You're All I Ever Wanted And More....

My name's Janelle. I'm 16 year's old and I go to high school in New York City. My brother is the most popular guy in school. He gets all the girls along with his 4 best friends. You see, everyone cares about Harry Styles but when it comes down to me, Janelle Styles... I could kill myself and not one person in my school would notice or even worse care. My brother doesn't want to ruin his rep so just like everyone else he bully's me. I just deal with it.. because he's my brother. His 4 best friends use to be my best friends as well. I was always closer to Zayn. He always understood me and helped me. But now that they're all grown up, I'm nothing but a stupid little junior.

***THE BOYS ARE NOT FAMOUS IN THIS***

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4. Chapter 4

***Janelle's POV***

I knocked on the door lightly and waited for my mom to answer.

"Living room. Now." She sounded angry. I sighed and sat on the couch across from Harry.

"What the hell happened today? First of all, you disappeared to Krysta's house without even actually asking."

"Mom.." I tried to calm her down.

"You're grounded Janelle. 1 month. Where's your phone? Laptop as well." She held out her hand. I looked over at Harry who had on the innocent face.

"Are you FUCKING KIDDING ME?!" I stood up from the couch. "HE DOES NOTHING BUT FUCKING MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE IN SCHOOL MOM! TELL HER HARRY, TELL HER WHAT YOU FUCKING DO TO ME! OH YEAH AND HE HAD A PARTY ON FRIDAY WHILE YOU WERE IN BIMINI!" I felt my face get hot with anger.

"YOU KNOW WHY I DO IT JA-"

"BECAUSE YOU WANT TO FUCKING KEEP YOUR REPUTATION! GUESS WHAT IN 20 YEARS IT WON'T MATTER HARRY! IT WON'T!" I threw myself on the couch and pulled my knees up to my chest. I sobbed. "Everything you do Harry... It hurts me." I rolled up my sleeve revealing my cuts. "It's not just you either. It's Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn too. I can't take it anymore Haz. It's killing me inside and out. It's making me feel worthless." I covered my face with my hair.

"This is all true Harry?" Our mother paced the room in shock.

"I'm sorry Janelle..." He mumbled.

"SORRY DOESN'T CUT IT HARRY! YOU'RE SI-" 

"Mom stop." I cut her off. "I've been dealing with this for 3 years. I hid it from you because unlike Harry, I know how to love him and protect him. As siblings, that's what we're suppose to do. I can't be mad at him for what he does. He's my brother and I'm always going to love him. Let's just... take this day by day." I wrapped my arms around her. Harry face was buried in his hands. I let go of mom and wrapped my arms around him. "Don't cry." I kissed his forehead.

"Janelle... I didn't know. I had no idea." He pulled me into his chest.

"It's okay. You can ignore me in school... Just no more humiliating me. Please." I chewed on my lip.

"Alright." His voice was still shaky. I hugged him again and made my way up to my room.

...

(Lunch at school the next day)

"So what did you do this weekend?" Tatiana asked me as we walked out of the café back to our seats. 

"Nothing." I shrugged. Liam and Zayn were headed my way. Zayn smiled at me and than winked. I smiled back at him.

"What the hell was that?!" Tatiana punched my arm.

"Nothing!" I laughed. I sat down at the table next to Krysta.

"Janelle and Zayn have a thing." Tatiana teased me.

"We do not!" I threw my hands up. Everyones eyes were on me. "We don't!" I shrieked.

"He's gorgeous." Krysta sighed.

"I know. Harry though... God." She giggled.

"Ew stop." I pretended to puke. It can be our dirty little secret.

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