"Forever and Always." he said while giving me my new promise ring. It has been the best 2 years of my life with him but now all down the drain. I didn't think a orange letter could pain me so much. That was three years ago and I am still a bit Broken but a little healed with the help of my new fiance, Max Walls. I am not ready to face him and probably never but I know I will be completly healed after the wedding, next month. I don't want to be Broken but I am still. Broken........

Hiiii!!!! So some of you are probably wondering who that HE is, well i can't tell you! It's a mystery!!! You must read and later on in the fanfiction you will find out. I did this so I could make cliffhangers because I love you guys!!!! haha!! Please leave some comments telling me what you think!!! Thank you!!!!
Jenn XXX :D


8. Memories still hurt



//memories//       "I love you." That was the very first time he had ever said that. It shocked me that he said it.
"I love you too." I said back. Those words shocked me but were true? Was I even in love like i thought?    //end of memories//


I snapped back into reality and Phoebe knew I was shocked.
"Anywho. Do you want to see my new highkick?" Pheobe and I are actors and she was trying out for a new action movie with Bruce Willis. She had to learn how to do a perfect highkick in time for the audition. I was auditioning for a romance movie starring Justin Timberlake. I have been in a movie with him and well we had sex and he isn't that bad.
"Okay." I replied. She got ready and kicked her leg up but what she really did was kick my nose. I winced in pain and felt the blood trickle down my mouth like i was sucking some blood. I was a bloody disaster. Pheobe started panicking and yelling stuff that i couldn't quite make out.
"I'm fine." I said while wincing again. I knew she didn't believe me because she threw tissues at me and rushed me to the car. Everything else was a blur until we got to the emergency room. My nose hurts like crazy and all i could think about was the first time he said i love you to me.
"I NEED DR. WALLS!!!!" Pheobe yelled while i was being rushed everywhere. These nurses lead us to a room with the words Walls in block letter.

We went inside and saw Max on his computer.
He slowly turned his head toward our direction and panicked from all the blood dripping down my face.
"What the hell happened?" He said while checking out my nose.
"Long story. But i kicked her nose by accident." Pheobe said while apologizing over and over again.
"Its fine pheobs." i said. Max continued to check my nose and the bleedy finally came to a stop.
"Your nose is broken." He said.
"Its all my fault!!!!! I am so sorry!!!"
"I told you its fine. Stop worrying and stop apologizing. Its fine seriously." I said. She nodded her head but still had on a guilty face. My nose was giving off pain while Max bandaged it up.
"Ow ow ow!" i said while he continued.

He finished bandaging my nose up.
"I will be right back." Max said while leaving the room. Pheobe left to go to the washroom while i just sat on the little bed in the room. I swung my legs back and fourth, waiting for them to return.

I got bored easily and wanted to do some investigating. Maybe find something interesting. I got off the bed and quietly made my way out of the tiny room. What caught my attention was that i heard my name. Curiosity made me follow the noise of someones voice. The voice led me to a big silver door. I pressed my ear against the door.
"Its like she just made her way back to my brain. I always want to know how she is. I want to go back in the past and be able to hold her again." I heard someone said.
That voice sounds so familiar. Was it him?
I opened the door slightly and tried to see who it was but i made no success.
"Hello?" someone said that made my knees grow weak.
"Uh sorry. Wrong room."
I heard shuffling and someone walked toward my direction. His face, his eyes, his smile, his hair, and everything about him made me fall to the ground. I wanted to scream and cry at that moment but i wouldn't let myself. Tears threatend to fall and i couldn't stand up. I slowly looked up and saw the tears already flowing down his beautiful face. All the pain that i hid in myself came out. I wanted to run in his long arms and feel his warmth and love all over again. He looked different but he was still the same boy i fell in love with.
He slowly crouched down and the tears kept falling.
"Bells." he barely whispered. I didn't reply. I just continued to hold the tears back.
He was wearing sweats and a white v–neck shirt, see through so you could see his abbs.
"How have you been beautiful?" He said. I couldn't take it anymore. I let all the tears fall down and let out loud sobbs. I even screamed some. He put his hand on my back but I quickly snapped at him.
"Stop! Don't touch me! I am doing bad okay! You thought everything was going to be okay when you left but guess what? You were fucking wrong!" I yelled making him jerk his hand off. I wanted him to feel the same pain.
"I love you bells! I will never stop. That was the worst mistake i ever made. I hurt you and i know but we can start over.Fate brought us back together so we could start over." the tears came out fast and all i wanted was him to shut up. I started laughing through my sobbs.
"I am engaged Harry."


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