Cross Love (a Harry Styles fan fiction)

Harry and Zayn are best of friends! They both have one little sister. Keni and Jamie. The girls happen to be best friends too! What happens when they fall in love with their best friends sibling... don't worry though the other boys have some loving too!

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11. Chapter 11

Chapter 11
Sorry this is late guys but here is your chapter!!


Harry's POV-
I couldn't believe it. I mean I couldn't blame her. But pretty soon she'll be going through this. And soon I will be going through hate for being her boyfriend. Guys will be all over her and I. I don't want to lose Keni. She's everything to me. We can do this together I thought. Just hearing her talk to her friend made me upset. I feel like I'm pushing her to fast. I know she's ready to be my girlfriend but she isn't ready for all the popularity, fame, or hate. She isn't ready for any of that. She shouldn't have to feel that way. In a way I feel guilty because somehow I feel I am the reason she isn't ready. I want to be with her, but the way it seems, it looks like she doesn't want to be with me because of all the pressure. If I force her into this relationship it'll make me feel like I'm pressuring her. I don't want to pressure her, you know why? Because, pressure. Pressure leads to stress, stress leads to depression, and depression leads to hurting yourself in temporary or permanent ways! I don't want her to go through that! I don't know what to do anymore! I want Keni to stay with me and I can't do that unless she isn't getting hated on. So many things going on in my head right now! Things are like, left, right, up, down, this way, that way. It felt as if I was in another world. A world where someone had left me to think of what I was going to do. It took hours and hours to think of this. If I really wanted to be with Keni, then there was one thing I had to do. I picked up my phone, dialed Simons number, and spoke.

*Two hours later*

"YOU WANT TO WHAT!" Simon yelled!
"You heard me the first time." I said as calmly as I could.
"Harry do you not realize what you are doing?" Zayn said.
"Yes Zayn, I do"
"I DON'T THINK YOU DO! BECAUSE IF YOU DID YOUR BIG HAIRY HEAD OF YOURS WOULD HAVE CLEARLY TOOK THE TIME TO THINK TO YOURSELF THAT SHE WILL BE DOING THE SAME THING AS US IN A COUPLE MONTHS!"
"Zayn.." As I started
"NO! LET ME FINISH! IF YOU LEAVE THIS BAND NOW, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK SHE'LL TAKE YOU IN WHEN SHE WILL BE FAMOUS AND YOU WILL NOT! IT WILL BE THE SAME ASS PROBLEM THAT YOU ARE HAVING NOW, ONLY DIFFERENCE IS, IT'S GOING TO BE HER THINKING! HER! NOT YOU! HER! Now I am done! You can continue talking!"
"BLOODY FUCKING HELL HARRY!" Louis yelled.
"REALLY HARRY! I'm sorry Zayn, I love your sister and all but HARRY! Are you FUCKING KIDDING ME! All for a girl who in a couple months will be just as famous as us!" Niall yelled!
"What about you Liam! Do you have anything to add?" I said bitterly.
"No. If you don't care, then I don't care either! Go ahead and leave! I don't bloody fucking care!" Liam said without a care in the world.
"These boys are right Harry." Simon told me. "Go home and sleep on it, and you know what you should do before making the permanent decision?"
"What?" I said as I rolled my eyes.
"Ask Keni, ask her for her opinion. She is the girl your willing to do this for right?"

Keni's POV-
"HARRY, YOU WANT TO WHAT?! NO! I WON'T LET YOU! ABSOLUTELY NOT! " I yelled. As the words left his mouth I felt like I had been stabbed. I wouldn't let him leave. No, not for me. Those word kept replaying on and on in my head. "Keni, I'm going to leave the band. Not just for me, but for us." I couldn't let Harry leave. No! I just won't allow it. He and the boys have gone so far with their careers and Harry will not ruin it for them because of me. Maybe I shouldn't be here. I should be somewhere else ready to start my own career. I need to get away. I need to stay away from boys, pressure, and all that good stuff. I can't, all I need to do is have my full attention on singing. I need no distraction whats so ever, and Harry is definitely a big no no. I'll like to make my own music and not have anyone else write it for me. They can give me ideas but not the whole song and if I want that, then I have to get a break from Harry. This is not what I want to do, but if it makes my career a big successes then it's what I have to do. I'm going to move out of England and go back to the United States. I will start out there. I will fit in perfectly and I won't get trampled over by people because I don't have an accent. Sadly, I will get trampled over by girls and guys all bitching at me for being Harry Style's girl- oh yeah I forgot EX- girlfriend. I have to break up with him. I can't let him live like this. I mean he wants to quit the band because of me. So this is the right thing to do. Maybe I should tell Jamie before anyone else and then go ahead and tell Perla, Caitlin, Angela, Natalie, and then Simon, then the boys. This is not what I want to do but I have to. The sound of the dial pad made me nervous then ever before. While texting Jamie and asking her to come over I thought of something brilliant. Well, it's not so much brilliant, but it makes my life easier.

To: BESTIE <3333
Message: hey can u come over? It's important. And of you can, can u txt perla and ask to come over as well? Oh and tell her not to tell Liam anything, cause then he'll want to come and I don't want him to. Thnx love u bestfriend! :)

While I wait for Jamie to text back I thought I'd text the other girls on a group message.
To: Natalie, Caitlin,Angela
Message: can u come over in a couple mins? Please it's urgent! Thnx!

Ding,
Ding,
Ding,
Ding,
Dang, I got four text messages all at once.

From:BESTIE <3333
Message: yeah I'll be over in few and texted Perla

To: BESTIE <3333
Message: Kk thnx see ya in a bit...

From: P-dawg :p
Message: yeah I'll come. Y don't u want Liam to know huh huh jk :p

To: P-dawg :p
Message: you'll know when u get here...

From:Natalie
Message: Kk be over in a few

To: Natalie
Message: Kay :)

From: Caitlin
Message: should I tell Harry to come with? I'm at his place...

To: Caitlin
Message: NO PLEASE DON'T but thnx anyway :)

From: Angela
Message: Sure thing girl

To: Angela
Message: haha okay :) thnx so much

Thank god they are all coming. I thought I would tell them all at once to make everything easier. This isn't going to be easy.


(A/N) Did you expect that ? I bet you didn't. Or did you? Haha I don't know. Well I have decided that I'm ending this book in a couple more chapters. Maybe four or five more chapters. Then I will start my new story. But don't be sad. Lol. Antyways I am sorry I take forever to write just one chapter but its just my schedule is so hectic. Since we only have three days of school next week I plan on writing chapter 12 and uploading maybe Sunday. I'm pretty sure I will. Umm please tell people about my story. Post it EVERYWHERE where you have a social account. Tell all your friends! Vote! Fan! Comment! B. T. dubbs thanks for the comments. They do make me feel better. Well I have to go practice a monolouge for my drama class. Lates! Hehe ooohh I forgot! Follow me me on twitter @iLoVeMYhAzZA671
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Well I think that is it. Bye guys love ya xx
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