"Forever and Always." he said while giving me my new promise ring. It has been the best 2 years of my life with him but now all down the drain. I didn't think a orange letter could pain me so much. That was three years ago and I am still a bit Broken but a little healed with the help of my new fiance, Max Walls. I am not ready to face him and probably never but I know I will be completly healed after the wedding, next month. I don't want to be Broken but I am still. Broken........

Hiiii!!!! So some of you are probably wondering who that HE is, well i can't tell you! It's a mystery!!! You must read and later on in the fanfiction you will find out. I did this so I could make cliffhangers because I love you guys!!!! haha!! Please leave some comments telling me what you think!!! Thank you!!!!
Jenn XXX :D


10. Hurt you left me (Bella's POV)

"Max....." I slightly whispered. The tears ran down my cheeks faster and I knew Max was waiting for a explanation but I can't fight back. I wanted to kiss Harry badly and he was my first love but I was in love with Max. I was on the verge of breaking into tiny peices of nothing. Harry sat in front of me and looked hurt but tried not to show it.
"I'm Harry." He said with a tiny wave. Max didn't answer. He just continued to stare at me with hurt.
"Excuse me Harry." I said while running to Max. I dragged him to the hall to give us privacy.
"Why?" Max said through his now falling tears.
"Am I not enough. I gave you all my love and you go kiss some celebrity."
"Its not what it seems. He was my first love but I love you so much! He was just my love three years ago. I promise that I love you more than anything! I am so sorry that I did that. I didn't mean it. You are the one I love not him. He means nothing to me!" I said through my heavy and constant flowing tears.
"Pick. If he was your first love, you still love him. I know you do so pick."
"I pick you!!!!" I said.
"I will give you a week to decide." He said and gave me a gentle kiss on my cheek and walked away while crying.

I fell to the ground and cried into my hands as loud as I could. I loved Max so mich but he was right. I still loved Harry but that would change after the wedding. Just one more month!!!
The silver door opened slowly and I heard him sit down in front of me.
"Are you okay? I heard everything."
Great he heard me say that I don't love him anymore. Why did I ever have to break my nose.
"What do you think!" I said. He flinched a little.
"Sorry. Why don't you come to my flat and I make you feel better, and you can choose." He whispered the last part but I heard it.
"Harry I can't. I choose Max. I'm sorry but it's true. I love him now, not you. You were LIKE a long summer love and now it's over. It has been for 3 years and I am now barely holding on. I am struggling and this would never happened if I never saw you in the first place. I am getting married in 1 month and I choose him." I said while my tears became a stop.
"You do love me still! I know you do. You just can't admit it to yourself!" I did the worst thing I ever dreamed of. I ripped off my promise ring and threw it at him.
"I don't love you anymore! See! Done! You were never there for me! You left me with all the pain and broke me! I am not the same little girl who had those little dreams. I am living my dreams now. I am getting married to the one I love and I am acting! It's over Harry!" I said. I was now looking him straight in the eyes and my vision was a bit blurry. He looked at me with hurt and before I could say anymore, his lips were moving against mine. I kissed back and I felt love. True love. I never felt this way with Max and that scared me a little.
The love was strong and I felt completely healed and happy again but I didn't show any emotion but he couldn't see it since we were closing our eyes. I pulled away.
"I need to think Harry." I said. I was about to run but he caught my arm first.
"Here." He said while handing me my promise ring. I held it and ran out of the building. I had no more tears so my face was just stained. I slipped on the ring and ran to a taxi. I didn't know where to go so I picked the least expected place. Niall's place.


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