more. I cleared my head of all Harry thoughts. It was time to rehearse.
"Keni, honey, baby, were done with rehearsals today! You can go home and rest." my manager said.
"Sounds great! When do I come back?"
"Great see ya then!"
I couldn't get Harry off my mind. I missed him so much. When I got to my car I cried again. At this point I was ready to go home. No I wasn't. I liked living here in New York but, I knew no one here. I had no friends but I had tons of fans! I like the fact I have supporting fans. I haven't been exactly getting hate though. It's just every time I log onto twitter a couple people keep saying she better back off my man, or if she gets with Harry I will kill her. That's one of the reason why I don't want to go with him again. I found out I was ready for all the fame. Maybe I'm just sacred. Scared? What are you scared of Keni? I asked myself. Maybe scared of getting hurt. People keep telling me things and I tell myself don't listen to it but, I can't help it! It gets to me. I love him so much that I don't want him hurting me. Words can't explain. Maybe it's time I flew back and saw my family. I have to take risks and, if I want to be with the love of my life ,I have to see him!
When I got home I immediately started packing. I called the pick up guys to take all the furniture and donate it to who ever needs it. I figured I wouldn't be coming back. I called my manager and told her I wanted to transfer. She sounded kind of sad because I was leaving her. She said I was one of her best clients. Haha sure, I thought to myself. I was finally done with all my packing. I made some lunch and I got onto my laptop. I typed England airline tickets. With my luck there was one leaving at 5 pm today. I did my little happy dance. It was only 12 pm here so I had about three hours before I was to leave. I decided to log onto twitter since I haven't been on for a while. My mentions were blowing up of follow me and stuff. I clicked a few follow buttons here and there. I saw a lot that Harry had sent me. He has been trying to get a hold of me but I would never answer but, these ones were new.
@harrystyles: @iLoVeMYhAzZa671she called me!!! I miss her

@harrystyles: I wonder if she still cares @iLoVeMYhAzZa671

@harrystyles: @iLoVeMYhAzZa671 I still love you

@harrystyles: @iLoVeMYhAzZa671 please take me back.

I felt another tear slide down myself. He was truly, madly, deeply in love with me.
I went to me timeline and all I saw trending was #Kerri. Just the thought that people wanted us together made me smile. I couldn't wait to see the love of my life again.
I decided to type a tweet!

Cant wait to go back were I came from! Love you all xx

So I see #Kerri trending! How bad you want us together?? I want to know ;p xx

@harrystyles ready for me to come home xx

@zaynmalik I miss you bro! Better be ready to pick me up from the air port xx

@harrystyles @zaynmalik mah flight leaves at 5 pm :) xx

Soooo excited to go back home xD xx

My mentions were blowing up again. A lot still said to follow them but, most of these were retweeted and favored and replies. So many people wanted us back together. There this one tweet that stood out.
@iLoVeMYhAzZa671 @harrystyles please get back together. I look up to both you.
I pressed her follow button.
After that, I spent minutes looking at my @ name. It brought great memories. I remembered it was the time Harry had took my phone that day we were play "fighting". You know that day he found out I liked him and stuff. He changed my whole twitter. My @ name, profile picture, bio and password! I couldn't get in and that's how I found out. The only thing I changed after that was my profile picture. When he had changed it, it was him. Now it was us. Everything else was perfect and no lie. I did love my Hazza. My bio says. The love of my life @harrystyles. I love him so much and I'm obsessed with him <3. I didn't care it was perfect. My password was the best of all. Our passwords were the same. I knew his and he knew mine. I had nothing to hide. I looked back at the clock and it was already 3. Wow, time flew by. I got im my limo and went to the airport. When I got there so many fans were there. It was a mixture unlike One Direction's fan where as they are all mostly girls. Haha suckers. I had time to sign autographs and take pictures so that's exactly what I did. The last picture I took, the girl spoke to me.
"Miss, please get back together with Harry. When you first broke up, it broke my heart and I was crying. I don't like to see my role models sad." I hugged her and left. I saw many posters that said Kerri. So many fans yelling Kerri. Did they ship is that much? I was so great full. Now I was going to get back what I had in the first place. His heart.

(A/N) hey my lovely readers. Well here is your chapter. I'm sad to say this story is almost over. Don't I have another one I want to write. I think you are going to love it. Just so you know yes I used @ name for the story. And no I was not going to tell you the password because 1. It's was going to be a fake password
2. I want no one hacking me so yeah.
I hope you like it! Please tell your friends to read it!!! Oh and follow me on twitter @iLoVeMYhAzZa671
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Love you guys xx
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