Cross Love (a Harry Styles fan fiction)

Harry and Zayn are best of friends! They both have one little sister. Keni and Jamie. The girls happen to be best friends too! What happens when they fall in love with their best friends sibling... don't worry though the other boys have some loving too!


12. Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Jamie's POV-
"Yeah, no that is not happening!" I told Keni! First Harry then Keni! Hell to the no! No one is leaving this mother fucking place! All the girls were at her place. She had just told us some very important news. She's going to leave! My Bestfriend is going to leave me! No I will not let that happen! I can't.
"Hey Keni, why do you want to leave anyway?" Natalie said as bitchy as she could.
"I don't know. While I was talking to you about how I'm not ready for all this I guess Harry overheard our conversation. I don't know what to do! I don't want Harry quitting the band-" she said then was rudely interrupted.
"Holddafaquup ( hold the fuck up)" Angela said, "he's leaving?! How come no one told me this before!"
"Oh my god Angela your late!" Caitlyn stated!
"Well not my fault!" She answered
" GIRLS! THIS IS NOT THE TIME!" Keni yelled. I can tell she was really stressed out. I could tell she was really confused. I could tell she didn't want to leave my brother. She didn't want to break his heart and I know my Bestfriend well enough that if she really loves some one, it takes her forever to get over him, and she loves Harry. When she breaks up with him it's going to be a bad idea. She then will really not focus. Why can't she see that the only way for her career to kick ass if is she stays with Harry. He is our goal, which is why I will not make them break up and I will make sure as hell none of them leaves England. Ding! I got it! I will prepare Keni for all the things she isn't ready for. I will get the boys and Perla to help. They can talk to her about what to look for and how to handle it. I will get all my friends and every one else's friends to act like crazed fans. This is going to help a lot! And I had exactly THREE HOURS to make this work before she gets on that plane! Keni was long gone by now. I suppose she is telling the boys and packing. I went to the mall after everyone left.
~your hand fits in mine like its made just for me but bare this in mind it was meant to be~ my phone started ringing.
"Is Keni with you?"
"No, I thought she was with you. Did you check the other boys or Simon?"
"Yeah, she's no where to be found! I'm freaking out!"
"Okay Harry, calm down we will find her!"
-Ding ding-
"Hold on Harry someone else is calling."
"It's Zayn! Can you come over ASAP! With Harry to! It's important! And it has to do with Keni!"
"Okay be over in five!"
"Bye love you!"
"Love you to babe, bye"
"Yeah, I'm still here."
"Meet me at Zayn's ASAP! I think he knows where Keni is."
"Okay I'm coming!"
"Bye dork!"
Dear Zayn,
I figured you'd find this after I had left. I have decided to go back to the US. It's for the best. Trust me. I can't have any distractions. I don't want any one to get hurt. I don't want to get hurt. I'm going back to the US to start off my career. I will be living in New York. Please tell Jamie I love her, she will always be my Bestfriend and nothing will tear us apart. Tell Perla, Caitlyn, Angela, and Natalie that I love them and I'm sorry I had to do this. Tell the boys that I love them too, and not to worry. At this point I am crying. This is not what I want to do but I have too! If I told you the real time I was leaving I know you guys would have tried to stop me. I'm sorry. And please Zayn could you tell Harry, I'm sorry for everything. I tried to be the best girlfriend I could. I just didn't want him to feel hurt. I didn't want him to quit his dream just for me. I LOVE him to death! I love you Harry Styles! I'm so sorry. Bye guys. I love you all with all my heart.

As I was reading her letter I started to tear up. I didn't let Harry read it though. I wanted him to read after and alone. Not with me. "Harry?"
"Yeah..." He said as sad as he could sound.
"You can read it now..." as I watched him read the note I could tell he wanted to cry. He was my brother. From the look on his face, he wanted to break apart. Keni was the love of his life, and he was hers. I was crying myself. I saw Harry get off her bed and came walking towards me. He opened his arms and I fell right into them. He held me in his arms and we both started crying. Zayn had come in into her room. All of her things were still here except her clothes. I can't believe it. My best friend is gone.

Harry's POV-
I want to break down into tears. My girlfriend is gone. She actually left. This is all my fault! I will blame every single stupid little thing on myself. Every thing that has happened is my fault. I am the reason the love of my life has left. I feel so stupid, I feel angry. I grabbed my keys , walked out of Zayn's house, and left. I finally reached my destination. I got out my car and entered the two doors.
"Harreh!" the bartender said.
"Hit me!"
"The usual?"
"JUST HIT ME! Like literally just hit me! Kill me for all I care!"
"Nah man... You alright? Go home and get some rest. No drinks for you tonight."
"JUST FUCKING HIT ME! YOU KNOW WHAT NEVER MIND! Hey you little lady want a little Harry tonight?" I said with a wink. Why do I always do this? When I get mad I go to a bar, get drunk, and get some girl I have no feelings for and sleep with her. I wasn't exactly angry. I was upset. There was a girl not even half as beautiful as Keni standing right next to me waiting for me to take her home and fuck her. Hell NO! I finally have permission to date one of my best mates sisters and I am not about to mess that up! "I'm sorry honey, maybe you can get a little of Harry some other time..." I told the girl and in my head I was thinking NOT. I walked back to bartender and apologized to him. " I'm sorry man. I didn't mean to take out my anger on you. Please forgive me?"
" I accept your apology. I get it, you have so issues going on right now. Just go home and get some rest?" he said. If only he knew. I can't get any rest without her by my side. She was my everything now I am nothing.
-one month later-
With out her I am absolutely nothing. I haven't been myself lately. I wouldn't answer the the questions they asked me. We had just had a recent interview and everything the interviewer asked I said no comment. I wasn't talking. I wasn't eating. I wasn't going out with the boys. I haven't answered my calls. I haven't been on twitter. Keni hasn't even called me. Every time I wanted to watch the news they were always talking about her. Every time I walk down the streets her face is alway every where I turn. Every face I saw she was there. I couldn't get her out of my mind. It's been over a month. Why hasn't she called me. She didn't want to see me anymore? Did she not want to hear my voice. Does she still care? I didn't care about anything now a days. A part of me was missing, gone, broken. I wish I could see her in person. It's been a month and she has two songs out. That's incredible, but I just couldn't be happy. The boys have been desperately trying to cheer me up. Nothing. I turned on my tv and once again she was there. I noticed I began to tear up. I have literally change my life. I haven't drank and I didn't sleep with a girl I had no feelings for. Everything I had done was because of her. I didn't want to hurt her. I didn't want to be on tv and while she was watching she would see me and the news would have been bad. I missed her. Badly.

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