You're All I Ever Wanted And More....

My name's Janelle. I'm 16 year's old and I go to high school in New York City. My brother is the most popular guy in school. He gets all the girls along with his 4 best friends. You see, everyone cares about Harry Styles but when it comes down to me, Janelle Styles... I could kill myself and not one person in my school would notice or even worse care. My brother doesn't want to ruin his rep so just like everyone else he bully's me. I just deal with it.. because he's my brother. His 4 best friends use to be my best friends as well. I was always closer to Zayn. He always understood me and helped me. But now that they're all grown up, I'm nothing but a stupid little junior.



27. Chapter 22

***Janelle's POV***

"Janelle, it's good to meet you. I'm your counselor, Ms. Weiss. I don't think we've ever met before, have we?" She asked me.

"No, I changed counselor's this year. Ms. Goldrick was never any help." I sighed. "Well anyways, why did you call me down?" I cocked an eyebrow up at her.

"Well, I know what happened to you was tragic and-"

"And you're here to help?" I cut her off.

"Yes." She breathed.

"Let me tell you something Ms. Weiss, my life has never been okay understood? I've never been happy, and do I was to be happy? Of course I do. I don't need your pity or anyone's fucking pity to help me become happy. Happiness will come when it comes. I don't need fucking help okay? Yes, me being raped did cause some traumatic stress for me, but I've always knew how to take care of myself for the past 13 or 14 years. I'm 16 with the mind of a 33 year old. I don't need your help, or anyone else's. Understood?" I grabbed my bag and stood up. 

"Janelle please-" She begged.

"Have a nice day." I slammed her office door shut behind me. I walked over to my locker. 8th period was over in about 2 minutes so, I could finally go home. Maybe school wasn't such a good idea after all... I grabbed my coat from my locker and put in my binder. I shrugged on my coat and closed my locker. I walked over to Zayn's class and waited for him outside. The bell rang and he walked over to me.

"How was your day?" He asked me while he grabbed things from his locker.

"I don't think I should come back." I looked over to him. He chuckled to himself.

"Harry and I told you not too." He shook his head.

"You don't know what its like being at home alone Zayn. Not only is it lonely, it's pretty fucking scary okay. House's make noises Zayn and I jump every time I hear something." I whispered to him.

"Come on, let's go." He grabbed my hand and closed his locker. He walked me over to a motorcycle.

"Uhmm.. what the hell is this?" I asked him.

"My mom got it for me." He laughed.

"I'm not getting on this, no way in hell." I started to walk over to Harry's car. He slipped his arm around my waist and carried me back over to the motorcycle. I punched his arm before climbing over the seat.

"OW!" He rubbed the bruised area.

"Stop whining." I giggled. He rollled his eyes and climbed over. I wrapped my arms around his waist. He passed me a helmet. "Don't you need one too?" I asked him, confused.

"I'll be fine." He started the engine. "Relax, I can feel your heart pounding on my back." He laughed.

"Shut up." I snapped. He pulled out of the driveway. I didn't like it at all. The breeze from the motorcycle made me even colder than I already was. I shivered against Zayn. The ride was a lot faster though because we cut through most of the traffic. He parked in my aunts garage and kicked down the stand. I passed him the helmet and fixed my hair. I walked up the steps and opened the door. Zayn shut the door behind himself and sat down on the couch. "Want juice?" I asked him.

"Yeah." He smiled at me.

"Good me too, go get me some." I giggled. He sent me a death glare and walked over to the kitchen. I pulled a blanket over my feet and turned on the TV. I didn't feel like watching anything so, I just put on Music Choice. I lowered the volume. Zayn handed me a glass of juice. I took a sip and placed it down on the table. "It's freezing." I groaned. 

"I know." He frowned. He kicked me off the couch and laid down.

"Ass." I mumbled.

"No come here dumbass." He laughed and opened up his arms. I grabbed the blanket and crawled ontop of him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head in the crook of his neck. He hummed the song on the tv into my ear. I caressed his cheek softly with my fingertips. I heard the front door open and Harry's voice boomed through the house. He was with what sounded like Niall. Zayn wrapped his arm around my waist when I tried to get up. "Who cares if you're ontop of me?" He laughed. I sighed. Niall sat on the other couch and smiled at us.

"Hi Ni." I waved at him.

"How was your day?" He frowned.

"I mean... lets just say I shouldn't have went back." I whispered so Harry couldn't hear me.

"I TOLD YOU SO!" He yelled from the kitchen. I rolled my eyes and Niall laughed. Niall had the cutest laugh ever. It was kind of high pitched and just adorable. I laughed with him. Zayn's lips grew into a smile. His fingers tickled my lower back. Harry walked in and sat next to Niall.

"We should all cut tomorrow." Niall suggested.

"Bro are you crazy? Mom would-" Harry cut himself off. "Never mind." He shook it off. "Why though?" 

"For Janelle. I bet she's pretty lonely at home. Right? Plus it's Friday. Who gives a fuck?" He shrugged.

"You guys don't have to cut for me." I giggled.

"I'm in." Zayn mumbled.

"Guys, no. You're going to get introuble." I frowned.

"Yeah because we got introuble the 500 other times we cut?" Harry sarcastically asked me. I sent him a death glare.

"Fine." I mumbled. 





*****AUTHORS NOTE*****

Okay guys! So, I'm going to be starting another fanfic, unfortunately, it has nothing to do with One Direction. If you guys know who Exclamation Point is than that's who I'm going to be writing about! If you don't, check Exclamation Point out on Youtube! You can check them out on Instagram, Keek and Twitter as well. Their usernames for everything except youtube is either EpDannyEdge and EpPaulZimmer. There are only two lovely and sexy boys in the band and obviously their names are Danny and Paul! They are both Directioners as well as Beliebers! I suggest you lovelies check them out! Unfortunately, I will only be updating on this fanfic on fridays and saturdays! I might add more, but I'm not 100% sure yet! Thanks beautiful! xx

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