"Forever and Always." he said while giving me my new promise ring. It has been the best 2 years of my life with him but now all down the drain. I didn't think a orange letter could pain me so much. That was three years ago and I am still a bit Broken but a little healed with the help of my new fiance, Max Walls. I am not ready to face him and probably never but I know I will be completly healed after the wedding, next month. I don't want to be Broken but I am still. Broken........

Hiiii!!!! So some of you are probably wondering who that HE is, well i can't tell you! It's a mystery!!! You must read and later on in the fanfiction you will find out. I did this so I could make cliffhangers because I love you guys!!!! haha!! Please leave some comments telling me what you think!!! Thank you!!!!
Jenn XXX :D


18. I can't let this happen again.

"But I don't want to go Harry. I haven't really had a chance to talk to Phoebe or Liam. It's only three nights. Please. You can go to the resort without me. And your going with Louis and Zayn. You guys can catch up. I'm hogging you to myself and you and I need to talk to our friends too." I said while giving him my puppy dog eyes. He was going to the mountains and well, I'm not a fan at all. I hate the cold and climbing. I like the ground and warm air. He sighed and finally gave in. "Fine. But I will miss you so much. We are leaving tomorrow and I don't think I can make it without you." He said while giving me a hug. "I will miss you a lot too but just three days and we will be together again." "I guess so." "Don't be sad. Be happy while we are together. And you have tours that I can't go to every time so we are just preparing our selves for what comes in the future. But we will always find a way back. Always." I said while giving a little peck on his cheeks. "Now c'mon. Lets get you packed for tomorrow." I said while patting his chest. He sighed again and we walked up the clear spiral stairs that were attached to Harry's flat. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ next morning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I love you." I said while he squeezed me half to death. "I will miss you so much. And I love you too." I stood on my tippy toes and gave him a gentle peck on his cheek. He then lifted me up and kissed me with passion and love. I gladly kissed him back and smiled against his lips. He spun me around and I giggled a little. We pulled apart and he stared into my brown orbs. "I will miss you so much." "It's only three days babe. But I will miss you too." He kissed me lightly on the cheek and closed the door. I guess he is gone now. I really do feel empty without him. Hmmm wow. I looked down at myself and saw that I was still wearing my playboy bunny pajamas. Harry gave it to me and well I gave him a goodbye present last night. I decided to go upstairs and get ready for the day that comes. I walked into the washroom and started the shower. ------------------------------------------——————————------------ I stepped out of the steaming shower and looked at my naked body in the mirror. I saw my abbs on my stomach from taking jogs every morning and the self defense classes I take. I saw that I was fully developed and a grown woman now. I couldn't believe that it has been three years and I look different. My face has matured and my attitude did too. My body is grown and I was fully developed all over my body. Maybe I wasn't ready to be a adult but I was. I can't change time. It sucks because the older I get, my life gets harder. Acting is fun but sometimes difficult. I wish life was easy. And I knew Harry was wrong because when I look at myself. I see someone who is ugly and self conscious. I'm not insecure anymore but I was self conscious. I just couldn't believe that I turned out like this. And my name didn't even fit my description. I loved how my body turned out but it just wasn't me. And my face is still tear stained because I still cry when Harry isn't around. It was Max who made me cry. He would call me every night begging me to come back and I............... Answer every single time. I shook my head and walked to my room. I grabbed a white sundress that was wavy at the end. It was a v cut so my boobs were noticeable and darker white lines that went down. I slipped on my navy blue toms and started doing my hair. I let my hair down but scrunched the bottom so it was curly at the ends. I put on very light makeup so it looked like I wasn't going over the top and started texting Phoebe and Liam. To Li Li<3: hey! Lets hang out today. Sounds good? I waited for about 5 minutes before my iPhone dinged. Li Li<3: Sounds brill. What time do you want me to come over? And if Phoebe wants a ride, I can pick her up. To Li Li<3: Come as soon as you can. And I can ask Phoebe. I then typed Phoebe's number. To Phoebs: HEY!! Liam is coming over. How about you? She answered very quickly after I sent it. I guess she was right beside her phone. Phoebs: yeah!! Would love to come!! To Phoebs: Awesome!! Liam offered to come pick you up. Do you want him too? I turned on the Telly and started to watch American TV since I love there shows. Phoebs: sure! Sounds good. What time will he pick me up? To Li Li<3: Phoebe said she would love it if you picked her up. What time will you pick her up? I picked cupcake wars because I am fascinated with cooking. I wish I could cook all the time but I don't have that much time to cook. Li Li<3: In about 10 minutes. See you soon love! :* To Phoebs: he will pick you up in about 10 minutes. Sounds good? To Li Li<3: Okay! Bye! :* xxx I saw how lovely the cupcakes looked and I became jealous. I could make that if I tried but like I said I don't have that much time. Phoebs: Brill! I locked my phone and started munching on some nearby Pringles. The door swung opened and Phoebe and Liam walked inside. "Hey lovely." I heard Phoebe said. "Hey guys! I'm just watching a cooking show if you would like to join." They both sat down on the couch and my eyes were glued to the TV. I didn't even look at them because my attention was literally glued to the Telly. "So what are we going to do this afternoon?" Phoebe asked. "I was thinking that we could go pick Niall up and decide from there. But I have to ask Niall first. Soooo........." I turned my attention off the Telly and looked at Liam. "Will you call him." "Yeah." "Thanks!" He dialed his number and held the black berry up to his ear. I heard it ring a couple of times before he answered. "Hey Nialler. Do you wanna hang out with Bella, Phoebe and I?............... Please. You just gotta get over it.................. It will be fun mate............. Thank you!! We will pick you up soon!............" Then Liam hung up. "Okay. He said yes. Lets go before Bella gets attached." "But it's almost finished." I whined. Liam and Phoebe got up and started to leave while I just sat there and stared at the Telly. "C'mon Bella!" Phoebe said. "In a sec." Liam came towards me and lifted me up. "We are not waiting all day for you to finish watching Telly." I whined some more and tried to get out of his grip. But I couldn't. He turned of the Telly and we left. "Not fair Li Li!" I said like a little girl would say. Liam just started laughing along with Phoebe. Niall's POV "Hey Nialler. Do you wanna hang out with Bella, Phoebe and I?" "Sorry. I'm a bit busy." I said and looked down at my Mac book that laid in front of me. "Please. You just gotta get over it" "I know but i'm in love!" "It will be fun mate" I sighed. "Fine. I will go." "Thank you!! We will pick you up soon!" "Bye." I said and heard him hang up. I didn't want to steal Bella. And if Harry hard the thoughts in my head, I would be a dead man. But it's hard not to love her. Everything about her made me fall hard. I didn't want to but it just happened. I quickly got dresses into something casual and brushed my hair a bit. I ate some chips then was ready to go. It didn't take long after when the doorbell rang. "Hey guys!" I said and walked out of my flat. "Hey Nialler." Bella said with a welcoming smile. God that smile. That smile got me twisted in love. We all got into Liam's car and started our way to wherever. "So where are we going Liam?" I asked. Liam was driving while phoebe sat in the passengers and Bella sat beside me. "Bella. Where are we going?" Liam asked. "I was thinking the mall." "Sounds good to me." I said. Phoebe and liam nodded their heads and we went towards the mall. Liam's POV I knew Niall had big feelings towards Bella. Niall told me everything. I could see that Niall was not relaxing in the back seat. He was all tensed up sitting by her. So I started a conversation with Phoebe so that Bella and Niall could start one. Maybe he would start opening up to her. But not like last time, I can't let him kiss her again. Harry would literally kill Niall. And I can't let that happen.

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